i miss you!! hurry come back!! (:
i'm really really bored.. god. holidays are so anti climatic.. i was so looking forward to hols after exams and here i am so bored with nth to do.. urgh. here's a random thought:
a smile is a facade we put on our faces just to make people think that we're fine. About a quarter of smiles are fake. deep down we're weeping and cryinf and pissed off. outside, we're smiling and laughing. why? cause we dont want to show people how vulnerable we actually are. we down want the people affecting us know how much they actually do have an impact on us. how they piss us off, make us cry, hurt us so badly or how they can make such a profound impact on us with the little things they do. smile. they're a facade. a fake front. a lie we make with our face to make people believe what we want them to believe. see my smile. its fake. aint them all.
so i was looking at last years christmas wishlist and what happened..
1. new Easton stealth hockey stick :
got it. thanks dad!2.ps2 games:
nope3.new ipod docking station:
nope. although my old one started working again4. this really funky wallet that i saw:
yup. thanks nat priss cal!!5.new shoes:
got it like in feb. but better late than never i guess6.money:
not much but beggars cant be choosers7.one way ticket to america:
obviously 8. new phone: well. did get one. but in july9.new crumpler bag:
nope10: for my grandpa to be back to before:
sigh.. usnfortunately nope11.to hear those 4 words:
haha.. definately didnt happen. cant say it was all bad though12. and the one thing that would make me the happiest person alive.. well. those hu know me well will know what im talking abt. but yea.. impossible again.. sigh.. haha.. just u know.. just maybe it can come true.. nah.. don wanna get my hopes up..but yea.. i pray for a miracle.. lol:
HAHAHAH!!! OMG!! I REMEMBER THIS WISH!! DAMN RETARDED!! HAHAHA!! nope. didnt happen so those were last years.. as u can see, not really expecting much this year but oh well. cant blame a guy from dreaming right.. ill think of a new 12 soon!!
