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Tuesday, November 27, 2007 @ 10:45 PM


ananya and anna's SLUTTY pose

i LOVED tabby's fan

who knew carrying junhung would be so difficult

bingxi!!!! :D


Sixteen High!! 3rd student council! minus a few

anthony me and duncan


batman and robin!



tsk! camwhores man!

so prom was saturday night! and there were more pictures but SOMEBODY refused to let me put them up! *cougcough*MICH*coughcough*!!!! just because you looked DAMN HOT la mich!! anyways, prommm.. I CANT BELIEVE I MISSED LIVERPOOL'S 3-0 WIN FOR PROM! URGHH!!!! so yeah. prom was alright i guess.so so. better than last years though. so yeah. got there at like 5+. thing started at like 7. me mich bingxi and junhung sat and ate oustside at the reception area cause there was no space inside. the food was really good and the company was even better. the magic show was kinda gay. the games were gayer.. amrit and tabby were prom king and queen. so it all ended by like 10+. then there was councils prom after "party" which was us councilors sitting aruond the table listening to really random and somtimes retarded music. we sat and talked and laughed. then i slow danced with bingxi while ananya slow danced with annabelle when the cheesy romantic music played.. then we created our retarded dance to the song "alwyas look on the bright side of life". more tlaking more laughter. then tabby ananya anna mr lim went home. bingxi junhung mich brian and i started walking along the singapore river. it was really really nice! just walking and singing singapore song! its times like those where you just look back and smile. moments that you just wanna freeze and remember and cherish forever. so yeah. went to tcc. met chang. sat there drank and talked. than mich's parents sent her home. bingxi went to donno where to meet donno who. junhung and brian got in a cab and couldnt decide to go before finally going home. then me and chang sat on the curb talking for like 20 mins before deciding to go hom.. i guess it was a good night. not cause of prom but cause of the company and the fun.

met shumei and chang for lucnh today. at maxwell. it was quite a funny lunch. then accompanies chang to raffles place then on to school for soccer match against greenridge. we got thrased 7-2. oh well. next year!!

you look back on everything and you only want to remember the good parts. the parts that made you laugh and smile. the parts that you wanna keep frozen in memory. you only wanna think about the happy parts. and yet its the painful parts that you'll always remember. the sad parts that are etched in your mind. instead of beautiful frozen memories, you get the painful parts scarred in you for a long time.

Saturday, November 24, 2007 @ 1:53 AM

wahhh drama on grad night! interesting! so yeah anyhow, exco meeting today. KFC! grad night was boring! but went for supper with bingxi ellen shumei and sheryl! it was good aand fun. but yeah. just had this half an hour phone conversation with joshua. hm. things are qutie funny now. weird and interesting too. oh well.

now im just waiting for the fireworks to start. wait for everything to blow up. i sense the BOOM!! everythings gonnna come tumbling down and someone or some people are gonna get caught underneath. i cant wait. the shows starting and im just waiting for the climax. boy oh boy, i cant wait

you're a bitch slut whore and i really really dont like you but the funny thing is, you could be our great escape. scheming and manipulative, i wonder what your ulterior motive is. hmmm. i just cant wait for you to get caught in your own lies and for things to jsut blow up in your face. but doll, do us all a favour and bring that one down with you.

sigh fakeness, everytime i want to see the good in you the ugly side just keeps showing itself. how am i supposed to believe the things you say. you know nowadays, you're actually honestly getting on my nerves. no joke. i mean ive always know you were a liar, a self centred liar who doesnt really care abt ppl's feelings. but now its like you're really starting to piss me off. like the things you say just get on my nerves. you're seriously 2 faced. telling people one thing, telling people another. always knowing what to say to differnet people so everyone will love you. but you know what, you're starting to get sloppy. your lies arent adding up anymore. people are on to you. damn fakeness, whatcha gonna do? the thing that pisses me off is how you're just manipulating your friends. especially that one. twisted round your finger, at your every becck and call, made to cater to your every whim and fancy. wow fakeness, an all time low.

Thursday, November 22, 2007 @ 10:37 PM

its thanksgiving today. had thanksgiving meal with briantoh junhung bingxi and mich. haha. swensens thanksgiving meal.. it was good. sitting there talking eating listening to felines nonsense. haha. i guess we all need times like those, just sitting around enjoying a meal with friends with no care in the world.

i had no sleep at all last night. left the house at 4 45am for hockey practice. 6am practice is crazy. it just drains you and makes you sick!

was on the phone with charmaine. ahh i miss my bestfriend! hurry come home!!

Wednesday, November 21, 2007 @ 8:03 PM

if someone says that you're not a real friend behind your back, isn't that person bitching about you?

exco meeting yesterday. it was long but productive i guess. sushi tei afterwards was goodd! any meal with feline is bound to be hilarious! then went to starbucks at plaza sing to meet joshua and chloe. first national team match last night. we won in a shooutout. i scored a hat trick! sweetness. first training tomorrow at 6am! holy crap. then council meeting in the afternoon. i think exco meeting on friday. grad night firday night. prom on saturday. holy crap.

today i basically did NOTHING at home. soo boring. i kinda miss school. or actually i miss the people in school. i was gonna write an entry dedicated to the people in school but ive got tuition soon. yuck gross.

oh well. you basically just wasted about a minute of your life reading that post that contained absolutely nothing interesting whatsoever.

Monday, November 19, 2007 @ 9:04 PM

when we're stuck in darkness, and it seems like there's no way out.
when we're in deep trouble and we dont know what to do.
when we feel so down and out and nothing seems to be ok.
there's always someone to bail us out or just tell us somethign that makes it all seem ok.

maybe tomorrow will be a better day? but if we keep thinking that, soon we'll just be wishing for tomorrow and not care about today.

soccer match today against clementi town sec. we won 3-1. and i scored! sweetness. proved you wrong dumbass. anyways. it was a good match. it was kinda funny how its the first day of holiday nad i was back in school.going to school again tomorrow.. oh wells. i guess thats gonna be this years holiday. a lot of school, a lot of boredom.

sometimes we just wanna run. and run far far away. run from your troubles, run from the things that bother you, run from the things that make your life crap. but if you ran, where would you go?

Sunday, November 18, 2007 @ 11:23 PM

12 days have just flown by! first thigns first, HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHAR-MAINE!! HOPE YOU HAD A GREAT BIRTHDAY AND YOU LIKED YOUR PRSENT AND THAT YOU;LL ENJOY THE YEAR AHEAD BESTFRIEND!!

so anyways, a lot has happened over the last 2 weeks and im kinda lazy to write out verything. bangkok was kinda boring, not really my cup of tea. last week of school was alright i guess. watched the game plan on tuesday, alright i guess. oh! i made the national team. so thats kinda cool. watched beowulf with joshua and sheryl on thursday. it wasnt all that great. holidays are here. but dont really care. we need to make plans to go out!! gather the gang! sheryl priss shumei ellen mich sweta johnny joshua chloe charmaine bingxi!!those people are my closest friends in school!! I NEED TO GET OUT OF THE HOUSE!! had 2 soccer matches this week

speaking of soccer, i hate it when people just bitch about you behind your back. like to your friends somemore. i mean seriously, got nothing better to do? calling me fat? wow.... a very good observation! you deserve a nobel prize. hey you know what, at least im out on the field playing, i dont see you dong anything, dont see you playing sports out there. so i dont get why you get to call me fat? oh well, whatever you say man. cause hey, i may be fat, but at least im out there playing sports instead of sitting on the sidenlines watching and bitching abt me to my friends.

oh wells. speech night was boring. but after it was alright., like just sat with shumei ellen johnny priss and mich.. and i spent the night ushering with sweta. and birthday tea with charmaine. besides my stupid laopo who was so lazy, i think i spent that day with all my close friends. was talking with shumei johnny and ellen abt the school year that just went by. it went by so fast. too fast i think. and so many unexpected things happened. i lost friends who i thought would be there with me till the end. i becmae good friends with ppl i never even thought id talk to. but hey, i guess thats life, never knowing what you're gonna get until its all over. but hey, im kinda happy with how things turned out.

i hate unwanted idiots who think everythings and pretend everythigns normal when actually thats far from the truth. they just hang around like a leech when actually you just want them to go away.

i just want the next 2 weeks to fast forward and end.

angsty angry emo girls are the sex

Monday, November 05, 2007 @ 8:49 PM

angsty emo girls are the sex!

its been 11 days since i last blogged. but hey, its been 10 days of freedom after exams and i've been really lazy to update. but here it is. so a lot have happened in the last 10 days.. and heres most of it in a 45 second nutshell. SAKAE BUFFET immediately after exams. slept over at shumeis house with sheryl joshua chloe and ellen watching movies. bingxi and junhung came over for orientation planing. junhung slept over. went to junhungs house for orientation planning. junhung bx mich anna qi and liz came over friday night.it was hilarious. playing dynasty warriors and eating KFC with mich while waiting for the others. staying up doing nothing but talking and waiting for macdonalds breakfast to start serving. oh oh! MY PS3 IS HERE!!! YAY!! MARCUS ENG IS A HAPPY BOY!!! also, MY CCM VECTOR 8.0 IS HERE!! SWEETNESS!!!

so there. the last 10 days in a nutshell. its been fun hectic and crazy, and totally worth every moment. sometimes we have those days where we just wanna freeze in memory cause we'll always want to remember those days forever and ever. cause those days are the ones that make life seem not as bad sometimes. those days help cover up the bad things that are just waiting to screw up your mood. i guess we all need good days in our lives.

i really really hate group 4.. but hey. it was funny in a weird kinda way. dong a prject with sweta is bound to be hilarious. cutting up agar jelly. soaking them in gatorade. then making a HUGE mess with jeanette by just cutting and cutting into tiny cubes and mixing everything together. but yeah. funny in a stupid way/. council meeting was kinda bleah. i just kept wanting to play soccer!! prom is gonna be so URGHHHH and BLEAHHHH!! im gonna be stuck there alone.. WTHHH!! and i know you're reading this mich! and YES you're gonna have a date for prom!! which means that you're gonna be abandoning me!! but WHATEVERRR!!! you go enjoy your prom with your date! while i sit there and stone! haha :D

well fakeness. once again. you proved me right. i really dont wanna be proved right cause every time it seems like you're a good person and then you just do something that shows the hypocrite/liar/fake part of you. its like i expect so much from you and yet bleahh. but hey, the higher your hopes, the farther you fall. so i guess maybe i shouldnt expect anything from you then i wouldnt be so dissappointed all the time. oh well. what can i say fakeness. you never fail to dissappoint me.

have i said how HOT and SMEXY angsty emo girls are?

i got this off mrs ashleys friendster
"A best friend is hard to find and lucky to have."
so true (:

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