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Sunday, October 30, 2005 @ 10:32 PM

A Cello, psychotic people, a creepy girl who doesnt talk, freaky...

today was a good day... finally...my exams are over so here i am blogging again.,., so most of my papers were frikkin hard so don talk abt them..haha.. so today went out to watch movie with mingrong.. juncai was supposed to come but as usual he was broke so he didnt watch.. everyone else seemed busy,..haha.. so we were at plaza singapura and i asked her " so..zorro or flightplan".. and she was like "CELLO!!" she then showed me the poster of "cello".. a pontianak playing a cello with a white cello case in chains and covered in blood next to her.. then i was like 'siao' .. so scary... but she called me a scaredy cat so i agreed..while walking to the thatre..saw more posters for cello.. pictures of blood stained windows.. creepy pontianak women.. ghosts.. and i startd regretting agreeing... yea.. i hate horror films..haha.. when we got into the theatre..they showed the preview for 'the exorcism of emily rose' and we started freakin out..wah lau.. the preview scared the shit out of me... i almost had a heartattack even before the show started.. lol.. den the show started and the music was damn creepy la..really wanted to get out of there asap..but had to be brave la..haha..cause mingrong was ACTING brave so cannot lose..lol.. ok.. the movie was damn damn scary.. scariest movie i ever watched sia.. wah lau.. psycho people.. DAMN creepy girl who whole show didnt say a single word and then killed her sister.. and then got tat ghost.. and the scary housekeeper.. and the women whacking the heck out of her own daughter with a golf club..wah lau.. freaked out like hell la.. haha.. really damn scary.. because they like kept building the suspense up then BOOM! ghist come out the wall..BOOM.. women hung herself... scary like siao.. yea.. i was pretty freakd out and all la.. but cannt compare to mingrong la.. haha.. she was damn scared la.. hiding behind her jacket and bear.. screaming "mama..i wan my mama..shit.. im f**king scared.. so damn scary..SHIET!!" HAHA!! was frikkin hilarious la.. lucky she was making me laugh la..or i would have died of fright..she was so funny tat the 2 guys next to her were laughing at her la..lol..yea.. but 2 of the women were quite hot la...too bad one had bad hair and the other only appeared normal in a 2 scenes and appeared as a scary ghost the rest..but yea..scary shit man the movie..like i said..scariest movie ever..even scarier than saw.. heard that natalie.. u would have cried la..haha.. wah lau.. i think im traumatized now..donno if tonight can sleep la.. shit..hhaha... bet mingrong scared like hell too la..said she was BRAVE!!! haha..MY FOOT SIA!! i wasth brave one la.. not hiding like mingrong..haha.. RIGHT mingrong!!HAHA!! den aft tat,.. we were walking around looking for some place to eat when she said 'eh! chiobu!' and im like "where!".. den she pointed but i could only see her back so we followed her and her and her bf to starhub shop where we walked one big roung until i could finally see her face..yup.. chiobu.. den mingrong was like " wah..so hot.. too bad her bf was like eeyer!!" haha.. k.. then.. we went to some teddy bear shop where she got like damn excited cause of all the stuffed animals there..crazy sia.. den ask me to buy her one..CRAZY!!! HAHA!!! as if i got money liddat..lol.. den ask me to take neoprint but say i muz blanjah..haha.. crazy.. everything must i pay..lol.. den we ate at long john silver where she acted like a princess la!! HAHA!! saw her fren.. den she waved la.. den she was like "Oi!! marcus.. say hello la.." haha.. den aft i helped her order.. she was like "EH!! wheres my knife.go and get can.." den she stole like half my cheese.. and she was like "OI!! U TAKE MY KETCHUP!! U BETTER GO TAKE!!" so i help her go take..HAHA... i was like her slave la.. den when her fren left..i oso said bye bye..den mingrong was like "don act friendly can" HAHA~!!! crazy girl..oh ya.. i made fun of her eating again haha.. when she was eating her fries, she must fold her fries before eating them!!! AHAHAHHAA!! frikkin hilarious.. almost as funny as the way she eeat spaghetti...wah lau.. no THATS FUNNY!! ask shunyi or kathi la.. haha.. talk abt how she eats spaghetti another time.. so ya.. then were on the mrt..and it was jam packed..so we were right at the door..den she was admiring herself in the window reflection being as vain as she is..den she look closer and BANG! knocked her head against the door!!! HAHAH!!! WAH LAU!! damn clumsy la..haha...damn funny.. den she became really defensive " iwasnt looking at my reflection la.. i was looking out at the train tracks.."..haha.. yea.. sure mingrong..watever u say.. lol.. so ya.. tats abt it,.. damn funny day...either laughing lik mad at/with mingrong or getting scared like siao... alright.. very long post.. talk abt the past week tomorrow...adios..

Sunday, October 16, 2005 @ 11:10 PM

haha...too bad natalie.. hu ask u never bring handphone to class..HAHA... anyways.. i'm not sad and depressed la.. just frustrated...haha... but hu cares la... haha.. the weekend has been kinda lame..studied quite some bit actually despite not being able to concentrate fully cause of...nvm... was quite surprised at myself... haha... yesterday went to east coast park to rollerblade... really good stuff.. listening to my ipod nano blasting away "pieces" by sum 41 and " scars" by papa roach and just skating and skating.. really good cause i could forget all my troubles..haha.. ermm.. nth much happened in the last week.. school was crap as usual... nth interesting happened.. wait... oh ya... GCM not coming to sch tomorrow!! haha.. yay.. haha.. and he said my essay was too gruesome and i went overboard...haha... don think i did.. need a second opinion..anybody wanna read it...lol.. anyways.. one more week before exams... better buck up.. hockey again as usual.. wah lau.. i better score or im gonna like kill myself..its been 2 games without scoring..aargh.. part of the reason is tat.... nvm.. gotta play better,,, have been playing like shit the last 2-3 weeks ever since...nvm.. alright... erm.. nth else to say i guess...oh wait..LIVERPOOL WON!!! ahhaha....abt time man.. and ARSENAL LOSE TO WEST BROM!!! too bad aston and joel foo... not tat they read my blog anyways but haha..in ur face..wat else.. oh yea.. got this stupid assignment thing from eileen...since im bored.. might as well do it.. here it is:

Given a topic, you are to write down your answers in your blog, and then send the same topic to 5 other people. Write down the names of these 5 people and link to them on your blog. Go visit their blogs to notify them that they are tagged. The 5 people who are tagged should, in their own blogs, write down the name and the link of the person who tagged them, answer the same topic, and send it to another 5 people, etc the topic is: Your Top 5 Quirks

1) HOCKEY: i LOVE ice hockey.. best game in the world period!! i wanna die playing it.. and when i die.. i wanna be like buried under an ice rink or sth.. yea.. i love ice hockey.. th goals.. the dekes and tricks.. the adrenaline pumping through ur vains.,.. the hard hitting.. too bad no cheerleaders though.haha...

2) movies: yup...i love watching movies.. really funny one.. im a comedy kinda person.. and i think tat ala movies should have a really hot babe as a lead actress in it.. hahaha.. any movie wif keira knightley in it, i'm there..haha

3)laptop: wat would life be like without my trusty laptop... nothing.. haha.. i watch movies on it, play games, surf the net, chat wif frens, do homework... yup.. really important

4) PS2/PSP: life would be downright dull without them.. i could sit on a sofa.. wif a bag of chips and a soda and be playing NBA live or NHL on my ps2 all day long.. actually not really but hu cares.. haha.. i love my ps2..

5)friends: hahah... where would i be without my dear friends.. from casual aquaintences to life long pals.. i love all my friends.. especially those really GOOOD friends hu have been there for me when im in need and all..giving me advice even though i don always listen to em and always making me laugh.. yup..everyone needs friends..


ok..i guess here's the part where i deligate this assignment to 5 other people but i think those hu read my blog have already been assigned it and stuff and others don blog or stuff... so here i guess anyone hu's bored enuff, go do this assignment compliments of moi.... haha

1)ermm.. anyone bored
2) anyone really bored
3) anyone nice enough to do this
4) don really care so anyone
5) my really good friend hu will go and do this..hahah

Wednesday, October 12, 2005 @ 8:02 PM

hmmm... yea... cant seem to... but watever...gotta keep trying... i guess its normal and all.. feeling the after effects of it all and its seriously affecting me.. cant seem to concentrate on anything cause i always seem like i'm thinking of... yea.. cant even play hockey properly cause of it.. and if its affecting my hockey game, then its pretty serious.. well.. exams are in 11 days. time to buck up... hahahh...today in tutorial was damn funny la... only me, mingrong, charmain, cherie, ann, jennifer, an ren..oh ya..and daryl. but daryl was sleeping...haha.. so we were talking to mrs yap and we somehow got onto the topic of our english teacher, GCM... den she asked us " wy u all don like him"....den we all started laughing and i gave her a long long list of reasons.. and she was like "really.. he doesnt seem like such a bad person" HAHAH.. and i said "madam..u donno him well la... i mean,. if anren and charmaine don like him...den obviously got sth wrong wif him.." den she juz laughed...hahah... okok... anyways... yea.. ermm... monday's hockey game was like shit... i played like crap.. probably cause... sigh.. yea... the worst ive played in a long long time.... sigh.. i really wish i could move back to the US... i really miss it... sigh. my frens, my hockey team. my sch.. yea...aargh..then i can get away from here, from exams, from stress and especially from this.. part of me wished that i didnt move to the US in th first place.. then maybe i wouldnt dislike spore so much.. i wouldnt have left all my frens in AHS.. i wouldnt have to catch up the first half year of lessons i missed... i wouldnt have... nvm.. doesnt matter..wats past is past and u juz make the best of it.. shit la... aft exams still muz go to sch for 3 extra weeks TO STUDY...SHIT... everyone else finishes sch on oct 31... my sch finishes at Nov 18..like WTF la.. everyone will be out having fun while i'll be stuck studying like mad.. and by the time i fianlly get off sch..evryone will probably go on holiday to some other country...sigh..watever la.. anyways heres this really nice song that i really like..i like the lyrics...haha

"Pieces" - Sum 41
I tried to be perfect
But nothing was worth it
I don’t believe it makes me rea
lI thought it’d be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things I said
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own
This place is so empty
My thoughts are so tempting
I don’t know how it got so bad
Sometimes it’s so crazy
That nothing can save me
But it’s the only thing that I have
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own
On my own
I tried to be perfect
It just wasn’t worth it
Nothing could ever be so wrong
It’s hard to believe me
It never gets easyI guess
I knew that all along
If you believe it’s in my soul
I’d say all the words that I know
Just to see if it would show
That I’m trying to let you know
That I’m better off on my own

Friday, October 07, 2005 @ 11:41 PM

haha...okok.. im in such a better mood compared to like the last 2 weeks.. aft much advice and deliberation.. i have decided to stop moping and brooding and just move on... like wats the point if i juz keep frowning and being sad over it.. its not like it can chang anything...wait..can it?? nah.. haha.. ok.. so yea.. ive decided to juz the last 2 weeks didnt happen.. haha.... yea... this really "wise" person told me, " what doesnt kill u will only make u stronger",... i thinks tats really true... i've learnt a lot from wat i did.. i learnt from my many mistakes and i wont repeat them.. yup.. i've also learnt to listen to certain people's advice...haha.. u know hu u are... haha.. yea.. and i would like to thank all those people hu were there for me when i was like moody and shit..and thankd all those hu gave me advice..haha... okok..enough abt tat,,, time to move on.. alright.. another win for my hockey team on monday...i didnt score for once!!! AARGH!!! i did give an assist to my bro for the winning goal..PERFECT pass and he like fumbled it and thn tyco tyco scored..haha... nah.. nice shot cal..ahah.. ok.. lets see..wat else happened.. ermm..not much la.. oh ya.. shit...exams in 2 weeks.. crap... haha..oh yea...yesterday..kristi like freaked me out.. during english...she looked at me and was liike "marcus eng..are u ok..were u crying...ur eyes are like really really red la//.like ur veins are popping out.." den i got damn freaked out la.. i mean.. later like her liddat.. kena infction den muz go surgery!! haha.. no offence kristi... so i got super worried and rush to toilt.. den i look in the mirror and my eyes were fine la... so i went back an d told her..den she looked again and was like "oh..now not red anymore...donno la..juz now was sooooo red..seriously..ur weird i guess...haha..jkjk.." OMG!! shit man,, scared the shit out of me.. wah lau kristi...ur eye liddat starting to halucinate izit...haha... kidding.. ok.. erms.. today went bugis aft sch to accompany leanie..haha..den..,, i saw this damn nice billabing wallet la..OMG... the nicest wallet i have ever seen!!! dn leanie go buy for her fren.. mak me jealous only..haha..sigh.. den i almost made her cry again...haha.. crazy man she..haha.. she promised me to blanjah me sth when she gets a job..ya rite..haha.. i'll be waiting ar.,, wah lau.. dat super nice wallet...haha..u know what...wait..nvm... AHHH!!! the colorado avalanche just lost the first game of the season..nvm..okok... i guess tats abt it...ermm... yup..im deffinately back to normal.. haha

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