a bout of depression.. today was an up down day.. like really.. mood swings for some reason.. different moods at different time of the day... sighh.. reached school in the morning and was like quite depressed abt some shit.. donno why though.. assembly was worst.. like a huge wave of sadness and shit.. aargh.. fuck.. damn what la.. crap.. then history.. tutorial was crap..then history.. begining was still depressed while i was doing my work but like when i started playing dota then felt better... then chinese was fine too.. but like add math was damn shitty.. like the test was horrible.. didnt know how to do anything.. so i rushed through and passed up and walked out.. then started thinking abt all the shit in my life.. wah.. depression again la.. fuck.. then couldnt concentrate the rest of class..fuck.. english was ok.. then went to play basketball at the church aft school.. then went hockey practice.. wah.. practice was crap.. felt like throwing up and crap.. felt damn shitty and all.. and now here i am.. wtf.. feeling all depressed again.. donno why.. oh wait.. yes i do.. wait. no i dont.. i dont even know anymore..
What the fuck is wrong with you.. didnt even do anything.. gosh.. like.. AARGH!! fuck la.. u know.. i dont even care anymore.. seriously.. i shouldnt care and i dont.. normally i'd care.. but now.. i dont.. at all.. tats good i guess.. u and your crap.. nonsense shit.. fuck it.. thanks for spoiling my week... happy GOOD friday..
