Wednesday, August 31, 2005 @ 6:53 PM
HAHA!!
LEANIE IS SOOOOOOO HOT!!
SO SKINNY ONE!!
Tuesday, August 30, 2005 @ 10:16 PM
ok..so i feel more calm and peaceful..still a little f**ked up but slightly better..got a lot of advice about what to do..thanks guys. you guys know who u are..saturday was a damn fun day..went to cine to meet up wif uwei, louis, iekka, nicholas, darryl, and marcus P...ate there and plaed arcade..gave marcus P. 2 tokens juz to watch him frikkin dance on the dance dance revolution..frikkin hilarious.. den wanted to dare him to do the para para shit..but he didnt..we got bored so we decided to watch a movie..the maid was stupid according to louis and nobody wanted to watch 3D adventures of sharkboy and lavagirl OR march of the penguins..lol..so we watched Red Eye which was this thriller..but it turned out to be funnier than it was scary..pretty good movie though..last 2 days were as per usual.nothing interesting happened..f**k..tomorrow don get half day off..not only that..we have to stay back extra 1 hour..shit man.,hockey starting up on thursday..pretty pumped..
Many people saying lots of stuff..Rumours flying around..Don't know if I should believe them.I really wish i could..Tearing me up on the inside with what u're doing..Don't know what u're doing, what u're trying to say..
Tuesday, August 23, 2005 @ 9:08 PM
why do as if my heart is dying
wow..its been one of the crappiest week of my life.what the f**k is up wif me...my heart is like being ripped from my body..feel like shit..feeling really depressed and angry every day..donno how to explain it..donno how it happened..actually i do noe..f**k...so its been a f**ked up week..there's been too many tests..too much studying...too many things on my mind..cant concentrate..cant even concentrate on my games..f**k la..aargghhh!!!!! managed to pass chem test...and physics practical though i burnt my f**king finger..really bored..cooped up at home doing nothing doesnt really help me get out of this shitty state..doing nothing over the weekends too..just looking at cars with my parents...celefest is september 3rd..wah lau..don wan to go...september hols are coming up..nothing to look forward to anyways cause have to go back to sch for frikin chem..school's been pretty crap...lessons been pretty boring...life at home has been pretty crap and boring..nth to look forward to..though hockey is starting in a week...thank god..one of my only motivations to get through the week.. yea..f**king feel like crap..dont know wat to do about it..the only thing that can help me is too big a risk to do..cant take tat risk..jeopardizes a lot of shit..have i said i feel like crap..feel like im f**king dying though that seems better compared to wat im going through...
you're slowly killing me with wat u're doing..can't take it anymore...have to tell you...but i cant..i really cant..too big a risk..i wont tell you...
Monday, August 22, 2005 @ 10:16 PM
fuc.k....i got frikkin burnt in physics today..accidentally rouched the burning wire gauze..f**k sia.. cant realy concentrate on my studies and all my tests..too many things on my mind..
You're like a drug
you got me hooked
cant let go, dont know what u think
too many things on my mind
yet i think of you
why cant i get you out of my head
trying to but its impossible
dont think you realise what u're doing to me
sending me signals i cant read
i just dont know
do you even know that...
Thursday, August 18, 2005 @ 9:35 PM
sorry seems to be the hardest word
have u ever did something that u really regretted..something that u wish u would u could take back because u realise that u did something really horrible and downright nasty..i do.. but i cant take back what i did..wat i said..i cant turn back the clock and undo the wrongdoings..all the mean things i said..all the times where i make fun of u and disturb u..i cant take back what ive said cause its impossible ..i dont mean anything mean ive said....i dont poke fun at u cause i hate u,,its just hu i am..ask anyone..i like to joke a lot, even at people's expense..i make fun of lots of people..but i never mean it..i never intended for my comments no matter how mean to hurt your feelings..i guess i do go overboard many times and i seriously regret tat..no matter wat u think or a lot of people think..im not a mean guy..im just portrayed as one cause i make fun of everyonr..but hey..like i said..i like to joke abt things..im a humouros guy..i really will stop it from now on..i noe when to stop..especially if u ask me to stop..i wont continue making fun of u.. cause i really do regret all my actions..i guess there's nothing left to say but IM SORRY..from the bottom of my heart..im truly sorry for wat i did and i will never do it again..im sooo very very sorry..and i appreciate u still wanting to be friends..so yea..i hope u forgive me..once again..im sorry..
Wednesday, August 10, 2005 @ 10:51 PM
the one with the perfect lyrics for me
"Obviously"
By: Mcfly
Recently I've been,
Hopelessly reaching
Out for this girl,
Who's out of this world.
Believe me.
She's got a boyfriend
He drives me round the bendCos he's 23
He's in the marine
He'd kill me
But so many nights now
I find myself thinking about her now.
'Cause obviously,
She's out of my league
But how can I win
She keeps draggin' me in and
I know I never will be good enough for her.
No, no
Never will be good enough for her.
Gotta escape now
Get on a plane now. yeah
Off to L.A and that's where I'll stay, for two years.
I'll put it behind me(i'll put it behind me)
Go to a place where she cant find me. yeah.
'Cause obviously,
She's out of my league,
I'm wastin' my time'
Cause she'll never be mine
I know i never will be good enough for her.
No, no
Never will be good enough for her
She's outta my hands
And I never know where I stand
Cos I'm not good enough for her
He's good enough for her (for her, for her)
'Cause obviously,
She's out of my league,
I'm wastin' my time'
Cause she'll never be mine
I know i never will be good enough for her.
No, no
Never will be good enough for you
Sigh..this song totally reflects my feeling. Not good enough for you..
Tuesday, August 09, 2005 @ 6:34 PM
the one with fireworks, a chocolate factory, and chainsaws...
Yesterday was a really eventful day...Went to sch for some national day assembly shit...damn boring..wasted 2 and a half hours juz sitting there...wah lau..den came home and just did nothing till like 5 something..took MRT to marina bay to meet mingrong,georgina and cherie...we were gonna watch fireworks..arrived at the carnival and it was damn crowded..went to the arcade and played the game where u like mash the 3 buttons..i won...yay..after that..we were all damn hungry so we went to eat this steamboat bbq buffet thingy..it was damn good..that reminds me..u guys owe me money for the drinks..so we cooked the food and like oil kept on splashing onto us..and there was so much damn smoke..after that...we decided not to walk around the carnival so we took mrt to town..on the way, cherie started talking about this really freaky horror movie..den everyone oso started abt horror movies..everyone but mingrong hu started like freaking out cause she was getting scared..den we started talking abt Texas chainsaw massacre..its like a damn freaky movie..abt this psycho killer wif a hainsaw hu cuts up the skin off his victim's face and makes a mask out of them..super freaky..at this point..mingrong was like starting to scream..lol..we went lido and watched charlie and the chocolate factory..OK movie.. watched till 11:15 den went back to marina bay to watch the fireworks..juz got there in time.. the fireworks were Ok...only spectacular towards the last 2 minutes...poor mingrong missed like half of it cause she was on the phone wif jon chua hu we were supposed to meet..after the fireworks..we went back to mrt station and met jon chua..he was damn pisssed cause we all wanted to go home and he travelled so far to meet us...den he was on the phone and we were all juz sitting in the corner wondering wat to do...mingrong was like "so scared..later jon kill us.." den she wanted to go get drunk from rootbeer..DAMN FUNNY!!! so we went home in the end..took mrt to kembangan...it was a pretty fun day...
