stayed up till 5 last night ti watch the england vs hungary match... haha.. was like falling asleep during the match la.. haha.. then woke up at 11.. yeah.. then went cycled to the hawker centre to buy roti prata for brunch.. then went to rent Nightwatch to watch..haha.. stupid calvin didnt let me get sound of thunder or into the blue.. yeah.. so we were watching it.. then like 45 mins into the movie calvin was like "shit.. the whole movie's not in english" HAHA!! cause like the first part.. the guy was in moscow talking russian.. then i thought like it was just that part.. then like 45 mins later they;re all talking russian!! HAHAHA!! then i looked at the back of the dvd box.. "Language: Russian".. hahaha.. wth.. but it was a real good movie.. damn cool la the effects.. but the ending was damn sad.. and quite stupid..haha.. yeah.. just finished tuition.. sighh. the tuition teacher was lecturing me.. it seems that everyone likes to tell me that i can do better and blah blah blah!! wat.. u guys think im stupid.. u guys think that im happy that i fucked up my exams.. omg la.. wtf.. i know i did badly.. i know i have to work harder.. like duh rite.. donno how many ppl are lecturing me.. im sick of it.. sighh.. my mom was like "your teachers all say the same thing... they say like u got no motivation".. well.. its true,, when i dont have the motivation to do sth..i dont really try.. donno why.. sighh..

Until the day I die
I'll spill my heart for you

if i only i could be the one to bring u there

bored AGAIN!! waiting for the England vs Hungary friendly.. its in 1 hour.. and theres nth to do till then.. sighhh.. just watched O.C. on tv.. omg.. its damn sad la.. like samaire armstrong, anna, went to the party to say goodbye to seth and she didnt cause she didnt know wat to say... and like she just gives a letter to ryan.. omg... frikking sad la.. like seriously.. i was watching it and like just got this sense of sadness in me la...haha.. feel so emo now.. haha.. well.. bored bored bored...

Every night I think about the mistakes I've made
I try to change my ways
(Nothing's gonna change my ways)
And I don't mind all the little games we play
And all the foolish things you say, cause
Baby i'll take my chances with you.

all i yearn for is one chance.. thats it.. i swear i wont dissapoint. maybe ur apprehensive. maybe u dont want to be let down. maybe u dont wanna get hurt.. but let me prove to you i wont let u down.. i'll be everything u want and even more. please.. just one chance. i'll take it..i swear i wont break your heart. please. sighh

omg... second post in a day..must be some kind of new record... actually.. i have no idea wat im doing blogging.. theres like nth to do now.. sighh.. and theres nth to do the next 3 weeks... omg omg omg... i hate the hols... i wan movie marathon!! NAT!! PRISS!! haha.. and i wanna go watch X men 3!! sighhhh.. well..im so bored now.. im gonna be sooo bored.. and andrew's going overseas so no one to come over and play ps2..haha.. soooo/.. yeah..oh well.. holidays are BORING when ur grounded.. yupp.. hmmm.. im wondering.. nah.. well.. i shouldnt care anyways.... seriously.,, none of my beeswax..but still.. aiyah.. whatever... ):

You don't seem to realize
I can do this on my own
And if I fall I'll take it all
It's so easy after all

today was a waste of a day.. went to see barett in the morning.. boring waste of time.. all the way to school.. but had to pass kristi OC season 1.. wah lau kristi.. i went all the way to school to pass u the OC k.. hahaha.. and im still waiting for my post.. hahah.. jkjk.. yeah.. then went to BK for breakfast with andrew and jiayi.. then came home and pretty much did nth.. yup.. lame.. oh!! i finally got "when it all falls apart" by The Veronicas!! THANKS NAT!! damn nice song la.. go listen to it ppl!! yup/ sighhh

Well.. i did it.. i told u.. and i even.. nvm.. but somehow, i still feel damn down and damn loser.. freak la.i mean at least i tried.. so i cant say i didnt try.. so like.. aiyah.. i donno la.. sigghhhh.. sorry.. not ur fault though.. seriously.. so dont u dare go feel bad :)

Wallowing in my own self misery and self pity.. depression setting in...i wanna punch a wall

shit.. i have to see principal tmr.. wth.. all the way to sch for a half an hour meeting.. wtf., waste of time la.. yeah.. stupid.. hope i don lose my temper at him though, yup.. today was boring again.. went to parkway.. ate dim sum.. my godparents came over.. yeah..practically did nth the whole day la.. omg..haha.. waste of a sunday.. anyways.. yeah.. thats abt it.. frikking bored.. yeah.. shit.. im so stupid la.. fuck.. i never think.. shit shit shit.. well.. cant do anything now.. sighhh.. i feel damn loser now.. ):

well. now u know.. shouldnt have told u.. really hope this doesnt ruin the friendship, fuck.. its my fault.. yeah.. i'm sorry... please don feel bad.. nth's ur fault.. really (:

today was damn damn damn boring.. omg.. i really did nth la.. played ps2.. watched tv.. ate and napped.. thats all.. omg.. wat a waste of a day la.. so anyways. its my grandma's bday today.. went to The Paramount for dinner.. damn funny dinner.. the food was really good.. and like our table ordered damn a lot.. me cal priss nat my uncle auntie and 3 other cousins..haha.. then we had ice cream puffs for dessert!! damn good la.. we ordered 3 more extra plates cause they were that good.. yup.. my uncle was damn funny la.. being damn lame..haha.. yeah.. then went to my cousin's house for while.. yup..damn boring day.. oh yeah.. i have this problem.. and as andrew said today "die liao la. confirm dead. " shit man.. i agree.. haha..

so my add math teacher says im complacent and arrogant.. my physics teacher says im a bad student and she told my mom i crushed up my grade report and threw it away.. which is true though.. and she said im disrespectful.. my chem teacher says im not focused.. my english teacher says i dont hand up my hw.. and all of my teachers say that ive got a bad attitude problem and that i joke too much in class so i distract myself.. WTF!! and now ive gotta go to school on monday to see the principal cause of my bad attitude and cause of my bad grades.. wth la.. so many ppl with worse grades and they dont have to see the principal.. omg.. wth la.. i hate my teachers now.. they've ruined my holidays.. ruined my life.. ruined my relationship with my parents... wait till i go back to school.. ill show them the real meaning of someone with an attitude problem.. fuck la..

If I knew how to tell you
what's on my mind.
Make you understand
Then i'd always be there right by your side.

omg.. im like damn damn tired.. exhausted.. played 3 basketball matches today cause it was interhouse basketball.. and we got last place..haha.. its ok.. we tried our best.. as nicholas said "our team got no material..".. shit players produce shit results..haha... oh well.. yeah.. assembly was damn boring as usual.. i think the pastor speaking today is the pastor from my church.. but im not really sure..hahah.. yeah.. oh yeah.. btw.. during assembly, i felt damn loser for kathi la.. like i could sense the loserness coming from kathi!! HAHAHA!! jkjk.. i cant say why.. she made me promise i wont reveal one of her secrets!! LOL!! gosh.. maybe after the holidays la kathi..haha.. im bored.. think im having dinner with my godparents.. yup.. damn tired.. think im gonna take a nap.. damn full.. went to BK aft school with the guys.. funny shit.. we were talking abt tuition teachers.. hahah.. crazy.. yup..

thanks for that message!! like it really cheered me up this morning!! =) write me a poem la!! HAHA!! jkjk

today was a real fun day.. went to city hall to meet charmaine and mingrong.. its been ages since we've gone out together.. so we met at city hall and then went to esplanade which was a totally wasted trip..haha.. then we went suntec and ate at Marche's.. i realised that eating with Charmaine is like damn depressing.. basically she just tells me how much calories im taking which is kinda sad la.. hahaha.. stupid charmaine.. we talked and ate.. then we went to watch da vinci code.. it was damn long la.. and damn draggy. omg..haha.. but before the movie, we were like taking pictures in the theatre .. haha.. cause the theatre was like empty and shit.. haha. then after the movie we went to the food court to eat dessert and just talk and shit.. haha.;. then we just basically walked around suntec aimlessly till we had to go home..haha.. it was good la.. to finally catch up with everythign thats happened in our lives and stuff.. yup.. charmaine: planning for the future eh!! HAHHHAH!! and mingrong: ___ tai tai!! HAHAAH!! yup.. now im just rotting at home waiting for my mom to come home and kill me.. from her tone of voice and the "ILL DEAL WITH U AT HOME!!", I take it that parent-teacher meeting didnt go so well.. stupid teachers..

sighhh.. i dont know wats going on and shit.. seriously.. u dont know.. u never will. thats the painful part..

today was damn boring.. stupid andrew didnt go school.. skipped chem.. class was seriously like a waste of time.. and like i had this HUGE headache throughout the whole day.. yeah.. anyways,.. im going out with charmaine and mingrong tomorrow!!! yay!! haha.. finallyy.. yeah.. today wasnt all that great.. yeah.. stephen knows why.. and stupid andrew.. chose today to stay home. yeah.. tuition soon.. sian.. freak la..sighh..

you got me so worried today.. like seriously, i was damn damn worried.. i felt so helpless cause i couldnt do anything... i really feel damn useless when i cant help u out or anything.. please please dont do that again.. i dont want anything to happen.. ): .. we didnt take our pictures la.. friday k!! :)

i dont know why.. but i keep going back to it and all.. i know i shouldnt but donno why.. sighh.. it hurts.. and like it makes me wonder now whether like.. sighh. i donno la..

i hate this... u dont know how i feel and i dont think u ever will.. thats the painful part..

today was a pretty crap day.. frikking pissed la.. so many reasons.. aargh.. shit la.. wtf.. omg..sighh.. stupid history.. then stupid english.. FUCK!!! so yeah.. school was pretty crap.. but it got better towards the end... a little i guess.. yeah.. crap.. thursday is parent teacher meeting.. shit.. im so gonna get grounded.. sighh.. i hate this.. sometimes i feel like i made the wrong decision to come back.. not like it was my decision in the first place but u get the point.. i was on the phone with seth for over an hour.. haha.. told him everything.. and like he gave me some good idea.. as he said, "marcus.. u seem to have gotten urself into a sticky situation.." HAHAHA!! "these kinda things only happen in movies la.. " HAHA!! i know seth, i know!! lol... yeah.. great to finally get to talk to him..haha.. long time eh seth.. tmr is wednesday!!

Starshine!! Please cheer up k!! please please please.. it hurts me to know that ur crying and that ur down and shit.. ): please try to cheer up and shit.. please.. tmr is wednesday.. remember we agreed "Wednesday is gonna be a better day.." well.. tmr is gonna be a better day.. we'll try k.. to make it a better day!! :).. we'll take pictures tmr!!

omg.. im really bored again.. so im doing this lame thing i got from priss' friendster..

Q: Whose bed did you sleep in last night?: mine
Q: What color shirt are you wearing?:white
Q: Most recent movie that you watched?:Poseidon
Q: Name one thing that you do everyday?:sms
Q: What's the color of your bedroom walls?:wheat
Q: How much cash do you have on you rightnow?:in my wallet? 90
Q: What's your favorite sport?ice hockey
Q: I can't wait till...?i can buy my own alchohol
Q: When was the last time you saw your mom? 20 mins ago
Q: When was the last time you saw your dad? 20 minutes ago
Q: Who got you to join myspace?forgot
Q: What did you have for dinner last night? forgot
Q: Is Tom on your friends list? ermm.. no
Q: Look to your left. What's there? ipod, glasses, wallet, cupboards.
Q: What’s the last piece of clothing you borrowedfrom someone?um,i dont know
Q: What website(s) do you visit the most duringthe day? soccernet, blogs
Q: Does anything hurt on your body right now?my foot
Q: What city was your last taxicab ride in? singapore
Q: Do you own a picture phone? yeah
Q: What's your favourite Starbucks drink?caramel machiato
Q: Recent time you were really upset?today
Q: Boyfriend/Girlfriend?nope
Last
1. Person you saw? my brother
2. Talk on the phone? starshine :)
3. Hugged?ermm.. forgot..
4. IM? mingrong
5. Song you listened to?over my head(cable car) - The Fray
6. Last person to make you laugh?my dad.. haha..
Today
1. What are you doing now?this,msn,blogging
2.Plans for the evening?ermmm...nothing
3. What did you eat for Lunch? bakuteh
Tomorrow
1. Is? tuesday. a better day than today
2. Got any plans? school
3. Goal? be happier..haha
5. Do you have work?n ot really
Currently
1. In love with someone?i guess
2. Missing someone?sure
3. Mood?sad.

): for once, i dont wanna go to school tomorrow.. i really really dont want to.. i just kwanna stay at home and rot.. drink... play ps2.. i really do not wanna go to school.. seriously.. sighhh.. yeah all my freinds are there.. but watever.. i wanna stay at home alone.. fuck la.. the weekend was so shit and fucked up.. omg.. i really need a drink.. shit.. and mayeb drugs to get high on..nah.. kidding on the drugs part.. not on the drink.. think im gonna fake sick and stay home.. dont think i can handle all the shit thats part and parcle with school... fuck.. sigghhhh..

all i want is a peaceful stress-free non-troublesome day.. is that too much to ask for?

Everything is F'ed up straight from the heart
Tell me what do you do, when it all falls apart
Gotta pick myself up where do I start
Cuz I can't turn to you when it all falls apart

im bored.. im so fucking bored.. omg,.. sighh.. so yesterday was iekka's birthday. yeah.. me and alison bought a cake for him.. and alan bought whipped cream. so like we watched the longest yard in english.. dman good show la.. then me and andrew caked stephen but stephen got cake all over my shirt,., idiot,, then aft school went to acs independent to watch the rugby match.. then went queensway to buy iekka's present with alan andrew nicole and kim.. then went to shun;s chalet to celebrate his and iekka's birthday.. yup.. ate.. then played basketball.. then drank.. i felt damn shitty la.. like wanted to just throw up and die.. wtf.. yea..reached home at abt 1.. im bored now.. i wanna watch da vinci code.. but theres no one to go with.. bored bored bored.. sighhh..

i really have no idea wat to do.. i donno why i feel this way..
i feel like shit too.. fuck this is hella gay.
this sucks as far as i can see.. omg.. someone please please help me

well i somehow someway managed to find a way and passed chem!! haha.. 50.7%!!! just just scraped through sia.. hahaha.. didnt even dare go to chem yesterday.. scared of getting reults back.. haha.. yesterday was kinda boring.. really did nothing at all.. went to eat with stephen and andrew aft sch.. woke up at 2.30 to watch champions league final!! barcelona beat arsenal!! haha.. famn nice match.. but the referee kinda sucked la.. hahatoday was boring too..history did nothing.. didnt palay dota surprisingly in chinese today..haha.. we were just sitting around talking nonsense.. haha.. yea.. bored.. tomorrow's shunyi's and iekka's birthday party at some chalet.. yup.. haha.. should be fun..yup.. but have to go through double english double lit first. haha.. omg.. The Fray is a damn good band!! Over your head (cable car) and How to save a life is damn nice!!!

Everyone knows
I'm in Over my head
Over my head
With eight seconds left in overtime
She's on your mind
She's on your mind

KRISTI is my ipod charger pal!! so today was ok i guess..haha... so like ermm. woke up at 6:40.. put my ipod charger into my bag cause i thought KRISTI was gonna need it..reached school at abt 7:45.. then alison was there. .sleeping.. lol.. so like waited 20+ mins for her to wake up.. damn bored la..oh yeah.. KRISTI didnt need my ipod charger!! KRISTI said she found hers!! but now KRISTI says she's not sure!! haha. then like assembly.. everyone was late.. cause traffic jam.. like kathi and KRISTI just skipped assembly and went tutorial.. in tutorial.. me kathi and KRISTI got scolded by madam for skipping lessons yesterday.. but its like not our fault cause VP said we could.. yeah.. and KRISTI was like walking away from madam even before she finished la.. damn rude.. haha.. then chinese! got 36/40 for chinese!! tied for highest with debbie!! thanks debbie for spotting the mistake in my paper!! haha.. oh yea..KRISTI isnt in my chinese class.. then history.. KRISTI is in my english class.. mr smith was going through the test questions and KRISTI knew how to answer them all.. KRISTI was like making me andrew and marcus phooi nervous!! HAHA!! then KRISTI couldnt pronounce rebellion!! KRISTI was like "RR-RR--RR--REV--REVE-REVELATION!!" HAHA!! then smith was marking KRISTI's paper and KRISTI was damn nervous la.. KRISTI was abt to have a heart attack!! HAHA!!then lit.. was talking to nicholas outside so we were about half an hour late for class.. lol.. then lunch, like our whole class was making fun of KRISTI!!! cause KRISTI couldnt pronounce tons of words like TREE and THREE!! haha.. sorry KRISTI!!! lol.. then lit again.. damn boring.. our class along with KRISTI was watching the glass managirie!! and KRISTI!! its not the glass mirage!! LOL!! oh yea.. i got 36/50 for english.. still an "A".. yup.. but stupid KRISTI got 42.haha.. highest in classs..haha.. damn.. then physics.. KRISTI doesnt take physics.. KRISTI takes bio!! haha.. yea,.. then emath was the last period of the day.. i got 77.5%!! better than KRISTI!! haha.. yay.. i beat KRISTI!! woohoo!! then after school was ok.. saw louis and joe and juncai! hahaa.. then was talking to kathi Kim KRISTI and shmit!!haha.. funny shit!! KRISTI and kim are gonna wear boxers to sch on thursday!! haha..wth.. crazy la they all.. lol. yea. then kathi KRISTI had to go home.. so talked to kim for awhile.. then i had to go home. yea. have to do english and lit essay.. KRISTI has finished her englihs!! haha.. stupid.. but KRISTI hasnt done lit.. yup.. chatting with KRISTI on msn now.. haha.. KRISTI's dman easy to maek fun of la.. KRISTI's reaction is priceless.. lol.. im gonna take a video of KRISTI getting jacked one day!!HAHA.. me and KRISTI have the same taste in colours!! haha..ok. .that as random!! lol.. if ur wondering why my post is filled with KRISTI's name.. im supposed to fill up my blog with KRISTI's name and KRISTI is gonna do the same with my name! haha.. yes.. KRISTI and i are lame!! lol.

ok.. me and alison are like damn bored... then she got a little crazy! hahaha.. she asked me what were bases.. like when someone gets to first base.. second base and all... hahaha. then i said i didnt know.. then she asked me to go check internet..hahaha.. wth.. so i did.. and here's wad i found.. first-base = kissing, second-base = petting above the waist, third-base = petting below the waist. Scoring a home run means going all-the-way.. HAHAHA!! wth la.. damn random and shit.. yes.. we're that bored.. theres like nth to do la.. haha..

today was history... it was ok.. then went to the new cathay cinema to watch Poseidon with andrew and leroi.. good movie i guess... then went back to school for a bit.. yea.. today was kinda fucked up for a few reasons... sighhh.. i hate this la.. like cant i have just one fucking day of peace.. one good nice day without any problems.. without any troubles or worries.. well.. i guess not.. like today was the last day of exams and like im supposed to be happy and relaxed and yet here i am wanting to punch the fucking computer screen in front of me.. wth la.. i want to turn back the clock.. and be in malaysia playing hockey.. its like those were the only days in a damn damn long time where i dont feel stressed or troubled.. i just play my matches and thats it.. no worries no troubles.. then i come back.. frikking exams.. damn shitty.. then now exams are over. still shitty.. wth.. aargh.. i hate this shit la..feel damn stressed, and crappy and just frikking pissed... i need to hit something.. and theres like no hockey now.. FUCK!!!!! AARGH!!! sighhh...

Wth did i do now? can u at least tell me? this is like damn retarded.. u treat me differently compared to everyone else.. why? is it cause im a pushover? fuck la.. sighhh

im bored.. im supposed to be studying history but its damn boring.. stupid communists..stupid wars. stupid conflicts.. i wonder why they had so much problems back then la.. war here war there.. wth.. if only they didnt have so much shit that went on rite, we wouldnt have to study abt all of it la..haha.. so yesterday went mothers day dinner with my grandma and all my relatives.. yup.. seafood.. yuck.. i hate seafood la.. then after they all came over to my house and i was playing basketball with my cousins went i twisted my ankle!! AGAIN!! like the same ankle that i twisted 2 weeks ago.. shit la.. damn pain.. but its better now.. im all alone at home now.. frikking bored.. my dad's playing gold.. my mom's having a facial.. and my stupid cousins and brother are watching a movie.. idiots la they.. cant even wait for me to finish exams first.. bastards... ditch me... wah fark.. like i dont think i can go out in a long time la.. like today couldnt cause i have fucking history exam on monday. then like by next week, my results would've came out so i probably wont be able to go out cause my results are bound to be damn crappy la.. shit shit shit.. should've studied more.. oh well.. too late now.. im frikking bored.. someone entertain me..

Always smile, never frown.
Even when you're sad and down.

oh yea.. i forgot to add.... like me jonho kathi and kristi were in the hall.. and we were making fun of the year 1's.. like they were playing handball rite.. and like they just sucked..haha.. then there was this damn small boy hu was the goalie.. then when like someone shot, he dived and missed.. then i was like "3 inches taller and u would've gotten that!" HAHA.. damn funny la.. then he was like looking for the ball o the stage when the ball was like right behind him.. then kathi was like "excuse me.. the ball is right there my dear boy!" HAHAA!! wah lau.. damn mean la she.. haha.. yea.. then kristi was somersaulting in the hall like a crazy woman.. haha. i got a video.. then she wanted to slide down the stairs on a chair.. like a sled.. but she was too scared..hahha.. CHICKEN!! oh yea.. we were all like damn stressed over the add math test.. oh wait. only kathi and kristi were.. me an jonho were like quite relaxed.. haha.. kathi was like panicking.. she was like hyperventilating and she was like gonna have a heart attack la!!! HAHAH!! anyways.. im going for a mothersday dinner with my grandma soon.. some stupid seafood restaurant.. aargh.. i hate seafood..haha..

tag replies:
Uwei:
haha.. thanks dude... and rmb..PRIDE!! haha..
Nat:
ur like damn crazy and high all the time la.. siao.. haha.. jk.. M.M.!!
Debbie:
ASSISTANT chinese monitor... haha.. thanks.. i still cant believe u beat me in chinese la.. haha..
Kathi:
I dont see a copyright kathi!! haha.. oh yea.. chili sucks la.. haha.. and u owe me and jonho money!! haha
Charmaine:
SIS!! love u!! haha.. yup we won!! hope we did well for exams la.. shit..haha
kim:
i missed u too!! :) i heard u pierced ur lips!! hahaa.. cool..
marcus p.:
i love u too baby!! haha
jonho:
haha.. siao ar... i not as rich as him.. lol..
jackass/retard 1:
NOOOO!! smoking and drinking is bad la.. but we're gonna hang out k!!
kristi:
haha.. WHATEVER KRISTI!! but yea.. ahaha.. like duh rite.. how can i leave out my ipod charger pal rite.. haha.. but u'll never know which number..haha.
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today was BORING!! had 3 hours in sch till my add math paper and it was damn boring.. luckily i had company.. jonho kathi and kristi.. we were like in the hall.. so boring la.. so WE were making fun of all the year 1's.... damn mean la.. but we were bored.. yup.. then we got really hungry but like there was nth nice to eat la..haha.. so we ordered macdonalds!! haha.. i had my big breakfast!! yum! haha.. then the add math paper.. like shit la.. haha.. damn frikking hard.. oh well.. then aft sch, me charmaine andrew leroi and stephen went to holland v.. we ate at ya kun..haha.. then we were talking abt ppl we didnt like.haha.. then came home and dota-ed dota-ed dota-ed.. im bored la.. omg.. and theres no one online now.. sighhh..
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it seems that as far as i can tell, you enjoy making my life a living hell.
Now what did i ever do to you, guess its cause u think the fool.
have u ever considered stopping it, then maybe i can drag myself out of this pit.

omg.. chem today..holy shit.. the worst paper i have ever taken.. OMG OMG OMG!! i didnt know how to do anything!! OMG!!! AARGH!! i think it would be quite shocking if i even manage to get 20 marks... FARK!!!! i hate chem la.. shit.. okok.. tmr's add math.. sian...im bored... theres nth to do.. i dont wanna study add math.. anyways.. today aft exams.. stayed back in sch till like 3.30.. just hung around with andrew leroi and alison.. then talked to shunyi and kim.. yup.. omg.. im bored la.. freak.. chatting with nat.. she's high again.. siao la she..HAHA... and charmaine ditched me to study add math..haha.. idiot.. lol.. hmmmm.. oh yea.. andrew and leroi were being idiots and bastards today..haha.. wtf.. anyways.. tats all

today's chinese paper was quite easy.. damn waste of time la.. 1 hour paper.. ate breakfast at BK with andrew and jonho.. hahah... then lunch at Gelare with Andrew and stephen.. hahaha.. shocking eh guys.. so like then they came over and we dota-ed.. OH OH OH!! me and stephen helped andrew out la.. and he still won admit it and thank us.. hahaha.. idiot.. yup.. im frikking bored now.. supposed to study chem but like no hope la. .hahaha.. cant really be bothered.. lol.. oh. saw this thing on charmaine's blog.. interesting.. im gonna do it..hahaha.

(i) list 10 things you want to say to people but know you never will
(ii) don't say who they are

woah.. like i just read this thing rite.. and like.. WOAH.. wth.. ok.. like its none of my business but just.. woah.. hmm.. gets me thinking la.. shit.. okok.. i need to tell someone.. PRISS!!! NAT!!! ANDREW!!! i need to tell u guys sth.. hahha.. ok.. so anyways.. back from KL.. great trip.. first place.. gold medal!! hahhaha.. so like today was physics and emath midyears.. math was ok. but physics was a bitch.. omg..hahaha... wth .. think im gonna fail damn badly.. anyways.. aft sch, leroi andrew and stephen came over..haha.. yea.. so past few days have been eventful. .yup..

so like im in KL now.. in the hotel room.. hah.. im bored.. omg,, don feel like sleeping yet..haha.. so like today woke up at 5 and left the house at 6.. drove up here.. reached at abt 10.30 and just hung around till we got our rooms.. watched a few matches and then i played mine at 6pm.. haha.. against hongkong.. oh oh oh.. im co-captain,,hahah.. yea.. so like we won 4-0!! and i got 2 goals.. yup.. so tmr we have 2 matches.. agasint manila and beijing.. tough teams la.. ok. yup and its boring here la.. i miss school.. and my frens..hahhahahhh... nvm.. till monday!!!

you make me fly.. like really.. thats how i scored today!! (:

school was i donno.. up and down.. chinese was same ol same ol...dota-ed for awhile then went canteen to like talk with shunyi debbie and kathi.. and kim and nicole were there for awhile too.. yea.. well..yea..hhahahaha.. then history was so boring.. and lit too.. and just totally bombed the physics test. yea.. and physics was just crap.. and emath too.. yea.. oh.. andrew got me a t-shirt form bangkok..haha.. thanks dude.. so yea.. after sch was hanging out with chris.. watching the girls play soccer.haha.. and talked to starshine after. :).. we have a deal now..hahah.. so anyways.. tmr going to KL for ice hockey tournament.. won be back till sunday. yea.. hope we win.. gona leave at like 6am tmr la.. omg.. crap.. but at least i miss 3 days of school.. but tats not all that good.. uh huh. yea.. crap..
how naive and stupid of me to actually believe that.. oh well.. stupid stupid me as usuall.. wat can i say eh.. i mean like.. wat u said today.. its not true.. and like .. i dont know why all of sudden all this crap la.. and like i mean.. uve known me for how long already.. and still u don believe me.. yes.. i lie a lot.. but come on la.. even i know when to be serious and not lie.. i donno.. wat u said today hurt.. hurt like nth else could hurt me as much.. i donno..i just feel like crying or puching someone.. how the fuck did it become like this.. u know me.. dont u? how come u dont believe wat i tell u.. everything is the truth.. i swear it is k.. i swear.. dont think u;ll ever believe me and shit but u have to know.. i swear i wont ditch the both of u for anyone... like really la.. im serious..never.. no hesitation k.. u dont have to believe me.. cause i know u wont... but i just wanted to let u know.. i go to KL remembering the 3 muskateers..

peter pan says to fly, you have to think happy thoughts.. well, you make me fly..

Marcus Eng

10 March 1990
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