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Monday, July 07, 2008 @ 1:48 AM

what a beautiful smile,
can it stay for awhile.

week 3 is about to start. youth day tomorrow although honestly, i never really understood that holiday, never knew what it represented, all i knew was that it was a school holiday. i like school holidays. dont really fancy public holidays cause school hols mean no parents at home :D so yeah, btu theres school tomorrow, or extra english lessons to be exact. i'm gonna fill my mind with wilfred owen, dubliners and macbeth. some of you may be thinking "huh? what? who?". well, my thoughts exactly. i really want the clock to rewind. i want extra time. i want the past. we shouldnt be living in the past but i honestly want to go back to before. i dont like the present. i think im gonna start dreading the future. so the only way to go is backwards. its 2am and i waited over an hour for the stupid rain to stop in wimbledon so the nadal federer match would continue. ive got to be up at 9 tmr. oh what a sad sad boring mundane meaningless life i lead.

i want to care for others like jesus cared for me

you know, to think i stood up for you all those times. i put myself out there to defend you, to tell people off for wronging you. i made sure people wouldn't badmouth you. and all that for nothing. maybe i shouldn't have wasted my effort. i guess i shouldn't have wasted my breath.

and sometimes all we want is to see a single, solitary smile

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Marcus Eng


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