today i've learnt the true meaning of betrayal, backstabbing, lying and most importantly, ive learnt the true meaning of hatred... ive never espressesed so much hatred before but theres a first for everything i guess. today was so fucked up. it was supposed to be a good day and a good week.. but fuck la.. everything went downhill.. shit.. knnbccb... AARGH!!!!!!! DAMN IT!! damn pissed la.. AARGH!! just ask mingrong.. she can tell u how pissed i was.. fuck it la.. later hockey.. if we have to rotate more than 3 lines, i swear im gonna go crazy. fuck la.. AARGH!! I HATE TODAY!!! SCREW YOU!!!! conveniently left it out.. THANK YOU!!! FUCK!! "are u ok??" so i lied.. FUCK NO I AINT ALRIGHT!!!! GOD DAMN IT!! AARGH!!! please hit me so i have a reason to hit u back....