<body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/platform.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar.g?targetBlogID\x3d12804584\x26blogName\x3dWelcome+to+my+f**ked+up+life..\x26publishMode\x3dPUBLISH_MODE_BLOGSPOT\x26navbarType\x3dBLUE\x26layoutType\x3dCLASSIC\x26searchRoot\x3dhttps://underanavalanche.blogspot.com/search\x26blogLocale\x3den_US\x26v\x3d2\x26homepageUrl\x3dhttp://underanavalanche.blogspot.com/\x26vt\x3d-7288832080052594547', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>

Sunday, January 31, 2010 @ 8:03 PM

You say we stick it out through the thick and thin
When the walls came down, you wouldn't let me in
We've been through it all
My backs against the wall
It's crashin down on me tonight

its been a pretty whirlwind eventful past 4 days. i dont really wanna go into detail but it has involved BOYS LIKE GIRLS, macdonalds, seoul garden, jim bean, butter factory,butter ice tea, lamb burger and things that i have very vague memory of. had my virgin clubbing experience. and i went to the best concert ever. so i guess all in all, a pretty good long weekend which couldve been better except for unforseen circumstances but i shall try not to dwell into the negative and focus on the positive which was a memorable few days. now its back to crap, work and shit for the next few days.
.
i know im a disappointment to you. i know you think im good for nothing. but one day i wish you'd be able to see the good things i accomplish and not just the bad things when i screw up
.
hellooo where are you? i miss you


Friday, January 29, 2010 @ 7:29 PM

BOYS LIKE GIRLS.
LIVE.
IN SINGAPORE.
RESORT WORLD SENTOSA.
THURSDAY JANUARY 28, 2010.
WAS.
INSANELY.
ABOSLUTELY.
DEFINATELY.
EFFING.
AWESOME

Thursday, January 28, 2010 @ 4:15 PM


jana kramer is soooo hot! she takes over from sophia bush the mantle of hottest girl on one tree hill! super hot!
.
so its been a pretty crappy and busy and shitty past 2 weeks. too much things to do, too little time. but oh wells. ONE MORE YEAR TO GO! but at least i have a 2 days break today and tomorrow, well deserved break! anddd, BOYS LIKE GIRLS LATER TONIGHT! I REALLY CANT WAIT

Sunday, January 24, 2010 @ 7:58 PM

why do we never know what we've got till it's gone?
.
so another week of crap begins. buttt, its a short week of crap because thursday is BOYS LIKE GIRLS! CANT WAIT! so yesterday was not a bad day. went for lan and then dinner with a group of great friends. then went to red dot where we just chilled through the night. the ambience food and drinks was nice. and i think just chilling with your closest friends can be a perfect night. need more nights like those! but till those nights come, BOYS LIKE GIRLS!
.
miserable at best


Sunday, January 17, 2010 @ 7:39 PM

the world is full of fakeness and ridiculous things.
.
another week of nothing begins

Saturday, January 16, 2010 @ 11:10 PM

sometimes i wish i could turn back the clock. turn back the clock to the time when we were still friends.
.
sometimes i wish i could just tell you everything i feel without fearing any backlash from you
.
sometimes i wish i knew what you were thinking so i didnt always have to keep wondering like some fool
.
sometimes i wish i could tell you the truth about how i feel about you
.
sometimes i wish you could just take a good hard look in the mirror and realise everything
.
sometimes i wish things were still great and it didnt feel like i lost you
.
sometimes i wish you'd treat and treasure me the way i treat and treasure you

January 16th. 376 more days and its finally over. but till then, its a long uphill struggle to get through each day without anything going wrong. it seems that time has passed by way too slowly for the last 2 weeks and if thats gonna last for the next year or so, i have no idea how im gonna survive. 2010 has started off with not much of a whimper and its been quite the dull year so far. of course we're not even a month into the new year so we cant judge it just yet. but its been quite the shitty past 16 days and i just hope for brighter sunnier days
.
have you ever looked at someone you know and not seem to be able to recognize them?
.
getting really annoyed by you

Wednesday, January 06, 2010 @ 6:50 PM

on the 13th day of christmas, my true love gave to me, sadness, anger and bitter disappointment
.
people say that good thigns will happen when you try your utmost best and all that. but i dont believe that anymore. i realised today that sometimes effort doesnt translate into results. and its when you really tried hard, maybe you cant say your hardest, but youve tried really really hard and the results still dont show, then all it leaves you with is a feeling of anger and sadness and this huge ass feeling of disappointment mixed in with this bitter taste of defeat and hopelessness mixed in. its like "why the heck did i even try?" cause everything just went to waste.

Sunday, January 03, 2010 @ 7:30 PM


its now 2010. YESSS!! i'm not really excited about 2010 and what 2010 brings. im just happycause it means a year on and its gonna be 2011! now im damn excited about what 2011 brings. 2010 is gonna be the only year in my whole life where the 365 days arent mine. freedom aint mine if you know what i mean. so honestly not expecting anything from 2010. i doubt it'll bring that many happy and numerous occasions and instances. i doubt i'll spend the majority of it jumping for joy. oh wells. just gotta spend it like last year. day by day week by week. everyday a boring mundane meaningless routine.
.
Look at the stars
Look how they shine for you
Your skin, oh yeah, your skin and bones
Turn into something beautiful
I swam across
I jumped across for you
Oh what a thing to do
'Cause you were all yellow
.
a 3 and a half day weekend has passed by quickly. it was alright. dinner then L4D2 then poker with the fellas on friday. and then i met my BB on sat morning! finally! ive missed her like crazy! i hope you learnt the moral of the story! :D :D then i met my bestfriend and johan for late lunch. exchaged christmas presents and we had to walk ALL OVER TOWN for johan and her stupid sim card! and for the first tiem in a long time, i witnessed my bestfriend eating more thanwhat she usualy eats!
so back to camp soon. *__* urgh. and its 3 days till doomsday!

Profile

Marcus Eng


10 March 1990
19
ACS International
Ice Hockey


Tagboard


friends


archives


Credits