random fucking thoughts for today
school=waste of timeso i wake up at 7:30 and travel oh so fucking far just to sit in physics for half an hour.. urghhh.. met nadrew at 8:30 but we decided to go for macdonalds breakfast first. so we were an hour late for school.. and math was optional.. urghh.. fucking waste of time.. shouldnt have gone..
fucking sucky daytoday was a fucked up day.. nothing seemed to go rite.. like fuck la.. it was basically just a fucking crap day.. like it started out bad and ended bad.. and hockey didnt help for once.. fuck la.. sighh.. when things go bad it seems like it just all turns bad... i mean.. give me a fucking break.. yeah ok maybe i deserve some of it.. but come on.. all of this shit.. honestly.. what did i do.. sighh
naivegullible..ignorant.. stupid.. you know.. everyones naive at some point in their lives.. you want to believe something.. so you do. you believe it.. and then SLAM!! the truth hits you right smack in the fucking face.. and then you;re left devastated.. and you think to yourself "how was i so fucking retarded.. why could i believe that?" naive... it sucks.., uh huh it does. its like your feelings were cheated.. or your bubble of hope was burst.. can you spell naive.. i can.. m-a-r-c-u-s-e-n-g
