So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me
Off guard, red handed
Now I'm far from lonely
Asleep I still see you lying next to me
So deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I..
I need something else
Would someone please just give me
Hit me, knock me out
And let me go back to sleep
I can laugh
All I want
inside I still am emptySo deep that it didn't even bleed and catch me I...
I'll be just fine
Pretending I'm not
I'm far from lonely
And it's all that I've got
so school has officially started.. all the "schools starting in 2 weeks/ a week and a half/ a few days" is all over now. cause schools here. and i dont know, i expected more out of today. it just seemed so weird today, like something wasn't right, something was just a bit off. but then again, we shouldnt harbour too high a hope sometimes, cause the higher your hopes the farther you fall. i watched spain vs italy.. omg. BORINGGGGGGGGG!! no excitement! no scoring!! AND WHY DID ARAGONES TAKE OFF FERNANDO TORRES! WTF! AND WHY WASNT XABI ALONSO STARTED OR EVEN SUBBED IN?!?!?!? oh well. spains through. and because of extra time and penalties, i slept for a grand total of half an hour. which mean that at the end of the day, i was really really dead.
sometimes we take things for granted. sometimes we take important things or granted. sometimes we take important people for granted. maybe its cause they're always there when we do turn to them. maybe we have the knowledge that its safe to say that theyre always gonna catch you when you fall. i guess sometimes we think of them as our safety net. we never do realise how important they are cause they're always there, they're like a constant. but thing is, people aren;t gonna stick around us forever. cause one wrong sentence and boom, suddenly theres a hole in our safety net. it might be a slight negligible tear at first, but the more we take them for granted, the more the hole gets bigger and bigger.. soon there might not be that net anymore. i can't believe you said that sentence. cause honestly, coming from you? please
ok so this is a day too late! SHIT! SORRY ANNABELLE!!! EMOOO GIRLLLL!! omg. its been three hundred and sixty six days. holy crap. i cant believe time flew by so quickly. it honestly felt like just yesterday. well, its been a whole year and a day now. and a lot of shit has happened in between. some good, some bad, some great, some awful. i guess we never know what life throws at us sometimes, we just try to hold on and enjoy the ride. life sucks, shit happens. i guess cause the world spins that way huh? what can we do? haha. well, emo girl, its been an enjoyable year huh. with our extremely long bus rides. extremely emo conversations that make ppl just commit suicide, how weird macdonalds cravings at 3am in the morning after senior/junior dance. CARAMEL SAUCE that comes with apple mcdippers. AND THE LONG LONG WALK THROUGH THE HAUNTED ROAD! AND THE DOGS! AND HOLY CRAP! THAT LAUGHTER AFTER YOU STARTED SINGING THAT CREEPY SONG!! we're suposed to go to the cemetary!! haha oh the christmas present in the nice box with the bulldozer! and helloo! i made you wait once! for like 10 mins!! dont make me bring up me waiting at ntuc at siglap for 45 mins 366 days ago!! AND AND THE TIME I WAITED AN HOUR FOR YOU AT THE STUPID PETROL KIOSK WALKING AROUND THE STORE AT LEAST 20 TIMES!! HAHA!!! youre always late! you cant hurry love! what happens in vegas! the oh so sweet letters! and of course, all the cab rides home. youre like the emoest girl i know, and thats what makes you you! thanks for everything you sexay emo girl!! (:
wow. that was the longest post ive written in quite awhile
i dream of the Asian Winter Games
ok so this is a day too late! SHIT! SORRY ANNABELLE!!! EMOOO GIRLLLL!! omg. its been three hundred and sixty six days. holy crap. i cant believe time flew by so quickly. it honestly felt like just yesterday. well, its been a whole year and a day now. and a lot of shit has happened in between. some good, some bad, some great, some awful. i guess we never know what life throws at us sometimes, we just try to hold on and enjoy the ride. life sucks, shit happens. i guess cause the world spins that way huh? what can we do? haha. well, emo girl, its been an enjoyable year huh. with our extremely long bus rides. extremely emo conversations that make ppl just commit suicide, how weird macdonalds cravings at 3am in the morning after senior/junior dance. CARAMEL SAUCE that comes with apple mcdippers. AND THE LONG LONG WALK THROUGH THE HAUNTED ROAD! AND THE DOGS! AND HOLY CRAP! THAT LAUGHTER AFTER YOU STARTED SINGING THAT CREEPY SONG!! we're suposed to go to the cemetary!! haha oh the christmas present in the nice box with the bulldozer! and helloo! i made you wait once! for like 10 mins!! dont make me bring up me waiting at ntuc at siglap for 45 mins 366 days ago!! AND AND THE TIME I WAITED AN HOUR FOR YOU AT THE STUPID PETROL KIOSK WALKING AROUND THE STORE AT LEAST 20 TIMES!! HAHA!!! youre always late! you cant hurry love! what happens in vegas! the oh so sweet letters! and of course, all the cab rides home. youre like the emoest girl i know, and thats what makes you you! thanks for everything you sexay emo girl!! (: