REVENGE:
tr.v. re·venged, re·veng·ing, re·veng·es
To inflict punishment in return for (injury or insult).
To seek or take vengeance for (oneself or another person); avenge.

ahhh yes.. revenge/retribution/avengement/vengeance/ return in FULL/payback/ SETTLE A SCORE.. the sweet sweet smell of revenge.. to seek vengeance for oneself after oneself was LIED TO, BACKSTABBED, CHEATED, CONNED, SWINDLED, BETRAYED, DOUBLECROSSED. DECEIVED, PLAYED LIKE A FOOL!! yes.. sadly.. i was stupid and naive enough to let those things happen to me.. but no more.. and now i plot my renvenge.. so there are many ways to take revenge.. there is the physical way out.. ahhh yes... my favourite.. i can provoke that idiot into hitting me.. and my nature's law, i must hit back.. wow.. brilliant.. and i think im pretty good at provoking ppl.. making ppl angry.. think everyone can agree wif tat.. but physical revenge/ beating the living daylights out of him isnt lasting and i could get in trouble.. and not realy worth it unless i have a backdoor out... or so my conscience/seth says.. haha..and then theres the mental way.. yup.. play mindgames with him.. confuse him.. feed him lies.. make him believe them.. just confuse him.. get him frustrated.. make him go crazy.. and paranoid and all!! haha.. and then theres the patient way out.. my conscience tells me to like ruin his reputation or sth.. i dono.. thats the patient slow way out... hmmm.. i donno.. which method of revenge...my heart tells me to take the physical way out.. my mind tells me to take the mental way out.. my conscience tells me to take the patient way out.. hmnmn.. conflict of interests.. hmm.. confusing.. which way to go.. so i ask my audience.. which method do i choose?? whichever it may be, the wheels in my brain are already turning

today i've learnt the true meaning of betrayal, backstabbing, lying and most importantly, ive learnt the true meaning of hatred... ive never espressesed so much hatred before but theres a first for everything i guess. today was so fucked up. it was supposed to be a good day and a good week.. but fuck la.. everything went downhill.. shit.. knnbccb... AARGH!!!!!!! DAMN IT!! damn pissed la.. AARGH!! just ask mingrong.. she can tell u how pissed i was.. fuck it la.. later hockey.. if we have to rotate more than 3 lines, i swear im gonna go crazy. fuck la.. AARGH!! I HATE TODAY!!! SCREW YOU!!!! conveniently left it out.. THANK YOU!!! FUCK!! "are u ok??" so i lied.. FUCK NO I AINT ALRIGHT!!!! GOD DAMN IT!! AARGH!!! please hit me so i have a reason to hit u back....

ok.. long overdue.. tagboard replies..

mingrong:haha.. yea.. i hate him too.. dont we all

kristi: yes kristi, u made my day..haha.. thanks again. and u still owe me $5!! LOL!!

seth: well, patience isnt really a big part of me..haha.. anyways, today was a blast!! welcome to the darkside!!

charmaine:i did blog abt them eventually!! haha.. U DIDNT!! haha.. fine. no cookie.. then wat do u want.. haha.. and the way u dance is HILARIOUS!! haha

andrew: alright man!! season 2 is in full swing!! when's ur season starting eh!!haha

Nat: haha.. shuttup la.. i was happy ok.. still am actually..and yes.. brandon brandon,,

Priss:yes priss.. ur brother brandon!! HAHA

wanying: yup.. feeling better now.. thanks!! :)

debbiegan: yes debbiegan!! juliana theory rocks!!! THANKS for introducing me to them...haha


TODAY WAS HILARIOUS!! but first.. friday.. friday was damn slack.. like 5 free periods.. practically did absolutely NOTHING at all.. ok.. enough abt friday.. TODAY WAS A BLAST!! so met seth for the first time in ermmm 2 months..haha.. went to eat at cafe cartel.. caught up and all.. told him everything that happened or happening in my exciting life.. yup.. everything.. haha.. and he listened and laughed and made comments..haha.. then we went up to watch movie tickets.. there were like no shows la.. everything was reated nc 16 or m18.. only show was pink panther and i heard it sucked.. so yea.. we decided to watch Final Destination 3!! haha.. it was nc16 though.. but we were like, wth.. i mean.. i turn 16 in less than 2 weeks so close enough rite.. haha.. so we tried to find the most naive looking cashier and we went up to her..
me: 2 tickets for final destination 3 please..
cashier: wat time?
me: 3.15
cahsier:both of u 16 rite
me:yup.. both 16
cashier: (hands over tickets) ok then.. cinema 3 6th level.. enjoy ur show
HAHAHA!! we were like laughing la.. but we were afraid tat we couldnt get past the person tearing the tikets.. but we went arcade first... played house of dead 3.. then we went up and again chose the more naive looking tear ticket person thingy..haha.. went up to her trying not to laugh.. she took the tickets.. tore them and went "2nd cinema to ur left.. enjoy your show!!" HAHAHA!! frikkin hilarious la.. we walked in and started laughing!! OMG!! so easy la.. didnt even have to show id or anything.. lol..the show was rightfully nc16..haha.. damn gory and bloody..but the show was damn good la.. like the best movie ive watched in awhile.. seriously really very good.. i give it like 4 and a half stars.. but if natalie watched it, she'll like cry la.. HAHA.. but really damn good movie.. now i wanna watch final destination 1 & 2!!! yup.. then took mrt back.. another long overdue chat wif seth!! haha... damn nice la.. catching up and all.. told him even more stories.. i think i told him like everything tat has happened to me in the last 2 months.. like EVERYTHING!! haha..seth.. u were a good listener!! lol.. thanks dude... yup.. today was dang fun.. lol...my storytelling and "sneaking" in.. i mean i knew i'd sneak in somewhere sooner or later.. but with SETH KOH!! haha. i mean. seth is like my conscience.. my good side tats always losing.. welcome to the dark side my friends.. feels good eh.. HAHA.. but go back to the light side quickly.. i cant imagine myself without a conscience..haha.. one day only. lol... yup.. super fun day!!

omg.. im like so sick now.. the whole day has been real crappy.. im like dying.. ok.. not really.. woke up with a bad cough and a bad cold but still decided to go to school cause of add math test.. assembly was still ok.. chem, quite ok.. history jus played lotr:battle for middle earth so ok.. only when i went down for recess then i felt damn lousy... was like.. i felt chilly even though the sun was out.. and my cough was getting worse.. then like, could feel a fever coming.. felt damn weak and all.. then chinese double free period, drank milo and played lotr.. then lunch.. felt even worse.. juse felt so lousy.. then i decided to go play basketball.. to sweat away my fever.. but it just got worse cause it started raining.. add math was cancelled so i just slept through the 1 and a half hours double period.. lucky sir was understanding enough to let me sleep.. but the nap didnt help much and i had a bit of blurred vision when i woke up.. then stupid kristi go and start telling stories about fungal infection in my eyes and i might die and all.. wah lau.. scare the hell out of me..haha.. then i came home, used the com then took a 2 hour nap.. woke up and the nap seemed to make it worse.. but i took some medicine so now i feel slightly better.. don wanna go sch tmr but better go to keep charmaine company during double lit!! HAHA!! see char-maine!! im better than arsenal boy.. lol.. u wan a cookie?? HAHA!! yup.. tats all.. gonna get some shuteye.. much needed rest.. thanks to everyone who showed their concern and asked if i was fine.. thanks guys! :] appreciate it.. nites

today was a monumental day.. ok la.. not really.. haha.. today i ponned class for the first time in my class. yes.. i know its not much but it is for me.. stepping into the dark side..skipped double chem.. like why would i want to attend double chem..haha.. so yea.. asked my friend to tell madam tat i was in the sick bay.. went to canteen and hung out with jonho and mingrong.. yea.. "double chem" was so fun.. lol. ok.. then physics test.. die.. nvm.. emaths was a snoozefest as usual.. then english. gosh.. boring as hell.. oh yea.. kristi cancelled the bet.. so now she owes me $5.. wait wait. $7.. we had a bet rite.. she said she can get any guys number... i chose the guy.. haha.. i chose brandon..HAHAH!! so she went up to him aft sch and asked for his number.. he didnt give it to her!! HAHA!! she was like begging and pleading and whinning and tugging on his shirt.. i swear there was even a little flirting.. but brandon stood up to her and said, "no.. i don give my numbers to strangers.." HAHA!! alright man.. $2!! poor kristi.. cant even get a year 1 guy's number..haha..its alright. anyways.. yea.. tomorrow addmath test.. crap.. oh yea.. next week wednesday is founders day.. lame.. have to wear formal attire.. but the good thing is tat we get like half day off.. haha. .yay!! :]

OMG!!! IM SO HAPPY AND TOUCHED!!! KRISTI GOT ME FERRARO ROCHER CHOCOLATES!!! OMG!! THANK YOU SO MUCH KRISTI-ANN ONG!! YOU'RE SO SWEET!! OMG!! THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!! THANKS SO MUCH!! awww... kristi is like so sweet la..she gave me a belated valentines day present from her.. cause we like had a deal that if i got her 7 roses she would get me ferrero rocher.. i didnt know she would actually really go get me ferrero rocher chocolates.. i was like damn shocked.. in a good sense..speechless!! flabbergasted!!! one big box of ferrero rocher.. crap.. im gonna grow fatter.. haha..didnt know she would really get me the ferrero rocher.. she didnt have to. cause i kinda cheated on my 7 flowers part..haha..but thanks anyways.. im so happy... this adds to my cheerfulness and my best weekend ever.. haha.. WOOHOO!! im high.. maybe be cause im high from the ground!!! HAHA.. today was pretty ok.. boring day in school.. history test was threatening to spoil my good mood but it didnt..haha. yup. anyways.. im gonna study for physics test now..lol.. WHEE!!! GOOD MOOD!!! HAHAHA!! IM HIGH!!once again... THANKS KRISTI FOR THE CHOCOLATES!! YOU'RE THE BEST!! NEXT YEAR I'LL GET YOU BETTER 7 FLOWERS!!! THANKS!!! :) :] :) :]



my ferrero rocher from kristi!!

I had the best weekend ever!!! it was so great.. everything good happened!! nothing bad happened!! it was like the best weekend since erm.. well. since a long long long time ago!! haha. yup.. like saturday was a blast.. so cool.. sunday kinda slowed down but it was ok.. today was alright.. like i was in a damn good mood.. haha.. just ask andrew.. singing the whole day.. it felt like nothing could go wrong sia!!! assembly was ok!! was like in a real good mood.. haha.. was like high or something.. physics was hilarious. then i broke a lens and now i have to pay $5.50 but whatever!! haha.. physics was actually fun!! "Charmaine!! Where's your LENS!!!!" HAHA!! so stupid and retarded.. recess was cool.. was like singing and humming to myself.. haha.. damn funny la.. i think its like damn cool tat i was actually happy for once and not moody and all.. P.E. was erm.. donno.. like we had to run 2.4km but even that didnt spoil my mood!! i was like "running!! alright man!!WOOHOO!!"haha.. super high and crazy.. then english.. ok.. english was like the only damp spot of the day.. like ermm... nvm.. but its alright i guess.. haha. who cares.. fuck it.. BE HAPPY! then was just continue being high during lunch emaths and addmaths.,. just super funny.. lunch was like. .haha.. cool.. just discussing english with andrew and mingrong.. haha.. mingrong was like.... HAHA!! so yeah.. damn good mood.. hope tmr is the same!! but i think andrew cant stand my constant cheerfulness!! HAHA

wat do u get when u put 9 teenage hockey players aged btw 13-15 and play them against 20-40 year old man who coach them week in week out... well.. a smart person would say, a walkover for the coaches.. reality says.. 3 straight wins for us!! 7-4, 6-4, 11-7.. not only did we beat our coaches, we whacked them!! thrashing!! gosh.. they were damn pissed when they loss.. lol.. losers.. HAHA.. cant wait for practice next week.. haha.. all star weekend was a blast.. 3 games in 3 days plus a skills competition.. just played our final match this afternoon.. was hella cool.. like it was the highlite of the allstar weekend so they dimmed the lights and put on disco lights when we warmed up.. like professional rink.. damn cool la.. and the crowd turnout was awesome!! never seen so many people turn up before.. it was so cool.. like really damn cool.. and we thrashed the coaches too.. 11-7.. i scored 2 and had like 5 assists.. so i finish the weekend with 8 goals in 3 games.. plus abt 7 assists.. so 15 points in 3 games.. sweet.. and i won the accuracy contest.. yay!! yup.. our team surprisingly played well.. wow.. cant wait to go KL for the tournament.. we're gonna own.. yup.. the most fun ive had in a long long time.. but now my whole body is aching like hell.. damn painful la.. yup.. good day today.. and to top it all off, LIVERPOOL BEAT MAN U 1-0!!!! crouch scored!! haha..

ok.. forgot to blog yesterday abt P.E... so we had a free period and me and char-maine decided to have a jumping contest.. we were like at this shelter thingy and we just jumped and jumped to see who could jump higher.. i could of course.. cause im TALLER!! yes char-maine.. im taller.. haha.. slightly only.. haha.. and i can jump higher than her.. she says its because i have longer arms.. haha.. WHATEVER!! I WIN!!! it was so fun.. like the 2 of us were like outside the library and we just jumped and jumped for like 10 mins.. charmaind jumps hella funny.. lol.. no offence.. like she runs, then brakes, then jumps..haha.. wth.. lose all ur momentum. no wonder u lost..haha.. then mingrong and cherie came to jump too but they were no match for us.. haha.. then daryl came and it was like.. crap.. game over.. shit.. daryl can like touch the ceiling.. haha.. yup. anyways.. had thew skills competition today.. won the accuracy contest.. yea.. so i got a game later..haha.. at 5.

damn tired AGAIN!! haha.. ermm.. got like 5 hours of sleep last night.. went to school early.. got 15 minutes shuteye before chapel.. gosh.. fridays are such a bore.. whole day all the lessons are like so lame la..double lit double english.. 4 straight periods of the same class and same teacher. OMG!!anyways, tutorial was so lame. madam wanted us to do some lame resume thingy.. i did it for mingrong!! HAHA!! damn funny la.. then chem was zzz.. and then i lost $5 to kathi.. she said i insulted her yesterday.. she said i insulted her integrity in english yesterday.. like wth. haha.. actually technically she's kinda right i guess.. damn.. nvm.. theres still her sister... haha.. so yeah. lit was boring as usual.. slept for half an hour while the movie was shown. then english was quite enjoyable for once. the first half at least.. we had a debate.. i was team captain against nicholas.. haha. i chose jonho alan and shunyi.. lol.. we won!! we totally owned man.. like the other got like jacked so much.. haha.. then ermm.. it kinda got too intense at the end.. but yeah.. then P.E. was cancelled due to rain.. lame.. then went coffebean aft school with stephen mingrong and andrew.. played shoot shag or marry again!! HAHA!! damn fun la. first time playing it wif a girl.. lol.. but like. i got shot 5 times by mingrong!! WTF!! haha.. then came home and went for hockey.. played against the coaches again in game 2.. we won 6-4.. i scored 4 and got 2 assists.. i think that was the most fun match ive ever played in.. so intense.. lotsa ice time.. damn fun.haha.. tomorrow skills competition and final game against the coaches. yup.. oh yea.. i have a 5 word philosiphy for the weekend and next week : forget everything and get over

shit.. damn tired now.. just came back from hockey.. our team played against the coaches.. damn fun.. we won 7-4.. i scored 2.. really tiring though.. tons of icetime.. so today was pretty boring besides the game.. chem retest.. history sucked.. chinese boring cause i didnt bring laptop.. add maths was super boring.. oh!! but in add maths, i won my bet with kristi!!!! she was singing rite and i said, "your singing is music to my ears" and she was tired and guess she forgot and thought i was being sarcastic and she said "just shut up k.." HAHAHA!! $5!!! but now.. we're going double or nothing..haha.. then i took up the same bet wif kathi. but ermm.. in english, i think me, daryl and uwei kinda went overboard with it.. so yeah.. so sorry k.. really didnt mean to go too far.. SORRY!! yup.. anyways.. tats it i guess..

the aftermath of valentines day has left a bittersweet taste in my mouth.. on one hand, day filled with flowers and candy and excitement.. full of love and caring and joy..it was a pretty good day yesterday.. EXCEPT.. the bitter part.. like how the whole day can be ruined by one little thing and how it just totally sucks out all the happiness out of you.. how one person.. or 2, will just like totally ruin the day... i really am sick of this shit.. so watever ur playing at.. it has to stop.. like wtf did i do.. and u. stop pretending.. like i know wtf is going on... fucking retarded la u.. frikking cowardly piece of shit. just come out and tell me the god damn truth.. telling lies.. going behind my back.. pretending.. fuck your shit.. i just want to fucking punch your face in.. sighh

anyways.. yeah. aftermath of st valentines day.. el dia de amor.. stupid.. anyways. yeah.. like i said, realy bittersweet.. ok.. so today was a snorefest. everyone was like hungover from the excitement of valentines day so nobody was really in the mood to study.. me included.. yeah.. woke up at 4 to watch liverpool vs arsenal.. 1-0 win!! woohoo!! yea. then went to school.. bored.. nothing happened today.. yeah. stephen blanjahed me and andrew a cab ride home.. damn cool.. we sat in like this old school taxi.. damn cool la.. yea.. then along the way home, three of played shoot, shag or marry!!! HAHAHAHAHA!!!! DAMN FUN!!! like seriously.. damn fun and interesting,, yeah..

valentines day.. a day of love.. hugs and kisses.. flowers.. bears.. presents.. most romantic day of the year.. to me: the most f**ked up day of the year.. a day where people get depressed and sad over rejection, where people waste money on flowers tat die in a day... fuck la.. stupid day.. and today was no different.. the worst day of my life.. anyways.. early in school... dance performance.. oh yea.. i have a bet wif kristi.. huever insults the other person first loses $5.. SHIT!! haha.. harder than i thought.. we were like provoking each other the whole of yesteday and today.. damn funny la.. and trying to trick each other..haha. damn. she's too smart to trick.. haha.. anyways.. so yeah.. had to rush 5 handmade valentine day cards during chinese.. handmade.. haha.. with personal poems i wrote myself.. so rusch like siao la.. tats wy it was so untidy.,.haha.. my bad guys.. didnt turn up very nicely la.. but as debbie said "its ermm.. CREATIVE!!" HAHA. creatve, yup.. but its the thought tat counts.. and the message inside..haha.. then bought 5 roses to accompany the cards.. gave kristi her "7" roses.. one real rose plus 6 drawn ones.. but still, 7 roses.. creative..haha.. she was damn happy la.. haha.. so kristi, wheres my ferraro rocher huh?? haha.. jkjk. then gave a card to mingrong, charmaine, debbie, kristi and kathi.. yup.. got a rose apiece from mingrong, charmaine and kristi.. debbie gave me candy and cookies...haha.. yum.. then nick gave me a flower.. so i had 4.. and alan gave me a piece of chocolate.. haha.. yea.. for some reason, valentines day was likw a hugwe affair at school.. flowers everywhere and shit.. haha.. yea.. okok.. it was pretty ok except for one thing.. nvm.. don wanna say.. those close to me know wat happend.. yea.. nvm.. think i'll follow priss' advice.haha.. had a long talk with her. haha.. so helpful.. really.. yup.. so yea.. shit la.. maths teacher made fun of me again.. call me a fuckiong polar bear.. wtf..haha..ok.. so in my opinion, theres nth happy abt valentines day, so

AARGH!!! fuck la.. damn stupid.. not the way it was supposed to be.. now like.. aargh!! nevermind.. no use talking about it.. this is damn screwed up.. today was screwed up.. tomorrow, valentines day, is gonna be even more screwed up... fuck la.. crap.. happy valentines day my ass.. wats so happy about it.. urgh!! fuck this shit... fuck that shit.. fuck your shit.. fuck everything.. i think the least u can do is tell it to me face to face.. at least tell me something.. not even gonna talk to me.. not even gonna say anything to me.. wtf la.. don u think i at least deserve that.. fuck..

i think i get it now... thanks dude.. make sure u do me tat favour.. sighhhhh... anywaysa.. im bored.. didnt do anything the whole day.. did finish my homework though.. yea.. then mom and cal went to some concert thingy and then went to watch i not stupid 2.. i juz stayed at home to watch liverpool vs wigan.. so yea.. crap.. shit.. damn..
i really want the truth.. no matter wat the truth may be. just give it to me.. don be scared of hurting me cause im hurt already... so bring it on. the truth..

ok.. so like i said in my last post, today was ermmm.... anyways..yesterday was BORING!! all the classes were boring except chinese.. big adventure in the hall... yup.. then aft sch went to jurong east with alan mingrong and louis.. haha.. they watched me practice for like 2 mins.. haaha.. oh yea.. next week is the all star weekend.. we play against the coaches.. and theres a skills competition... hardest shot.. fastest skater and breakaway relay. .tat should be a blast.. yea. today was kinda boring too.. although i did the bravest, most daring and courageous thing in my 15+ years alive.. i swear, the bravest thing i've ever done.. yup yup.. i did it.. haha.. but it was kinda wreckless and didnt really think it through as much as ive liked...haha. but watever.. chem was boring but i finally turned in all my hw i owed her.. must overturn tat 4 for effort grade. then can get VERY highly commended.. haha.. lit is getting more and more boring.. stupid streetcar named desire, BORING play.. and that slut in the book..HAHA. yea.. english is super boring too.. gosh.. p.e. had another free period.. fridays are such a waste of time la.. tmr my dad's flying to the US for work.. he's gona buy me a hockey stick.. YES!! im trying to con him into getting me an easton stealth.. yup.. i think im gonna cut my hair too.. crap.. lotsa hw to finish up.. next week should be interesting.. valentines day.. all star weekend..oh.. and i just made a bet with kristi.. if i go through the whole of next week without making fun of her, she'll give me $5.. if i do make fun of her, i give her $5... haha.. damn.. its gonna be tough.. well..i guess i'll juz have to find other victims.. haha..

today was erm.... ok..i donno wat today was..i cant explain it... ermmm.. let me think of a word... ermmm.. ok.. cant describe it.. i really cant.. sigh.. not wat i expected... sigh.. oh yeah.. thanks shunyi!! ermm.. to someone: so wat will it be.. please tell me.. and not at the last minute.. and it has to be a decision straight from your heart.. don give an answer cause someone asked u too... i donno.. but yea... juz tell me..

NOOOO!!!!!!! MY HANDPHONE!!! IT SPOILT!!! crap sia.. first my laptop now my handphone.. and my bad days continue.. now everytime i on my hp, there's this msg "phone startup failed. pls contact retailer.." AARGH!! now im using my mom's old phone and like my number is the same but all my contacts are saved on the phone.. so guys, when u sms me, pls leave ur name,.. thanks.. so today, there were no lessons..haha.. lifeskills. public speaking.. quite interesting actually.. better than normal lessons.. was put into the group with cherie, iekka and kristi.. haha.. iekka was damn funny la, trying to give a speach on choices...haha. i had to do 2 speeches la.. crap.. but the fun part was when i was trying to give everyone a hard time.. like ask them stuipid stupid questions on their speeches.. like when daryl gave a speech abt lowering the driving age limit, i asked "wats ur dream car? wat model? felt or leather interior? wat colour interior? who do u want to sit next to u when u drive?"..HAHAHA.. then he was like "ok. anymore questions.. SENSIBLE questions?" HAHAHA.. then kathi was giving a speech abt poverty... "so what have u done to help poverty striken children? have u donated to share a meal foundation? have u donated to blah blah blah charity? u mean u teach the children? poor kids!!" HAHAHA.. then was just making fun of every single one la.. then the instructor was like " u all have the same problem.. no crowd control.. getting controlled by the audience.. alwaya getting saboed by marcus" HAHAHA!! damn funny la.. but he said i was good.. cause trouble for them so that they can learn.. LOL!! tats the first time i got praised for jacking ppl..haha.. oh ya. got my grade report.. 1 "1".. 5 "2's".. 2"3's"... and one"4"// shit sia.. one more 2 and i can get "very highly commended.".. guess i'll get highly commended then..haha..

ok.. so this post got deleted.. but there's a mew post aft this post..donno why.. so yea.. valentines day is around the corner. if a person is ur valentine, it means u like tat person and tat person likes u back... well.. according to shih chern at least..haha... anyways, yea... ermmm..

Will u be my Valentine??

haha.. u know hu u are.. kidding.. as if i'll get an answer..

crap.. i fell head over heels in love with you.. and i guess i still like u.. a lot.. don;t know why.. its been 4 months since tat "no" and yet i still cant get over u.. AARGH!! i really am trying but its so hard.. crap.. recently, got this gut feeling tat maybe ur starting to ermm.. i donno.. like me too.. nah.. prolly reading the signs wrong cause tat 'll never happen rite.. haha.. my wishful thinking again.. so i donno.. wat do i do.. maybe im right.. prolly not.. do i risk it again.. don wanna go through all tat again. but if i succeed, it'll be well worth it. hmmm.. so wat do i do now..

fuck la.. sunday and today have been like one of the fucking stupidest days ever la.. seemed like nth went right and everything that could've gone wrong did... started out sunday.. fucking boring.. did absolutely fucking nth.. except the stupid fucking english essay.. fucking stupid.. then went to dinner with the whole of my family.. all 24 of us ern to some fucking piece of shit they call a restaurant..the foof fucking sucked.. there were like 8 dishes and i ate only one dish.. chicken.. the rest, i didnt even fucking touch la.. fuck.. food sucked.. so was like fucking hungry,,, then went home and there was like fucking nothing to eat at home la.. wtf.. then stayed up till 2 to watch the fucking liverpool vs chelsea game.. fucking stupid game la.. liverpoool were fucking dominating and chelsea tyco tyco score the first and second goal.. fuck la.. then tat stupid arjen robben.. fucking diving la.. i hate fucking chelsea and their fucking team and their fucking.. no home grown talent one.. fuck..knnbccb... so only got 4 hours of fucking sleep.. then school was fucking boring... ezlink wasnt here so physics had to do some lameass piece of shit assignment..P.E. was a fucking bore.. had to run fucking 2.4km... fuck la.. then english.. sian.. emaths.. even more sian.. than add maths.. most sian.. wah alu.. like sch today was a fucking waste of time.. didnt learn a single thing.. then went to play hockey.. playing the lousiest team in the fucking league.. and we fucking tied them 2-2.. like wtf la.. they had a fucking division 1 goalie.. wtf.. then like our team got so many fucking players so not enough ice time.. fuck sia.. and no one wanted to fucking pass.. and when i decide to pass to my team mates, they fucking lose the puck 9/10 times.. like fuck la.. then we were tied with 7 mins to go.. i didnt get to step on to the ice.. fuck la.. no fucking stragtegy la... like where got teams put on the worst line when they're tied with 4 mins left.. fuck sia.. like i should be playing the last 2 mins la.. wtf man.. no fucking common sense.. like fuck sia.. then the referee was fucking crap la.. making al kinds of fucked up calls.. fuck man.. stupid piece of shit days i've had... on a happier note, went to uwei's party on saturday... was fun.. they had lion and dragon dance which was pretty cool.. then we pretty much chilled in his room.. playing blackjack and winning tons of cash.. then we started making fun of kristi.. damn funny la.. just jacking her left right centre.. yea.. saturday was alright.. sunday and monday.. one word sums it all.. FUCK

so my laptop's finally fixed.. thank god.. got it repaired.. $400.. yea.. finally.. Football Manager!! YES!! anyways.. three days of sch this week.. real snore fest.. its been ok.. bu just really boring.. nth much happened.. oh wait.. sth cool did happened.. so cool la.. well, to me that is.. anyways, yeah.. watched lost season 2.. super nice.. gosh.. ana lucia, played by michelle rodriguez, is like so stupid la.. like OMG!! i watch the show only and i just wanna like wring her neck.. SHE KILLED SHANNON!!! NOOOOOOO!!! the hot girl is like dead now.. urgh.. anyways.. i got a bad bout of the flu.. made worse aft playing hockey last night.. like aft icame off the ice, i just felt like dying la.. goodness.. so sick.. fever and a cold. had to postpone tuition till tmr.. anyways, managed to convince my dad to let me go to uwei's party tmr.. YES!! wont be bored at home.. ok.. i guess tats it.. boring week..

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