a slow slow boring day that started with nothing accomplished and ended with nothing accomplished. the twins visited school today. and DARYL TOO!! OMG!! IVE NOT SEEN DARYL IN 6 MONTHS!! felt kinda nostalgic. i mean. it felt like the good ol days. sitting around laughing. not going to class. just talking about shit. whining to my BB! yup. finally had a BB talk! but yeah. just like the good ol days
you know when you look back at how the year started. and you look at the way things turned out. a lot of unexpected things have happened. if you told me in january the things that would;ve have happened, i'd laugh my balls off. but thats the funny thing about life. shit happens. the unexpected may happen. you cant do anythign about it i guess. i mean. whats there to do huh. kathi told me to take one day at a time. enjoy the days as they come and pass. but you know. its kinda hard if you think about it;. people ask you to smile but theres nothing to smile about. people ask you to be happy and you just have to ask WHY? or wahts there to be happy about. life kinda sucks. shit kinda happens. basic philosiphy of life huh. life's kinda unfair. good guys dont always win. theres no such thing as a fairy tale ending. isnt it funny how like it seems one person can get everything while you're stuck with nothing. you know you shouldnt be jealous but how can you not?
sometimes in life you gotta take risks. do things that are probably stupid, crazy, rash and wreckless. but thats life. full of unexpected twists and turn. you never know what might happen till you've tried. sometimes you gotta do something that you're really scared of doing for one thing or another. something you fear of doing. the greatest things in life come from doing things you fear the most
Would you believe me if i told youThat i'm surfacing for just one thieving momentTo steal your heart
