we can never be the best. no matter how hard we try, there is always someone out there who is better than us at something.. so why do we even try to be the best.. i guess we can only be the best that we wanna be? whatever the heck that means.. seriously though.. you know.. we always try to be the best in fron of other people's eyes.. especially if there's a certain someone. if u know what i mean. but like.. what happens if that person can never get past his/her impression of you.. like i mean.. that person knows you for who you are and will probably never get past that.. will never notice how you've changed and all.. sucks doesnt it.. yup.. it seems that i always get the short stick.. sighh.. what can you do right?
today was cool.. didnt really do much in school.. like didnt go for chem. and double lit double english was like free periods.. so like during english.. was sitting outside with ong, my ipod charger pal! haha.. we ere having our pal bonding time! pal connection! then it started raining and we like ran into the open, started spinning and running, spinning and running! haha.. so retarded la.. yeah.. then after school, rushed home to bathe and change. then rushed back to holland v with andrew to mee charmaine, cherie and darren... so we ate then went to battle of the bands.. it was good.. our school's band, loofa was like seriously really good la.. and they deserved at least second but got fourth.. bullshit.. its not fair cause like the results were based on like ppl voting so we had no chance la.. i mean. compare the school population la,. yeah.. school tmr.. crap..
jealousy is eating me up..
