Something's wrong because I find the glamour
In the darkside,
In the darkside
(Where'd I go wrong?)
Cheap regrets, can't forget
Falling victim to the debt still,
Unpaid in my mind
It's gonna take me, you don't know tragedy
I've been to hell and back, can ya tell it?
Close my eyes and lay me down to sleep
I fear the worst might be the urgence to explode
And my time is up so...
Why can't I just lie?
Suffocate the dreams in my mind
Well I can't stop believing
Drown the thoughts that have me confined
This life is hard to begin
Good as dreams as black as the night
No one told me end is a lie
some say its easy to smile and be happy. its easier to frown and be sad
went to town and hung out with joshua andrew and woon. hanging out with them is seriously fun and hilarious. cabbed to holland and had dinner with chang and charmaine before going to school for the musical. bingxi was being REALLY annoying! the musical was alright i guess. almost everyone did really well. but i couldnt really hear the words so yeah. but it was ok. went for dinner with joshua andrew bingxi and chloe. then to starbucks then cabbed home.
two faced? i have no idea what to believe anymore.
one sided
read between the lines cause nothing is at it seems. whats real whats fake? thats the question aint it?
annoying.. fucking annoying
someone looks you in your eyes and tells you something without any hesitation. and you find out that was a lie. how can you believe that person anymore?
somethings been bothering for the longest time now. i need to get it off my chest. out of my system cause its annoying me and its gonna be forever there.
im really scared. all the time. the littlest thing could you set you off. its supposed to be a 2 way street. sometimes we veer off course but i know ill always find a way back to that road. but you i dont know. sometimes i feel you can just find another route without hesitation. sighhhh. ):
theres only one conclusion to every story. we all fall down. and sometimes its really hard to get up and yet we have to. sometimes we have friends to pull us up, other times we're on our own. sometimes we trip and thats why we fall down. sometimes we get pushed down. sometimes its not the falling down that hurts, its finding out who pushed us that breaks your heart
