"The finest kind of friendship is between people who expect a great deal of each other but never ask it."
yeah.. u don ask for my help but i give it to you anyways. cause im a friend. im your good friend. you don get it. .cause u dont know how much it hurts to help you sometimes.. seriously.. put yourself in my shoes. would you be able to do the things that im doing? would u? could u? friendship.. i do treasure our friendship.. it just helps to feel appreciated sometimes.. but whatever.. i will help u no matter how much it hurts and no matter what may happen. u;ll never know how much it hurts.
Friendship.. what does it really mean? what does it mean to be a friend. friends are there for each other.. friends cheer each other up. friends are well.. friends.. most importantly, friends help each other out. ask yourself this, what is the level of your friendship with someone. how far would go to help that person out? helping a friend out is easy. it really is. but would u help out your friend if by helping your friend out it hurts you at the sametime. as in.. you hurt yourself and maybe even screwing yourself up in the process, could you still help that friend out.,, would you? people see me as this like loud, obnoxious and rude guy who's just funny at times and not really good at anything else.. and it probably doesnt seem like it and people wont believe me but i've been in that situation. i helped out a friend no matter how painful it was for me. it tore my heart right out and yet i did whatever i could to help him out. does my friend appreciate it. probably. so rightfully i should feel good cause maybe for once im not doing something selfish and im thinking of other people first for a change. u know how people say u feel good about yourself when u do a good deed. well. its a lie.. theres no warm fuzzy feeling inside, i don feel proud of myself.. it hurts. it really does. if it hurts to help out a friend, would you still help him/her out? your words were a dagger through my heart
