sometimes we work so hard to get something. we do our outmost best and we try so hard to get it. and yet, someone else gets what we want in the end. if the person is better suited or tries harder than you than i guess its fair. but sometimes that person doesnt try as hard, doesnt want it as much as you and yet they get it instead of you. every single time they get it. and yet you're just left in the shadows grasping at whats left. the worlds so fucking unfair.
school was so boring but it was alright. match tomorrow agasint regent at regent. training today after school in the rain. playing in the rain is actually quite fun. there was this huge thunderstorm today. the sky just turned really really dark and it started raining and raining. i think pouring is more the word. it started flooding and all. very depressing.
everytime someone beats you to something. what do you do? you try even harder and you do as much as you can so that you can beat that person the next time. biut what if that person beats you every single time unfairly. like that person doesnt deserve to win. then what?
