dont know why but the last few days i've really been thinking of getting a tattoo. been thinking about different ideas and all that. i really want to get one of a court jester. either that or a quote. undecided still

its friday august 21st. this month has gone by pretty fast which is a real good thing. i really wanna watch GI joe but it seems like no one wants to watch it. oh wells. i wanna go on a holiday. to a beach resort somewhere. just to relax. and chill out and get away from this place and forget everything for a bit.

i miss you. and sometimes i'm reminded of our friendship last time. sometimes i ask myself is it good for these small flashes of past closeness? like is it a sign taht maybe things are getting better? or is it just small signs that show me what will never be again? how did we drift? what happened? too many unanswered questions that will forever be left unanswered. is it cause we both don't know the answers? or is it that we do know them and just dont want to admit them?

oh wells

this weekend doesnt look so exciting. you know things are quite crap when even the weekends you always look forward to dont really seem all that exciting anymore