OK so im supposed to blog this long post abt tons of stuff but im really tired and i cant really concentrate so its gonna be short.. tomorrow ill blog properly. so yeah. christmas came and passed. OH I GOT A NEW PHONE! BUT the highlite of christmas was..............




LOOK WHAT MY BOAT BUDDY MAID ME! ITS SOOOO NICE!! AND ITS HAND MADE AND HAND PAINTED! OMG ITS THE NICEST BOAT EVER LA!!! IM SORRY I HAVENT GOTTEN YOU A BOAT YET!! SOON K!! I PROMISE!!!! :D :D :D THANK YOU SOOOO MUCH!!

when you lose your trust in someone, its very hard for that someone to regain your trust. and that my friends, is why my mom does not trust me at all. and that is why its gonna be a long long time till she starts trusting me.

wow. i really have nothing to say anymore. lackeys!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHA. although i am kinda happy for you in a weird way. oh well.

yesterday was a very long frustrating day. i was in school from 10am to 10pm. then there was still planning to do after that so i reached home at 12 30am. omg. i was exhausted. and i was very very annoyed and pissed. and bingxi had to take the blame. sorry bingxi!! its not your fault. night game today. it was 3 hours in school and it shouldnt have been. oh well. dont wanna say anything abt it. dinner after that thai express. sheryls finally back!! she came to meet us for dinner. then like everyone went to juncais house. so i sat with sheryl at the haweker centre for like an hour and a half talking. omg sheryl! you better not tell anyone or ill kill you! anyhow. orientation trainings like all done and i can safely say im gonna miss it. cause even though there were lots of annoying shitty times that really pissed the living daylights out of you, there were still tons of really really fun moments that made it all better. and for every bastard/bitch who just really ruined the day, there your good friends there. and for every moment you had to spend with someone you really idnt like, there were oppurtunities to spend time and talk to people who you really didnt talk to much before. oh well, its time to look forward to orientation!

its funny how you hate all of us now. like you hate us so much. lol

hello lackey.. you;re like pawn thats being used and you dont even know it

why is it that we always want something so badly, but like we never realise that something better is right in front of us and yet we just take it for granted when someone else wants it so badly.

we got raped 8-1. omg! oh well. what can i say. except that im very pissed and very annoyed and in a really really bad mood cause of tons of various reasons that are just adding up and driving me nuts! URGHHHHHHH!!

anyways. more dancing today. "dont stop never give up" omg. S club 7 were like so popular back in the day. oh wells. times change and no one really remembers them anymore. "LOVING AINT EASY" that was a line from the song. SO TRUE! here are more quotes that bingxi ;likes to steal from me!
"FOR YOU THE WORLD"
"LOVE DOESNT EXIST"
"FOREVER IS OVERATED"
"WHATS THE POINT OF LIKING SOMEONE IF ALL IT BRINGS IS HEARTBREAK AND ANGUISH?"

ok cant think of anymore. sushi tei after school was funny. then cold rock. then shared cab with emily and brian. THANK YOU PRISS MICH BRIANTOH AND JUNHUNG for coming to watch me play! THANK YOU FOR STAYING EVEN THOUGH WE GOT HUMILIATED!!!

im in a very bad mood now! thank you char-maine! thank you mich! for listening!!

damn boy! you just want to piss me off even more huh. i mean like. seriously. what more do you want? i try to be nice to you so you can stab me in the back. now tell me, wheres the justice in that. so like, how now brown cow? i guess thats it. no more niceness cause its all jsust wasted on you. so forgive me if im just flat our rude to your face. cause i will be. sorry boy, but i think you deserve it

you know fakeness. my list of superlatives for you just keep growing longer and longer and longer. honestly, i never thought it'd end up like this. but it did. and what can i say? i really dont know. of all people? trusting others over me? sighhh. kinda dissappointed actually. but ooh wells/ there really is nothing we can do huh. lets see what happens

shery awe! shumei! hurry come home la!

you know you shouldnt be jealous. you know you shouldnt care. sometimes. i guess you really cant help it

so a week has just flown by.. its been nothign but orientation mass dance orientation mass dance. the song "you cant stop the beat" and "till the dawn" is stuck in my head. oh and "VIVA LA FIESTA"!!!!!! me and brian toh are like the best viva la fiesta partners la. we turn people on in the way we dirty and latin dance. we put ananya to shame!! HAHA! so anyways. orientation has been alright i guess. the amazing race was not too bad. me charmaine daphne and sweta were like so hardworking! we never gave up even though we were second last! now thats perserverence. mass dance was fun. and our council is like so enthu about mass dance. like we just mass dance and mass dance nonstop. every little chance we get. thats how cool we are. HAHA. so yeah. then council sleepover. NO PAINTBALL!!! WTF!!that was kinda gay. but pictionary was jiust crazy. everyones so enthu abt pictionary. especially anna and ananya who were screaming and screaming and screaming and nic who cant even dran an angel. haha. oh wells. so that has been my past week. i could go on somemore but im lazy and i cant really remember antthign else besides nonstop soccer in the hall with my fellow ogl's.

i guess i was right. but i guess thats life, you're right about things that we dont wanna be right about/ so i guess this is it huh fakeness.

tu es muy caliente

so its been almost 2 weeks and i know i promised! sorry mich!!

its easy to forgive, but its so hard to forget.

is it wrong that i feel happy when that happens? is it wrong that i get pissed when it happens? is it wrong that i feel jealous? is it all wrong?

MONDAY
went to library with char-maine and joshua. ate breakfast before going to do research. omg, reading about suicidal people makes me depressed. sheryl and ellen came later in the afternoon. saw a bunch of people there. i hate the library

TUESDAY
went to the library in the early morning with bestfriend and joshua again. then me and joshua met sheryl mich and priss for lucnh at shashlik. omg the soup there is orgasmic. then sweta came and we went to watch 30 days of night. it was kinda lame but not THAT bad i guess. then sweta left and ellen johnny shumei joined us for dinner. the 8 of us had dinner at this jap buffet, hanabi. omg. 35 frikking dollars but it was worth it i gues casue the food and the company was great, cause minus char-maine and sweta whos vegatarian and bingxi who was overseas, all my closest friends. seriously, what else could i ask for?

so im at priss' house now. been here since frieday night. movie marathon. gonna go school tmr. -_- school on a sunday. how gay is that la. then its orientation training for 9 days. holy crap. on the bright side, KRISTI AND KATHI ARE BACK!!! OMGGG!! BB! PAL! I CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU 2!!

its december. wow. a whole year just went by. just like that. time does fly huh. its like you look back and think "where did the year go"

damn. that pretty girl's caught my eye

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