omgggggggggg... i just watched one tree hill season 4 episode 19.. HOLY CRAPPPPP!!! CLIFFHANGERRRRRRR!!! SO EXCITING!!!!!!!!! ohhh. you know what i realised from watching it.,,, SOPHIA BUSH IS EFFING HOTTT!! OMGGG!!!!!!


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and fine
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maybe
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we'll go.....

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oh really
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oh wow
tequilas in tijuana says:
MIRACLE
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HAHA
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haha
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perhaps it is a miracld
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miracle
tequilas in tijuana says:
must be a mircale
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haha
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haha
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just take it as it is and leave it at that
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details not needed
tequilas in tijuana says:
god must have touched your heart
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or some ulterior motive
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haha
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can you not think the latter
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im not such a bad guy
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forgiven not forgotten

lol.. CLOSURE!! soon! yuppp.. so its been 4 days into the holidays.. and its been quite up and down i guess. more ups? slightly more i guess. went to watch pirates of the carribean today. it was not bad. KEIRA KNIGHTLEY IS DAMN HOTT!!! but sophia bush is still HOTTER!! haha. yeah. haunted house tmr. then LAN. MOVIE MARATHON!! cnat wait. uh huh.. i'll blog abt yesterday tmr.. when i get the pictures from sheryl..

the thing is, we never realise how important something is to us until its gone. we never really treasure something cause you assume that it will always be there for you. cause you think its always there for you. it becomes your comfort zone of sorts. like you take it for granted sometimes cause you never realised how important it is. you think it'll always be there.. you never realise that one day it might just be gone. and then you'll realise how much it meant to you. how important it was. and that maybe you should've treasured it more.. and the sad thing is, when you finally realise all of this, it may be too late to get it back.

hmm. i woke up at 8am today to watch the stanley cup finals. oh my. 8am. and its the hols. funny huh. basically. i think i wasted my day away. but i went for dinner at kfc with anna. haha. finally had our emo talk. ok. it wasnt all that emo. it was basically just us ranting away and bitching about people and about how life sucks. and school is so complicated and shit like that. actually i think it was a lot of me like ranting about the same problem a lot. and she listening patiently waiting to say "shut up! who cares!" haha.. jkjk! thanks k!! for like listening to my nonsense and for the talk. i really appreciate it! (: ehh! when we both come back! our crazy retarded emo night! whether cemetery or no cemetery.. we'll be emo and retarded! (:

shopping with priss and sheryl tmr.. haha. haunted house thingy on friday morning. then LAN!! and movie marathon at night!! YES!!maybe the hols wont be so bad huh.

im having this really hilarious conversation with alsony and glen.. hahaha

june 13!!! cant wait!

i'll bite my tongue till blood soaks my shirt

18 hours before i had to be at the airport. 20 hours before my flight would leave for thailand, i get a phone call tellng me the trip has been postponed till further notice due to political instability. lol. its funny how things work out huh. yesterday, my mom was getting really stressed abt everything. making sure i had every single thing packed. making sure she bought everything for me.. lol. and then. less than 24 hours later. postponed. so i doubt we;ll be going this june hols.. oh well.. time to rot at home till the 13th of june. hmm. actually it aint all that bad.. there are tons of things to look forward to.. going out with priss and sheryl to get some stuff. NEOPRINTS! HAHAHAHAHA! walking the dog! MOVIE MARATHON!!! FINALLY!! work on the haunted house.. or as mich said. "work" on the haunted house. and then LAN after that. you know, the hols might not be so bad.. but then again. who knows. with good comes the bad. and the way the hols have started. i think we can all expect a lot of bad.. let the "holiday of depression" begin

its not just a label. its so much more

i guess the last few days have been pretty jam packed.sports day on wednesday. dont really wanna talk about that.. but i talked to mr chew for quite a bit. and funnily, it was kinda cool. he gave me real good advice and all. who knew huh. went to heerens with priss and sheryl after that.. they went shopping for awhile.. we tried to drag priss to take neoprints.. dinner then we met bingxi. sheryl went home to bathe.. so me priss bingxi took a cab to priss' house. waited for her to bathe. told bingxi about my story and shit. went ot my place. jonho jerome andrew and sheryl came over.. watched freedom writers. watched a little of friday the 13 which was damn retarded. watch liverpool vs milan. yesterday. went to holland to meet ellen with priss. ate at nydc. went to school for awhile. then went to play lan with andrew jerome woon shumei james iekka and mich,. it was hilarious. yup. today was boring. but i managed to finish a whole book. uh huh.

el pero

we need to talk. we really do

today i had an epiphany of sorts.. i just thought about stuff.. and you know its funny how you think something seems all good and shit.. but when you think about it, you realise life's never so good so there must be something wrong. so i thought about stuff. and yeah. it cant be all good.. wheres the bad? so till i find the bad things.. wary and cautious are my 2 favourite words.. hahaha

can i just say that kathi and kristi are fucking PSYCHIC!! HAHA!! OMGGG!!! guessed it jsut like that!! HAHA! BOTH TOO!!! maybe its too obvious? HAHA! DIE!

so i was just on the phone with my pal for an hour or sth!! (: omgggg. i miss her like fuckk.. talking to her just made me smile!! (: i cant wait till you come backk!!!!! (:

and bingxi is being retarded -_-

in life, there are times where we have to make a decision which we dont wanna have to make.. cause both choices are gonna hurt no matter what.. and you dont know what to do cause theres no right or wrong. and either way you;re at fault with making that decision.
life's unfair.. sometimes people dont get what they deserve.. and then people who dont deserve it at all take their places. i guess life's fucked that way huh. i mean. the good people dont get what they deserve. i guess its true when they say nice guys finish last and shit. shit happens. ive learnt that much. and its hard to accept the fact that you deserve sth but you dont get it. what can you do huh. life's painful that way.. bleah

im sorry. i really am

and every time I wonder what's real you make me feel...
You make me feel like a lavender sweater
and I'm caught in bad weather,
In my Volkswagon Jetta
You make me feel like a complete work of art
when I'm just falling apart
A really nice piece of art

i hate chinese. i really do. chinese lessons are a bore and a waste of time. today we had to redo like 4 comprehensions cause some ppl forgot to write their names the first time. like wtf. schools ending in a week. and for some reason, i never realised it till recently. and it hasnt really dawned on me that its the hols soon. and i dont really care. sat in the damn hall for like an hour today. holy crap. i was sooo tired today it wasnt funny. school was exceptionally boring today. council meeting was hilarious yesterday. went to holland with char-maine after school today. accompanied her till 6. then went to hang out with shumei and her friend.. it was frikking hilarious. they;re damn funny together i swear.. and i must add that i think econs lesson is really really funny with breastfliend johnny and shumei. the things we do.. like today we just started listening to this really creepy part in we will rock you by queen. and we started trying to decipher what was said and shit.. haha

my favourite friend makes me happy (:

i'm ready to forgive if you're ready to do something about it

thanks for the letter sexay!! SORRY i didnt comment about your drawings! but i am now! those drawings are SMEXY!! and my portrait.. my oh my. uncanny resemblence!! haha. im writing your letter now! OHHH! you owe me a happy post!!! (:

im very very very tired.. yesterday's gruelling 90 minute soccer match has made me tired. waking up at 7 to go to acjc did not help.. sitting in the scorching sun clocking people's time did not make me feel better.. my aching body aint really helping much.. sports heat.. it has nothing to do with me and yet, there i was.. 8am. acjc. and all i did was time.. oh my oh my. it was kinda ok i guess. at least i had company.

spiderman 3 was not as good as expected.. way too long.. very very draggy.. watching movies with bingxi is hilarious.. i <3 bingxi. HAHAHAHA

council delegates interviews were fun.. i love to do interviews. we need new questions for monday. people give the funniest answers ever. right PRETTY sweta? shumei was really gonna run to burger king to get me lunch but the rest stopped her.

i got kinda annoyed and frustrated last night.

one week on i still think about that hockey final and the what if's just run through my mind

there's a whole bunch of people at my house and its annoying cause i dont know anyone..

im gonna have to live in the attic for the next 2 weeks

i donno why im typing so monotonously

i have this really good post in my head but i cant be bothered to type

congratulations sexay for coming in second!! seeee!! i believed in you! i told you you'd pawned. and thanks for the letter! and for keeping me entertained throughout the boring boring day.. and i was wowed by your unnatural superb beyond god like athletic skills. my oh my sexay, you rocked today! (:

my oh my

life's a funny little thing huh.. you never know what might happen. the unexpected happens. things you dont want happen. things that suck happen. and of course, shit happens. so what do you do when shit happens?

soooooooo.. random thoughts for today

breastfliend was right. i was kinda happy (: shit prisss. HOWWWWW???

my knee still hurts like fuckk

im still sick ):

today was a good day! (:

im officially hooked on SMEXY

i wrote a poem today and im really proud of it!!

shumei wasted one of my last few pages on my diary so i really need a new one! ANDREW!!!!

i really do get stage fright everytime im on stage

i LOVE clamshell phones!! they're SMEXY

i need a motorola charger!

tsk tsk.. bye bye

fake friends suck.. they are bastards and bitches. people who are never there for you. and like anna said "fuck them"

OH MY! I GOT IT RIGHT!! IM A GENIUS!! wait. is that good or bad? oh dear lord..

HAHAH! HMMM!! this is getting quite funny.. ok. not really. oh my

I tear my heart open, i sew myself shut
my weakness is that i care too much

the last few days have been a blur.. i guess a real mix of emotions and i dont even know where to start

Days swiftly come and go
i'm dreaming of her
she's seeing other guys
Emotions they stir
The sun is gone
The night is long
And i am left while the tears fall

so i guess wednesday was a very interesting day.. a day where things were cleared, problems were solved and a day where people plucked up courage to iron problems out.. interesting cause sometimes in life its not always about your perspective, you gotta realise things from other peoples points of view. cause you;re not always right.. and i guess i kinda realised, if you have a problem with a friend, tell him/her, dont just wait and hope it solves itself.. cause trust me.. it doesnt.

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation for what i'm feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe there's a way out

so friendly match on thursday was honestly the most fun game ive played in since forever.. finally! contact hockey!! yeah. oh.. finals on friday. dont really wanna talk much about it.. lost 3-2. sudden death over time. we outshot them 58-18.. fuck.. we could've won..we should've won.. urghh. frustrating as hell.. thanks to char-maine priss woon bingxi sheryl jonho and andrew for coming down to support. and thanks bingxi for the board. thanks ellen for the retarded letter and the blind faith. and thanks sweta for the luck. sorry guys.

I dont blame you for being you
But you cant blame me for hating it
So say what are you waiting for?
Kiss her, kiss her

movie marathon sleepover.. i literally had ZERO sleep.. nada.. zilch.. omggg.. i was so frikking tired. but it was fun. even though i didnt watch any movie cause i watched them all before.. was mixing drinks with sheryl which was hilarious.. and getting high on highly concentrated cordial with her and priss. then making obscene potato stampers with shumei and johnny.. watched a little american beauty. and then johnny shumei sweta and i started being damn retarded and started joining straws together to make a gigantic straw line.. we spent an hour trying to get it to stretch across corridors. and getting it to touch the ground from level 4.. quite funny. in the end it failed..LOL. delifrance for breakfast in the morning. i didnt really wanan go to this thing in the first place. but i guess going there to hang out and do stupid things with friends is better than moping abt at home..

I tried to be perfect but nothing was worth it
I dont believe it makes me real
I thought it'd be easy
But no one believes me
I meant all the things i said

council meeting today lasted till like 8.. omgg. damn late.. painting a banner saying Happy Mummy's Day and having tons of fun doing it. so was leaving our mark around school.. and complaining about shit over macs dinner.. listening to nic tell his unhygienic stories abt food. anna and ananya complaining about people only being able to speak english. jacking nic until he has nth to say. listening to ananya tell the same ol story twice. ACCIDENTALLY leaving handprints marks. planning to own capture the flag with our council team.. BITCHING! all in a day of 16 High!! (:

you know.. now that i think abt it.. its like i dont even konw the real you. whats real and whats a facade? cause i see 2 different people and i dont know which ones the real you. you changed. or was the old you just a facade to get you in.. your lies are piling up. dont know whether to believe you or not. its like one minute you';re so damn nice. the next minute not so nice. funny aint it. cause i donno. things are getting weirder and weirder.. be careful. you might just end up like _______

oh.. heart exam tomorrow. heart scan. oh my

my oh my.. its kinda funny how the world work sometimes.. like how one little fact can change an opinion. how one sentence can change a perspective. how 20 minutes might change a friendship. and how one mistake might change everything

so yesterday was a very very sad and depressing day where i just didnt feel like doing anything at all.. i mean like, seriously had like no motivation. and i had no one to vent to!! AARGHH!! but then i called kristi and kathi and like talking to them really made me feel better.. urghh. i miss them so much.. sighhhh

so i went to study with joshua nic sheryl jonho and bingxi..

you know the world works in funny ways.. like how one day totally changes the way you think. how one conversation makes you think about shit. how one conversation totally changes your impression of someone. how 24 hours makes you wanna punch yourself. how that day can just make you so sad and depressed. and how you suddenly wish you could turn back the clock

Marcus Eng

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