today was nicholas pua's birthday..happy birthday dude!! yea.. met up with daryl, jonho, marcus p., iekka, louis, joe, tim, joel andd brian at cine first.. bought presents and walked around.. then we took a bus to his place.. reached there at abt 7.. ate at abt 7.45.. then, me, jonho, daryl, alan, louis iekka and marcus walked to the nearby shell petrol station to get booze...haha.. i got a jolly shandy while th rest got beers.. walked back.. hung out.. talked.. played cards.. ate cake.. then nic got pushed into the pool twice... and iekka got pushed 3 times.. i pushed him in the third time.. sorry iekka.. no hard feelings.. then at abt 11, took a cab back.. while in the cab, dont know why.. got this really weird feeling.. i donno how to explain it.. but like, somehow, i felt like empty ya know.. donno.. was like really depressed throughout the night, though i didnt show it.. but in the cab, just had tat weird feeling.. sigh.. depressed and shit.. donno wy all of a sudden like this.. aargh!! f** k la..
