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Sunday, March 25, 2007 @ 11:26 PM

i'm ready to let it all go. i'm ready to just leave it all behind. i'm ready to fly away and just go someplace else. i'm ready to just go.

what's life but a few wrong choices and many bad decisions? everywhere in the world, bad choices just happen. whereever you may be, every bad decision just haunts you. people always remember you for all the wrong reasons. if you think about it, life is full of bad things that always seem to outweigh the bad. you know they say "nice guys finish last". yeah. its damn true. the bastards and the bitches get everything.. they always win. the nice ones are just left behind, most of the time they actually help those bastards and those bitches get there. its sad. life's sad. life's a big gigantic sad mess. but hey, what can you do right. its life. it sucks. it deals you an unfair hand. how is a pair 2 gonna beat a royal flush? you never get what you want. something always seem to stand in the way. even though you deserve it, cause you work your ass off, you do your utmost best, you dont get it. those others who dont do anything, dont need to do anything cause they;re handed a royal flush every single time. how do you compete with that? how do you fight such an uphill battle?

theres a song "the take over, the break's over" by fall out boy. theres a line in that song "baby seasons change but people dont." thats a lie.. thats utter bullshit. cause people change all the time. and im not just talking abt physical changes like growing taller, fatter or whatever. people's personality change. and not all the time for the better. heck, people become worse more often than not. they become worse. they change so much sometimes you wonder who the hell they;ve become. why do they change? i guess theres tons of reasons. but it still sucks. its like you barely recognize them anymore. you wonder what the hell is wrong with them. and you sometimes wonnder how you're friends with them. and then you realise that maybe you guys arent friends anymore..

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