i feel very exhausted nowadays. i get tired at all the wrong times. i cant sleep early but then i get tired in the afternoons. weird. so i've read 2 books in the past week. one really good, one so so. i really like the time travelers wife. wow that sounds kinda gay huh. but its a really sweet book. but sometimes i think it gives people false hope about love. oh wells. a few more days till options paper. i cant wait. excited again. its gonna all over real soon. which is good cause i'll be free. but bad cause thne i gotta go back to camp and endure 14 more months of mental torture till ORD. someboday save me.