i give up. i'm through
i'm so sick of losing
i really want to blog about everything that happened during orientation but i have a 4000 word essay draft due friday so the blogging has to wait. but i will do it! cause i have to do it for CAS anyways. so anyhow.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ELLEN CHANG!! OMG I CANT BELIEVE YOURE 18 ALREADY!!!! START ACTING YOUR AGE!! :D
AND... HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY NIC!! MY LIPS WORSHIP YOU! YOUR LOVE IS LARGER THAN MY LIFE!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!
so my legs are aching like crazy cause of soccer training which wasnt really soccer as much as run non stop until the first person collapses. oh dear lord. anyhow, ive been really really tired the last few days. i have no idea why.
so schools started and i dont know. it hasnt really lived up to my expectations. i dont really know how to explain it and i probably am not really making sense but i dont know, school hasnt been what i expected it to be. its like im waiting for something good to happen and it just aint happening. oh wells. its been pretty boring besides the fact that i dont really like my new teachers. other than that nothing much. canteen too crowded, school hours still too long, bingxi finding his soul partner whos like the perfect match for him :D, shumei and ellen still lesbians, same ol stuff i guess which basically means, life still sucking, shit still happening, people still leaving. OH WELL. hopefully better days will come. i had this really sad post but its changs birthday and i promised her.
