Friday, October 30, 2009 @ 7:31 PM
You took me from granted,
Blended thorns in this garden of mine.
What are the chances my hope has died?
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Do you suppose I earned it?
Do you not see
How I'm begging on my knees?
You bring out the Devil in me.
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You took my trust
Ground it to dust
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And I don't want another day
Shackled to your ball and chain.
You're entirely a pain
And I'm so tired of explaining
The sensation I've known over time
6 more days till my paper. i seriously cant wait! i sound crazy i know
Wednesday, October 28, 2009 @ 10:59 PM
sooo charmaines staying in singapore. till may at least. which is a change from her original plan to leave in january. SOOOOO. i am extremely happy about that. and im weeping with tears of joy. it is like the best piece of news ever! like oh my gosh. its better than striking the lottery! its better than getting 45 points in IB! its better than ORD-nig! its a miracle! a gift from above! its like THE BEST THING EVER! i mean. is there any news better than that?!?!?!?!?!? IM STILL WEEPING WITH TEARS OF JOY! I DONT THINK ILL EVER STOP CRYING! HAHA! ok so bro, i hope youre reading this and appreciate my happines that youre staying.
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so anyhow, 7 days till exam! haha! cant wait. really excited. so met up with joshua for activities yesterday after tuition. it was good. then i met char-maine today for tea and all. or staying at zara for like forever while she mentions the words "i loveeeeee these shoes" at least 50 times. but it was fun. eating apple pie, getting stalked by her pre-pubescent stalkers/lover boys and just teasing her like non stop which is like routine from the day i sat at her table about 5 years ago and listening to her not so softly bitching about me! but see how things work out after awhile. hanging out wiht my bestfriend is always fun. and im realy damn glad shes not leaving.
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you bring out the devil in me
Monday, October 26, 2009 @ 9:41 PM
heard good news today. so suddenly im happy :D
Friday, October 23, 2009 @ 11:19 PM
those words. as if something came crumbling down
one day i'm gonna become sick of being that person
Take all my time, all my company
Take everything from me
Fake, fake, fake all these things that you say to me
Nothing that I want to believe
I think the time has come to set it straight
I need to change this frequency
'Cause everyone just says the same old thing to me
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You're shattered crown, it drags me down
'Cause there's no sun when you're around
Your righteous lies, you slip and slide
Now I want you to just
Get out
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Say anything that you want to me
I'm still not gonna agree
I'm not gonna be a part, be a part of this
I'm not what you want me to be.
Because I need some time to set this straight
I'm gonna forward everything I say
Tell everyone to say the same old thing to me.
Thursday, October 22, 2009 @ 2:27 AM
you are awesome.
so be my rock and roll queen
Wednesday, October 21, 2009 @ 12:12 AM
A long time ago, we used to be friends
But I haven't thought of you lately at all
If ever again, a greeting I send to you,
Short and sweet to the soul I intend.
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2 days have gone by quite fast. it wednesday already. 15 more days till HL Mathematics Paper 1. hmmm. met my bestfriend yesterday for tea, marking papers and dinner. had hockey practice today. gosh im exhausted. dont knwo whats in store for the next few days. all i know is that i cant wait for 2010.
Monday, October 19, 2009 @ 1:05 AM
hypocrite oh hypocrite. thou is a hypocrite
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sometimes people just dont appreciate the things i do for them
Sunday, October 18, 2009 @ 8:50 PM
there are some people in life who we're good friends with but somehow or another you guys kinda drift and somehow for some reason or another, its hard to stay in contact with them and stuff. but the good thing is that even though it could be ages before you guys meet, when you guys do meet, its as if no time has passed at all.
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even though my exams are in 2 and a half weeks time. i must say that i had a thoroughly enjoyable weekend. played soccer yesterday. and then had dinner with joshua woon and kui. they crashed my place and we watched soccer and 2 movies. wow sounds kinda gay. then today had driving, tuition and had a really good enjoyable dinner with annabelle. i really have missed my favourite emo girl and as usual it was really good catching up, bitching and gossiping about anything under the sun! and im meeting my bestfriend tmr for breakfast so looks like a really good 3 days. my family should go out of town more often!
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you are the sun. you are the only one.
be my rock and roll queen
Sunday, October 11, 2009 @ 8:31 PM
accidents,
let the evening in the back door
fill the room
ceiling to the floor
innocence,
sunk the glow and drowned in covers
send for all your absent lover things.
enough is enough. so tired of hearing blah blah blah blah blah. so tired of you
miss you. kinda do
Saturday, October 10, 2009 @ 1:56 AM
its october now. sweetness. time is passing by. and im happy that september has passed by quite fast. i cant wait for 2010 cause that means 2011 is right round the corner.
Monday, October 05, 2009 @ 10:32 PM
inspiration.
had a good tea with my bestfriend today. im gonna miss her like freaking crazy when she leaves. sigh.
Sunday, October 04, 2009 @ 10:38 PM
bouquet of clumsy words,
a simple melody,
this world's an ugly place,
but you're so beautiful to me.
remember when we were younger and nothing but innocent thoughts filled our mind. nothing seemed to be able to trouble. every friend we made seemed to be a good friend and we just thought that these friends were gonna be our friends forever and ever. and as we grow, more and more bad thoughts start entering our head. more and more friends start to leave and we find it harder to make new ones to replace those that left. we try desperately to hold on to the few good friends we have but sometimes we still succumb to the inevitable fact, "people always leave" i feel like getting that phrase tattooed on my left forearm but i;ll probably regret that. i think "Faith" would look better
you're a cock friend. maybe one day you'll realise that and say sorry. but then again, if that day comes, maybe i dont wanna be there anymore
inspiration.