today was history... it was ok.. then went to the new cathay cinema to watch Poseidon with andrew and leroi.. good movie i guess... then went back to school for a bit.. yea.. today was kinda fucked up for a few reasons... sighhh.. i hate this la.. like cant i have just one fucking day of peace.. one good nice day without any problems.. without any troubles or worries.. well.. i guess not.. like today was the last day of exams and like im supposed to be happy and relaxed and yet here i am wanting to punch the fucking computer screen in front of me.. wth la.. i want to turn back the clock.. and be in malaysia playing hockey.. its like those were the only days in a damn damn long time where i dont feel stressed or troubled.. i just play my matches and thats it.. no worries no troubles.. then i come back.. frikking exams.. damn shitty.. then now exams are over. still shitty.. wth.. aargh.. i hate this shit la..feel damn stressed, and crappy and just frikking pissed... i need to hit something.. and theres like no hockey now.. FUCK!!!!! AARGH!!! sighhh...
Wth did i do now? can u at least tell me? this is like damn retarded.. u treat me differently compared to everyone else.. why? is it cause im a pushover? fuck la.. sighhh
