Innocence
Sunk the glow and drowned in covers
Send for all your absent lovers things
sometimes we get so down and upset to the point where it seems like nothing can make us feel better. friends try to cheer us up, tell us to look on the bright side or tell us how things will work out in the end. and yet, nothing seems to lift our mood, to make us smile. but its funny how sometimes we go into that state where we feel so emotionless, but once we read something or we notice something, something small can make us smile. maybe its not what we read or notice, but who its from. its funny how even 2 letters come together, form a word, and leave us grinning like an idiot.
i only had history and physics today. and i have yet to use my village privelage thats entitled to all year 6's. maybe next week. i guess today was kinda depressing in a sense. and there were definaltey many bittersweet moments. you know those moments that make you smile, but thing is that by smiling and being happy, it makes what happens after hurt all that much more. so yeah. today was rreally sad and kinda depressing. i guess i was never good at saying goodbyes. cause i always had this thought that goodbye was for forever. and i dont like saying goodbye forever. so im not saying goodbye to you angsty emo rock and roll queen/ANOREXIC COW COW. im saying "take care. see you soon!" (: but yeah. take care. i'm really gonna miss you! and if things work out, i might go to that farwayland next year!! :D so yes. be careful and TAKE CARE SEE YOU SOON! (:
i really really really hate goodbyes and farewells
people always leave. its a well known fact but we never learn to adjust and get used to people leaving and it affects us every single time
Yo soy tu cantante.
Yo te echare de menos princesa
so its off to beijing in about 10 and a half hours time. hmmm. my excitement level hasn't exactly increased. so still not really all that pumped and excited to go? and its only 3 days. or more like 2 and a half so yeah, not even there that long. but i guess it'll be a good experience and its a once in a lifetime thing so yeah. i'll try to enjoy myself in those 3 days until i have to come home and deal with the crap that ib and life brings
Yo soy tu cantante.
Yo te echare de menos princesa
