i read it.. i teared.. and this is seriously not a cry for attention.. so here's the truth.. every single thing.. first of all. i dont crave for the attention.. i dont want the attention.. u think i wanna be seen as this emotionally unstable guy.. no.. i dont.. yes.. ive had mood swings.. especially this past week.. but hasnt everyone.. and like.. u know wat im going through.. not all of it.. so sorry if it seemed like a cry for attention.. and i never said u dodnt listen.. u do.. ur always the one hu listens.. and wat makes u think ur not a good friend.. ur like the best friend a person could have.. and i love u for that.. so dont u ever think i don appreciate ur friendship.. cuase i do..ive always treasured it.. maybe i don show it enough and tats my fault.. u know.. everytime i wanna talk abt sth... ur the first person tat comes to my mind.. why do u think tat night i made u call me.. cause i know ur the only one i can talk to.. we are good friends and dont u ever dare think otherwise.. u've done more than enough for me.. and im the one who feels that ive not done enough for u.. seriously.. yesterday hurt.. hopefully our posts can solve things btw us.. we have too great a friendship to let it end like this.. i may not have soved everything.. and there are still a lot of shit on my mind. but one thing is certain.. ur one of my best friends and nth will ever change that..can we go back to before.. i end this hoping there are more secret hand shakes to come...
