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Sunday, August 30, 2009 @ 7:24 PM

august 30th. its almost september. park came back from korea this week. went to ichiban boshi at the esplanade for dinner which lasted close to 3 hours cause people like andrew joshua and woon came damn late. after dinner it was off to clarke quay for churros and then off to robertson quay where i caught the liverpool bolton match. what a match! TORRESSS!! GERRARDDDD!! i went to charmaine's baptism today. interesting experience. i saw amanda there after not seeing/talking to her for at least a year + now. i think its cool to bump into people we havent seen in ages nad just catching up. i am very very tired. probably due to the fact that i slept at 4 20am and woke up at 7. so had less than 3hours of sleep which isnt healthy at all. i am bored and it looks like the next few weeks are going to be qutie fucked up. sigh. stupid LAB. siannnnnn. but then again, when has army never been sian. but september is gonna be a really screwed up busy month. sigh.


Sunday, August 23, 2009 @ 2:46 AM



michelle monaghan is sooo hot

Friday, August 21, 2009 @ 9:56 PM



my tattoo inspirations!

dont know why but the last few days i've really been thinking of getting a tattoo. been thinking about different ideas and all that. i really want to get one of a court jester. either that or a quote. undecided still
its friday august 21st. this month has gone by pretty fast which is a real good thing. i really wanna watch GI joe but it seems like no one wants to watch it. oh wells. i wanna go on a holiday. to a beach resort somewhere. just to relax. and chill out and get away from this place and forget everything for a bit.
i miss you. and sometimes i'm reminded of our friendship last time. sometimes i ask myself is it good for these small flashes of past closeness? like is it a sign taht maybe things are getting better? or is it just small signs that show me what will never be again? how did we drift? what happened? too many unanswered questions that will forever be left unanswered. is it cause we both don't know the answers? or is it that we do know them and just dont want to admit them?
oh wells
this weekend doesnt look so exciting. you know things are quite crap when even the weekends you always look forward to dont really seem all that exciting anymore


Wednesday, August 19, 2009 @ 12:22 AM

boredom is slowly but surely taking over. my life is just an unending cycle and pattern of boredom and crap and nothing exciting seeems to be happening. i need something/someone to spice things up and make life more exciting and enticing. this boring routine im living is killing me

Sunday, August 16, 2009 @ 6:07 PM

another weekend has come and go and just like every other end of a weekend, i'm just sitting around waiting for friday evening to come around. its kind of a depressing and pathetic way of life but what to do right? sometimes youre just stuck in these kinds of situations. there are less things that i look forward to nowadays. i dont know if its because i dont want to build high hopes or maybe its because ive been too disappointed.

i miss a lot of things, i miss a lot of people. and im really glad sheryls back but its kinda depressing how shes gonna be gone in a month cause shes the one thats always gonna be there and ready to hang out or go for dinner. speaking of which, i realised ive only hung out with bingxi twice since he went to army. and i am predicting i'll only hang out with him about 1 or 2 times before its 2010.

im really hungry and im really craving mexican food and not the drab crap that my maids cooking tonight. and i really want to watch the liverpool match tongiht at 11 but at 11 tonight, im gonna be stuck, dying and depressed in camp waiting for 5 days to pass by quickly!

Saturday, August 15, 2009 @ 11:54 AM

sometimes somehow we always just end up the bad guy. no matter what happened and no matter how you didnt do anything and no matter what other people did and all, it somehow always gets interpreted as your fault. i guess lifes really fucked up sometimes.

pissing me off

Monday, August 10, 2009 @ 2:05 AM

it has been a deressingly dreadfully awfully boring mundane and pretty much crap weekend. i'd like to say that tomorrow is going to be a better day but unfortunately i know that Monday 10th August will be boring and pretty much crap. wow, i think this has been one of the worse long weekends ever. big sigh.

i now have Wonderwall stuck in my head. its a surprisingly awesome song

Sunday, August 09, 2009 @ 12:33 AM



HAPPY BIRTHDAY CALVIN ENG WEI GUO! HOPE YOU HAVE A GREAT YEAR AHEAD AND ALL TAHT GOOD STUFF! YOURE THE BEST LINEMATE EVER! HAHAHA!

2011 is gonna be a great year. the greatest ever. i cant wait. and youre right BB! im gonna stop expecting too much!

there are some people who youre always gonna miss someone loads. either cause theyre overseas, away somewhere or just cause you guys kinda drifted and you just miss their companionship like crazy.

you know i always thought if i heard those words i'd be happy or relieved? but when you said them, its like no change. as if i didnt care.

Saturday, August 08, 2009 @ 2:45 PM

kui is right. there are some people who arent worth the time and effort. and he also said why do we invest time into people who'll never give back to us? like throwing time away into the drain.
today has been a boring first half of a saturday. and from the look of things, its gonna be a mighty boring and crap long weekend. oh wells. jsut waiting for somethign to happen!
Last Christmas I gave you my heart
But the very next day, you gave it away
This year, to save me from tears
I'll give it to someone special
I keep my distance but you still catch my eye
I thought you were someone to rely on
Me, I guess I was a shoulder to cry on

astericks underscore underscore astericks
its been a long tiring week. more tiring than expected. busier than expected. but in life, we never know what to expect. cause we might expect something, until something else totally just blows up in our faces
cause when you said that, for some strange reason, i did not care

Sunday, August 02, 2009 @ 12:59 PM


my part time roommate




my laopo!

a pity we dont have a group shot! 2 weeks time! THE LINE!

sometimes we keep giving excuses for ourselves or excuses for the things we do or excuses for the things that keep happening to us. but i guess im learning to stop coming up with excuses and accept whats happening. im learning how to deal with the fact that some things are my fault and yeah i fucked up here and there. but thats life. we learn from our mistakes and we move on. so maybe we gotta just stop coming up with excuses and start coming up with solutions instead

The Hangover is the best movie i have watched in a really really long time. its just laugh out loud funny throughout. almost every line is funny. the actors are hilarious so kudos to the director for creating such and AWESOME movie! everyone should go watch it!
speaking of good, the slider mini burgers at Overeasy are just plain delicious. it is literally like heaven in your mouth! everyone should go try it. wah free advertisements today.

You spin my head right round right round

Saturday, August 01, 2009 @ 12:23 AM

finally i can upload pictures

mucho gracias senorita

its 12:27am which means its saturday August 1st. which also means I Lose. so yeah. i agreed to it. saturday. 10 days. i lose. so yeah. i give up. i really do. its funny in a way. and i guess the word is intriguing. like its been an interesting intriguing ride, especially the happy hopeful part which was kinda foolish and stupid. but interesting ride, not fun not happy, but interesting. but like all rides whether fun or a waste of time, everything comes to an end. so this is it then. im keeping to my end of the deal clarisse tay! for once im gonna stick by what i say! this all seems a little overdramatic and shit but im bored so im just babbling on blogger. its saturday now. i lose. i can come up with excuses and all that but im not going to cause whats the point. it just delays the inevitable outcome? wow. its like suddenly im learning from my mistakes. or im seeing some sense or ive wisen up. i dont really know what it is really. but wahtever it is. for once, ive know when ive lost. and i konw when its time to give up. i lose

ahhhh. wheres duck when i need her! sleeping i bet!

i wanna marry a hot latina mexican wife so she can cook me burritos and chimichangas whenever i want! I <3 MEXICAN FOOD

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