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Thursday, July 05, 2007 @ 7:48 PM

sadness, anguish and regret are my friends.
naivity and stupidity are my soulmates.
false bravado and recklessness are always there for me.
failure is my life.

its all a facade

i just came home from ice hockey. an hour of adrenaline pumping through your veins, an hour of forgetting all your worries and troubles. and hour of not thinking about anything or anyone except the puck the ice the net the score. god it felt good to play again. but like everything that brings you hapiness. its temporary. when you're all done, you get brought back to reality and all the fucked up things that come with it.

when i grow up. i wanna save the world. no really.. i do. or at least do something great. but you know whats the sad thing about life. sometimes we have no choice but to grow up really quickly. or sometimes we dont get to grow up at all. isnt it scary how life can just end just like that. like boom. scary if you think about it. scarier when you realise the things you didnt manage to do or accomplish. things you never got to say to people. people you never got to say goodbye to. i dont know. the thought scares me. you know, i really treasure my friends. i dont know what i'd do without them. so right, i decided to post a thank you shoutout to people who;ve liked made my life easier i guess. long and boring so maybe you can just skip to your game. and if you're not on that list. tell me!

thank you CHAR-MAINE for being like the bestest bestfriend one could ever ask for. you're always there for me no matter what. you put up with ALL my nonsense. your lame stupid jokes.i could go on and on and on but like you already know how much you mean to me! thanks breastfliend!! i dont know what'd i do without you! (:

thanks KRISTI for being like the bestest pal ever!! even though you're like a bazillion miles away, i know i can just dial 1800 PAL to rant and tell secrets to and just catch up with you. im really glad you;re back for these 2 weeks! must make full use! thanks for everything!

thanks KATHI for being the bestest buddy ever. you're like a frikking long long away from home but i know that ranting and bitching and WHINING is just an easy phonecall away! thanks for always being by my side no matter what and everything. you'll always be my BB!!

thanks PRISS for being such a damn good cousin. i really thank god you're in this school now! i owe you A LOT la. i appreciate all the shit you've done for me and all the shit i put you throuhg. thanks cuz!! blood what. same kind of people right! (:

thanks ANDREW for going through thick and thin for the past donno how long already. although i never show it. i really really appreciate your friendship. like you just listening and giving the most stupidest advice ever really means a lot to me.

thanks SHERYL for the nonsense, the retardedness and the frikking hilarious shit. PUSHPOPS! SHOPPING! IRRITATING TEACHERS! good times good times. but also thanks for always hearing me out. and giving me good advice and shit. you dont look the sort who gives good advice but looks are deceiving! haha! jkjk! thanks!

thanks CHANG for being so damn retarded and so damn hobbit like! no la. thanks for hearing me out and ermm. scolding ppl unnecessarily. but thanks for wasting your saliva on me and yelling at me to get things done. i really appreciate it.

thanks SHUMEI for the laughter and the non stop retardedness that comes hand in hand with you. but thanks for everything k. your foresight into the future. you being right was i donno. unexpected! haha. jkjk. but i guess i should've listened to you. thanks for being patient and listening to my nonsense and putting up with it

thanks JOHNNY for listening to my problems and trying to give me good advice. thanks for being such a funny person to talk to and all

thanks JAMES for the non stop laughter, the shumei imitations, the straight up in your face advice, the haunted house and the coin toss. i cant go a day without laughing without you around. you seriously make acs international not dull at all.

thanks MICH for being the bestest BOAT BUDDY ever. ok. so like maybe now we're no longer in the same boat but SOON we may be. you never know right. and we'll always be boat buddies no matter what!!! and thanks for listening to ALL my rantings without complaining. your really good advice and everything. and you know im always here to listen to you too! madam vice president maam!!

thanks BINGXI for being the funniest NERD ever. your nerdiness and bingxiness will never fail to amuse me. but thanks for your kinda stupid advices and ermm thanks for making things obvious EVERY SINGLE TIME!! you know i still love you la bingxi! but seriously, thanks k. you know i appreciate everything.

thanks KUI for ermm. just being kui. your stupid nonsensical sayings that somehow seem to make sense never ceases to amaze me.

thanks JUNHUNG for you ermmm. junhungness. your random retarded things you suddenly say out of the blue. your "you guys need a life". the eye opening talk today and like everything in between. your advice and all that good stuff! thank you!

thanks ANNABELLE for being such a great EMO BUDDY! our emo emo talks are so ermm. emo? but interesting eyeopening and sometimes quite funny. our emo talks cannot stop! but thanks k! for all the emo talks. and just listening to me rant and whine like a retard and listening patiently. thanks k. for everything. you know im always here to hear me out! (:

thanks WOON and JOSHUA for the ermmm. racist jokes, LOL. the ermm. PHYSICS HW! the non stop laughter that you 2 bring along. the money i win of you guys in hold em. HAHA

ok. i think thats all. tell me if im missing anyone. so yeah. went to barker today to sell celefest coupons. i think the good thing was the skipping of like half my classes. but going there was ermm interesting. going in front of everyone to make announcement when they couldnt even hear us. going to classes where they obviously wanted us to just fuck off. oh wells. junhung anna alison and i had a experience i guess. lazing around in the canteen. making shit with blue tac. embarassing ourselves in front of ppl. oh wells. fun in a weird way i guess.

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