when you lose your trust in someone, its very hard for that someone to regain your trust. and that my friends, is why my mom does not trust me at all. and that is why its gonna be a long long time till she starts trusting me.
wow. i really have nothing to say anymore. lackeys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHA. although i am kinda happy for you in a weird way. oh well.
yesterday was a very long frustrating day. i was in school from 10am to 10pm. then there was still planning to do after that so i reached home at 12 30am. omg. i was exhausted. and i was very very annoyed and pissed. and bingxi had to take the blame. sorry bingxi!! its not your fault. night game today. it was 3 hours in school and it shouldnt have been. oh well. dont wanna say anything abt it. dinner after that thai express. sheryls finally back!! she came to meet us for dinner. then like everyone went to juncais house. so i sat with sheryl at the haweker centre for like an hour and a half talking. omg sheryl! you better not tell anyone or ill kill you! anyhow. orientation trainings like all done and i can safely say im gonna miss it. cause even though there were lots of annoying shitty times that really pissed the living daylights out of you, there were still tons of really really fun moments that made it all better. and for every bastard/bitch who just really ruined the day, there your good friends there. and for every moment you had to spend with someone you really idnt like, there were oppurtunities to spend time and talk to people who you really didnt talk to much before. oh well, its time to look forward to orientation!
its funny how you hate all of us now. like you hate us so much. lol
hello lackey.. you;re like pawn thats being used and you dont even know it
why is it that we always want something so badly, but like we never realise that something better is right in front of us and yet we just take it for granted when someone else wants it so badly.
