had math and economics today. in between went to lido with sheryl chang and kui for lunch. we had this really long talk. and i dont know, it was really good cause i realised stuff and i dont know. today something didnt feel right, i dont know what, but something was off. its day 2 of the holidays and already i feel bored! ohh i had this random thought today during econs when making fun of bingxi with kui:
people always choose girl/guy they like over friends. its like relationships can last anything from a week to a year while friendships if given a chance, last forever. a person can more or less spend most of their time with that guy or girl they like and they dont spend time with their friends. and yet, their friends will always be there once the relationship sours. its like friends are there as backup, in case plan A doesnt work out for them. friends are there no matter what, they dont complain when you ditch them for thay guy/girl. you dont complain that you treat them like dirt or you just make use of them. they dont complain when you come running back after the relationship sours. friends are always there for you. its not fair to them, but they're still there everytime you need them. cause thats what friends are for, i guess sometimes we should show our appreciation. (:
so that was my random thought. sometimes we dont treasure our friends enough, so i guess sometimes we should just say a simple "thanks" for everythingt they've ever done for us.
thank you (:
today my friends made me realise that sometimes im a sucker. and that im those "forever gonna be there no matter what" suckers. and whatever the case, im gonna be there, ready to be a sucker and be a pushover.
