with those eyes you see right through me
and with that face, you're so damn lovely
with that smile you make my heart thump
and with that touch you make me wanna jump
with that voice thats oh so pure and sweet
and with that look, shivers down to my feet
with your nonsense i'm always grinning
and with your this and that, my mind is spinning
with your conversations, i'm always never bored
and with your everything, its like oh my god
with that laugh you make me wanna smile
but with that guy whos oh so sick and vile
with your words you really made my day
and with your everything, i'd wish "sighh. if only there was a way"
do dreams mean anything? i really do wish that dreams have some special meaning.. like maybe they tell the future? goshh i really wish they did.. bleahh.. so i had this dream.. that was weird in a way. but at the same time, so damn good! (: but then again.. its just a dream.. nothing more. SIGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ):
so anyways, had lunch on saturday at fish and co. with bingxi, char-maine and eunice.. haha. such a random group of people. but it was really fun and super hilarious!! we should go for lunch more often! ive had a very unproductive weekend. its like, i had no motivation whatsoever to do anything at all.. oh well..OHH!! i talked to kristi for 27 mins on the phone!! I MISS YOU PAL!! it was good hearing your voice! cheer up k!! oh and i did have this really long 2 hour conversation with my breastfliend! (: and it was actually a very good and enlightening talk! finals this friday.. 9pm.
so i get really confused sometimes. cause at times its damn good. other times its damn weird. and like i donno. do you know? do you believe it? hmmm. i mean like, you act very differently somtimes.. shit. i think right.. im falling deeper, crap. and i really want to give up.. i really do.. but its so hard sometimes.. aarrghh. what to do what to do? you know.. the more i think abt it and you.. the more pissed i get.. urghh. you really piss me off sometimes.. soon i might just snapso last night while on the phone.. i felt really depressed.. and i start thinking, life is damn depressing. like how the bad always outweighs the good. and how bad thigns happen to good people. and when you really do wanna smile and be happy, its hard cause theres nth to be happy about. that kinda sucks. like its so much easier to feel sad than happy.. AND how there are more things to make you feel down than things that cheer you up.
top that sweeta! hahaha
