i have this fear that my knee will never go back to the way it was before. its a fear of never being able to go 100% again cause one slight twist and my knee just collapses. its a fear where every step you run, every stride skated has to be taken with 100 times more precaution than usual. a fear that at any given moment on the field or on the ice, your knee could just buckle before you and there's nothing you can do. its a fear of never being the person you once were
