look what my pal made me!! (: yesterday council delegates interviews and we interviewed this pair of twins.. and suddenly this huge wave of sadness engulfed me cause like i miss my pal and BB a lot.. urghhh. my scandalous twins!! I MISS YOU GUYS LIKE FUCKK!! ): HRRY COME HOME CAN!! bleahh.. now its like theres this big void in school. like this emptiness that i dont really know how to explain. i really miss you guys. i mean like, i miss talking to you guys and telling you guys about all my problems and the stupid shit im going through.. i miss our talks! and dinners! i miss everythingg!! bleahh.. its like sometimes theres no one to turn to and thats when i realise how much i miss you guys ):

you know they say that when things are really fucked, you can find comfort in the fact that things are so fucked up and it cant possibly get worse.. well, never think that cause things can get worse and most likely will get worse. i learnt that yesterday. yesterday was a really really bad day!

senior dance tomorrow! oh my.. stress stress and more stress. i think theres like a ton of stuff left undone.. oh shittt.. we;re a bunch of last minute planners. ohh! i cant wait for AFTER the dance! got a plan!!! (:

you know they say that when things are really fucked, you find comfort in the fact that things are so fucked that theres no way to go but up. and thats true sometimes. i learnt that today. sometimes you feel so sad and depressed and nothings going right.. but dont worry. cause things are so fucked that they cant possibly be more fucked.. things are bound to be better. ok. i think i just contradicted myself! haha.

today was a really up and down day.. like very down.. and then suddenly up.. but it was ok i guess. like i said.. stress for senior dance. and stress for celefest. i was suddenly made in charge of the haunted house. crappp.. but it;ll be fun i hope..