i had this long conversation with mr chew yesterday. it was really interesting and thought provoking. and he gave me a book! i can honestly say that mr chew is like the best vice principal ever! who knew even he could be emo.
mrs ashley is gone!!!!!!! ): ): ): we're all gonna miss you madam!!! and its still not right!
i love the new sum 41 album and i need to go buy it.
jealousy/envy is one of the seven deadly sins. as a sin, we shouldnt really practice it. but theres a little bit of it in every single on of us. no matter who you are, you're always gonna be jealous of something. whether its the spoilt brat who gets everything he/she wants. or the smart ones who get straight A's without even trying. or the flirts who gets all the girls/guys with a simple smile and a little bit of flirting. but i guess thats life. full of people who are way better than you at things. what can you do? maybe you gotta just concentrate on your strengths instead of focusing on other people strengths.
omgggg. life still fucking sucks. my grades are urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. and hockey season is still far far away! ok. how does life suck right now? well. other than the things i just mentioned, i have a stuipd TOK presentation due next week on god knows what. and i dont know why but lately, ive been feeling kind of bleahhhh. i dont know why and i havent really talked abt it so maybe thats it? like yesterday, i felt so frustrated and irritated. i dont know. it seems the littlest things can piss me off nowadays. like everyday there'll be something. but urgh. i guess thats life. we just gotta learn to deal and shit? if you think about it, you can never not feel stressed? like when you think your stress has gone away cause your tests are over or whatever, its not cause like there'll be more stress coming along to replace your old stress. i guess that way, we're never free and at peace? what would it be like to be free of trouble and worry? thats the question aint it.
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thats supposed to be my muse who inspired me to write the paragraph above. but until i get a picture, her identity will be a mystery to all. HAHA! she gives me inspiration to write emo nonsense and just be emo in general. inspiration to write and blog and all that good stuff! but yeah. everyone should have a muse to get inspiration and ideas from.
MUSE–noun
1.
Classical Mythology.
a.any of a number of sister goddesses, originally given as Aoede (song), Melete (meditation), and Mneme (memory), but latterly and more commonly as the nine daughters of Zeus and Mnemosyne who presided over various arts: Calliope (epic poetry), Clio (history), Erato (lyric poetry), Euterpe (music), Melpomene (tragedy), Polyhymnia (religious music), Terpsichore (dance), Thalia (comedy), and Urania (astronomy); identified by the Romans with the Camenae. b.any goddess presiding over a particular art.
2.
(sometimes lowercase) the goddess or the power regarded as inspiring a poet, artist, thinker, or the like.
3.
(lowercase) the genius or powers characteristic of a poet.
thats the definition of a muse. WAH!! SO IMPRESSIVE!! everyone should just feed of her amazingness! hahaha
