wow..its been one of the crappiest week of my life.what the f**k is up wif me...my heart is like being ripped from my body..feel like shit..feeling really depressed and angry every day..donno how to explain it..donno how it happened..actually i do noe..f**k...so its been a f**ked up week..there's been too many tests..too much studying...too many things on my mind..cant concentrate..cant even concentrate on my games..f**k la..aargghhh!!!!! managed to pass chem test...and physics practical though i burnt my f**king finger..really bored..cooped up at home doing nothing doesnt really help me get out of this shitty state..doing nothing over the weekends too..just looking at cars with my parents...celefest is september 3rd..wah lau..don wan to go...september hols are coming up..nothing to look forward to anyways cause have to go back to sch for frikin chem..school's been pretty crap...lessons been pretty boring...life at home has been pretty crap and boring..nth to look forward to..though hockey is starting in a week...thank god..one of my only motivations to get through the week.. yea..f**king feel like crap..dont know wat to do about it..the only thing that can help me is too big a risk to do..cant take tat risk..jeopardizes a lot of shit..have i said i feel like crap..feel like im f**king dying though that seems better compared to wat im going through...
you're slowly killing me with wat u're doing..can't take it anymore...have to tell you...but i cant..i really cant..too big a risk..i wont tell you...
