i wish you'd say sorry. i dont want you to apologise for the things you did to me. i dont want an apology for the things i did for you. i want a sorry for how you made me feel and all the emotions and disapointments and the times i felt so low and felt like shit. but then again, maybe i dont deserve a sorry. maybe i deserved all that stuff. we'll never know. cause there are 2 sides to every story and ive yet to hear yours. then again, i think i'll probably never hear yours. one day maybe we'll talk to each other about it but then again, i really dont see that day coming. one day maybe we'll just let everything out and fix this unresolved mess, but then again, i guess both of us will never admit its a mess. everythings so full of then agains and all i want is some clarity and maybe some closure. our friendship has taken a hit the past 2 motnhs, but none of us is willing to admit it. we just both smile and pretend nothing has happened. the problems that smack us in the face arent the scary ones, the problems we try to hide and cover are the ones that will slowly tear everything apart
