I could be brown
I could be blue
I could be violet sky
I could be hurtful
I could be purple
I could be anything you like
Gotta be green
Gotta be mean
Gotta be everything more
Why dont you like me?
Why dont you like me?
Why dont you walk out the door!
ive never really looked forward to the end of a school week until today. im kinda relieved its a friday night. its been a busy and stressful last few days so im glad its all over although the stress is still there. this is really really random but you know what. im really thankful for my bestfriend. like i dont know why, but the last week ive been thinking about it and im so glad she's always there for me and i love how we can share EVERYTHING and can have totally have random conversations and tell each other stuff we dont tell anyone else. (:
so went for sushi buffet after school with sheryl priss and ellen.. OMGG!! IT WAS FRIKKING HILARIOUS! THE WHOLE 2 HOURS WE WERE THERE WE TALKED ABOUT ONE TOPIC AND WHAT A TOPIC IT WAS! HAHAHAHA! WTFF! WE WERE DAMN CRAZY I TELL YOU! AND LETS JUST SAY THE CONVERSATION WAS DAMN INTERESTING AND FUNNY AND NOW I HAVE A LOT OF BLACKMAIL OPPURTUNITIES! HAHAHA
we share secrets with our friends cause we trust them and we think that our secrets safe. how do you know who to trust? when does it become one friend too many that it no longer is a secret. sometimes we tell one too many people and suddenly the whole world knows about it. and you dont know whos the one that let it out. thats the thing about trust, you dont know who you can give it too. its good to get things off your chest, but at the expense of letting everyone know? maybe sometimes its good to keep things bottled in. who can you trust with your secrets. who wont turn around and stab you in the back? i count 1
sometimes you feel like you dont belong somewhere. sometimes you feel outta place. sometimes you feel that you gotta go someplace else.
its a no go. maybe sometimes its better to give up before you even give up? maybe then things would be easier
