so its chinese new year eve today. and while everyone is getting excited about dressing up in nice fancy clothes, all the new year goodies, and of course all the money that comes along with it. but honestly, i'm not really all that looking forward to all of it. in fact, i rather have the mundane routines of everyday school. PFFT! i have no idea why, but i guess chinese new year is the same ol thing every single year with no change whatsoever. so i guess im getting bored.
so chinese new year celebration in school today. i had to mc with DUNCAN! haha. funny idiot. it was alright i guess. not all that bad. 6X FOR THE WIN! :D so town after with sheryl joshua mich priss chloe andrew and BINGXI. chang shumei and johnny came soon after. ate KFC!! and then just bummed around at MCCAFE! was supposed to watch sweeny todd but that didnt really work out. so yeah. reunion dinner at priss' house later. no pizza this year. PFFT!
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and all im doing is throwing myself into the deep end. thinking that there might be hope when its probably gonna be the same as last time. its like i'm digging my own grave just waiting for someone to push me in. i'm just gonna get hurt and for some reason, i'm stupidly waiting and doing nothing.
maybe sometimes we need a little bit of foolishness and stupidity to succeed.
maybe sometimes we need to face reality and just give up.
