Now I'm heels over head
I'm hangin' upside down
Thinking how you left me for dead
California bound

You're a chance taker, heartbreaker
Got me wrapped around your finger

i miss council. i really do. 16 High. 3rd student council. i missed monday afternoon meetings that lasted till 6+pm. i miss organising council events and the rush and mess on the day of the event itself. i miss shouting AOB AOB and giving crap to bingxi. i miss laughing at the stupid things duncan says. i miss making fun of evan. i miss playing tabletennis with nic before council and buying and eating a lot of food with feline and mich. i miss trying to compete who was the most rebellious with briantoh and ananya. i miss the cab rides home after council with annabelle. i miss talking about random crap with tabby. i miss joking with alison and even hearing steph yell at us. i miss ronald lim lecturing us and talking about emo stuff with junhung . i miss not going home after dances and just walking away to serene and then having haunted walks back to school and attempting to watch the sunset. i miss PICTIONARY and yelling for paintball which we never got to go to. i miss telling ghost stories during council sleepovers and never obeying the boys in one room girls in the other room rule. i miss hating DISC and laughing at all the retarded presentations we had to sit through. i miss sitting through council delegates and OGL auditions. all in all, i miss the fun that we never failed to have. i miss knowing the fact that 13 other people were ready to help and aid you in your time of need. i miss the "family" we had. i miss 16 high

today was a really really crap day. dont really wanna talk about it. basically, world war 3 erupted at home. tok tomorrow. definately a bad day today. urghh. i have a hematoma on my shin. tskkk. hopefully tomorrow's gonna be a better day.

I got your runaway smile in my piggybank baby
Gonna cash it right in for a new Mercedes
You were worth the hundred thousand miles
But you couldn't stay awhile

are you a chancetaker or a heartbreaker?

you know how sometimes you are like EXTREMELY NICE to certain people. and like you're so polite and friendly and HELPFUL!! and entertaining. and yet these CERTAIN PEOPLE are just SO EXTREMELY MEAN to you and just INSULT YOU nonstop and like FALSELY ACCUSE YOU OF THINGS! its like you're nothing but nice! AND YET THEY INSULT YOU IN EVERY PARAGRAPH ON AN EMAIL THEY SENT YOU! TSKKKKKKK!! (:

THERES THIS HUGE LUMP ON MY LEG THATS FREAKING ME OUT! I GOOGLED IT AAND IT JUST SCARED ME EVEN MORE!! BONE CANCER BLOOD CLOTS CYSTS! AND OTHER COMPLICATED WORDS THAT FREAK ME OUT EVEN MORE!!! ): ):

i went for council lunch thingy today. at some jap restaurant. it was like a farewell/tahnk you to ronald lim cause he's stepping down as council head. not all of the 3rd council was there so it didnt feel complete. you could just feel how separated the 3rd and 4th student council were. like mr lim in the middle and old council one side and new council the other. always talking among ourselves or with mr lim but never actually crossing the barrier to talk to the other council. weird huh. passing of the guard. but does the old guard always not get along with the new guard?? plain weird i guess. maybe its normal or something? i dont know. like 2 different factions at one single table. ok maybe im exxagerating on the factions part. its not some war. just 2 different councils. haha. oh wells.

went to sheryls house to do tok. and holy crap. the journey home took 2 hours 45 mins! WTHHH!! took forever for her bus to come and then half an hour to town. another hour plus form townb! and i was sleeping so i overshot my bus stiop and ended up at bedok interchange!! TSKKKK!! IRRITATIGNGGGGG!! and my stupid bump on my leg makes it paiunful to climb donwn staits!!!! ok im extremely bored now!! someone was supposed to blog something interesting but NOOOOOOOOOOOOO!! just 2 small paragraphs with one sentence in each! TSKKKKK!! SOMEONES LAZY!! HAHA JKJK (:

felt the awkwardness in the air? i guess my first impression hasnt changed. still some fleeting glances. but i dont give a damn anymore.

lets get these teen hearts beating faster faster

happy early teachers day i guess. today was teachers day celebration and i guess the only good thing that came out of it was that it was half day in school and thus, me kui and tim went to watch death race. it was a good exciting fast paced action movie with a very hot actress that kui couldn't stop talking about!! but yeah, overall, a good movie. i want to watch eagle eye next!!

on a totally separate note, i really think that parent teacher meetings should be abolished!! nothing good ever comes out of it and the teachers just say the same thing over and over again!! TSKKK! so yes, obviously PTM yesterday didn't go so well. neither did the cross country which was really disorganised and really retarded. tim and i just ended up lost and ended up at macdonalds. on a brighter not, i'm finally all done with econs commentaries and math portfolio. i feel so much freer now although theres still tok presentation on monday. one week holiday next week and i forsee a reall really boring week with absolutely nothing done!! oh well what can we do right. today my parents said they'll stop nagging me so that i can make my own decisions and everythings in my own hands! HA! my parents stop nagging me? thats as likely as snow falling in singapore or our ib exams getting cancelled. i personally would rather put money on the snow fall happening first.

theres this council lucnh thing happening tomorrow. i dont know if im going. i think it'd be a bit weird. but oh wells, i guess like a lot of things in life, we shall see.

it just felt so weird to hear words from you again

i'm really bored now and my parents are nagging. wow, the non nagging thing lasted all of 1 and a half hour. and half an hour was actualyl spent rollerblading, outside. lol. so who wants to put wagers on the snow huh?

i just feel so lost. so weird. like i dont belong somehow

HOCKEY GOT CANCELLED!! WTHH!!! THIS IS THE MOST DEPRESSING PART OF TODAY!!! SIGHHHHHHHHHH ): ):

What a wonderful caricature of intimacy
Inside, what a wonderful caricature of intimacy

sometimes we fight and we wait, fight more and wait somemore. cause in the end, what we get is all worth it. we fight and wait for that one moment of sheer happiness that does nothing but make our day.

250820082226 (:(:

its off to hockey now where i swear i really need to buck up and pick up the pace

fleeting glances

if you want me to wait,
i would wait for you.
if you want me to stay,
i would stay right through.
if you don't wanna say anything at all.
i'm happy wondering.

that song, "wondering" by good charlotte has been stuck in my head the whole day. and i managed to get kui stuck on it too. today was a welcome change. going to school with all my friends, semi-attending lessons. the old mundane routine was a big welcome change from the past few days. i thought i was gonna be all sad and shit in school today, but it wasn't as bad as i thought it was going to be. i have my friends to thank for that. i guess the only bad thing about today was the goodbye part. i'm gonna have to leave for hockey soon and after yesterdays sub par performance, i'm hell bent on playing much much better. and that will probably help me release anger and frustration.

take care and see you soon (:

Then ever since I met you I never could forget you
I only wanna get you right here next to me

'Cause everybody
Needs someone that they can trust and...
You're somebody
That I found just in time

and so it seems that theres no more motivation for anything anymore

no more fleeting glances

cause you're so fine you blow my mind

its been a long emotional weekend and i'm honestly glad that its all over and its back to the normal mundane routine of school tomorrow. national team tryouts tonight. wow, its like i havent spent more than an hour and a half at home for a very long time now. and i finally get to sleep on my own bed tonight. finally. i'm sooo tired! i just want to fall onto my bed and just sleep and sleep. i'm exhausted physically, mentally and emotionally. but alas, life goes on, sometimes without any rest.

for you the world. oh wait, you are my world

Rest In Peace



I'll always love you









this trip to Beijing has been an emotional rollercoaster. some part of me can't wait to go back home tomorrow while the other part of me wishes i could stay longer and escape everything just awhile longer

Innocence
Sunk the glow and drowned in covers
Send for all your absent lovers things

sometimes we get so down and upset to the point where it seems like nothing can make us feel better. friends try to cheer us up, tell us to look on the bright side or tell us how things will work out in the end. and yet, nothing seems to lift our mood, to make us smile. but its funny how sometimes we go into that state where we feel so emotionless, but once we read something or we notice something, something small can make us smile. maybe its not what we read or notice, but who its from. its funny how even 2 letters come together, form a word, and leave us grinning like an idiot.

i only had history and physics today. and i have yet to use my village privelage thats entitled to all year 6's. maybe next week. i guess today was kinda depressing in a sense. and there were definaltey many bittersweet moments. you know those moments that make you smile, but thing is that by smiling and being happy, it makes what happens after hurt all that much more. so yeah. today was rreally sad and kinda depressing. i guess i was never good at saying goodbyes. cause i always had this thought that goodbye was for forever. and i dont like saying goodbye forever. so im not saying goodbye to you angsty emo rock and roll queen/ANOREXIC COW COW. im saying "take care. see you soon!" (: but yeah. take care. i'm really gonna miss you! and if things work out, i might go to that farwayland next year!! :D so yes. be careful and TAKE CARE SEE YOU SOON! (:
i really really really hate goodbyes and farewells
people always leave. its a well known fact but we never learn to adjust and get used to people leaving and it affects us every single time

Yo soy tu cantante.
Yo te echare de menos princesa

so its off to beijing in about 10 and a half hours time. hmmm. my excitement level hasn't exactly increased. so still not really all that pumped and excited to go? and its only 3 days. or more like 2 and a half so yeah, not even there that long. but i guess it'll be a good experience and its a once in a lifetime thing so yeah. i'll try to enjoy myself in those 3 days until i have to come home and deal with the crap that ib and life brings

Yo soy tu cantante.
Yo te echare de menos princesa

Yo soy tu cantante.
Yo te echare de menos princesa

SUMFIN SUMFIN SUMFIN
NUFIN NUFIN NUFIN
those are 2 new words i learnt today! haha :D :D

you know there are times in life where you do SUMFIN and its like, at that moment you do it you think to yourself "yup i'm gonna do this and i won't regret it". like you do sumfin brave or big, or just something that you've been wanting to do or maybe just something that seemed like a good idea at that point in time. we do them cause i guess we want to and the consequences didnt seem so bad and we thought we would never come to regret them. but life works in funny funny ways. we do them and we're happy with ourselves, but then, in a short period of time, something or another happens and BOOM, we suddenly come to regret the decision we made or the thing we made. we look back, and its not like a lot of time has passed and all but maybe something happened that affected things and this makes us look back and think to ourselves "why the heck did we even do it in the first place?" i guess the answer is, false hope or stupidity. i think i'm leaning towards my stupidity. its funny how we feel so confident doing something one minute, and soon after we do it, it feels as if we've done the stupidest thing on earth. sighhhhhhhhhhh

i just felt the need to get out of school today. and yet, i still really really dont feel like going to beijing.. urghhh. i have hockey tonight so thats good i guess. been waiting for the winter league for a very very long time. ever since i injured my knee in the semi finals last year. yupp. there;s no math no chinese no pe tomorrow. physics and history. actually there probably is chinese but i don;t feel like going for chinese. oh wells.

sometimes we can't do anything but pray that things went well.
sometimes we can't do anything but wish that we did the right thing.
sometimes we can't do anything but hope for the best.

i guess maybe a small part of me kinda wished you actually noticed it.
i guess maybe a small part of me kinda wished you said something about it.
i guess maybe i was too foolish.

if you want me to wait,
i would wait for you.
if you tell me to stay,
i would stay right through.
if you don't wanna say anything at all,
i'm happy wondering.

SORRY CHANG!! NOT THAT INTERESTING TODAY!

HAPPY 3 MONTHS GIRLFRIEND!! I <3 <3 <3 YOU LONG LONG TIME!! :D AND I'M NOT CHEAPSKATE K!! TSKKK!! SOON SOON I PROMISE! (: AND I SWEAR, NEXT MONTH I;LL BE FASTER THAN YOU!! (:

tu eres mi princesa

so liverpool won its first match of the season! ok i'm stuck at home doing absolutely nothing. i am extremely extremely bored. but, i'm going to the gym soon i think. yupppp. ok i really don't feel like going to beijing now. cause i was looking through the olympic schedule and there seemed to be nothing good on the days i am there. so yeah, doesn't look like theres anything nice to watch. sighhh. so yeahh, i really really don't feel like going to beijing at all!! OH WELLLLS

sometimes its not the falling down part thats painful. its finding out who's the one that pushes us down that hurts the most. i guess sometimes is not really pushing us down, but more like sticking a knife in our back

we'll always trust people. sometimes we trust people too easily. in the end, its like, what the hecks the point if that person just throws our trust right back into our face

why do we even try to pin our hopes in people if they're only gonna let us down.

Te extrañaré

mi querida

today was spent doing nothing really. but for once, it was a tolerable and alright saturday.. it was slow but relaxing and easy going. i didn't really accomplish anything i guess. oh oh! but i did finish breaking dawn! i started reading it at 1am. finished it by 5pm. so about 16 hours. but obviously not all spent on the book. but i was sooo engrossed and so absorbed in the book. yes it was that good. like i couldn't really bother about anything else besides the book. and sadly, it came to and end and there's no sequel to breaking dawn cause its the end. SIGHH. but, the movie's coming out at the end of the year so i'm looking forward to that. i think jacob is sooo much cooler than edward. even though jacob's kind of a bastard some time, i think he reminds me of me. HAHA. and alice is so much cooler than bella. although i might be biased cause the actress that plays alice in the movie is soooooooo hot! ASHLEY GREENE!!!!!!! ok, shant rant about the book anymore. so yes. that was today

la tua cantante

YES! premier league has started!!!! :D :D :D

i guess i should be packing for the beijing trip, but i dont know why, i just don't really feel like going now

let me see that smile

La tua cantante

JESTER, n. An officer formerly attached to a king's household, whose business it was to amuse the court by ludicrous actions and utterances, the absurdity being attested by his motley costume. The king himself being attired with dignity, it took the world some centuries to discover that his own conduct and decrees were sufficiently ridiculous for the amusement not only of his court but of all mankind. The jester was commonly called a fool, but the poets and romancers have ever delighted to represent him as a singularly wise and witty person.

The widow-queen of Portugal
Had an audacious jester
Who entered the confessional
Disguised, and there confessed her.

"Father," she said, "thine ear bend down --
My sins are more than scarlet:
I love my fool -- blaspheming clown,
And common, base-born varlet."

"Daughter," the mimic priest replied,
"That sin, indeed, is awful:
The church's pardon is denied
To love that is unlawful.

"But since thy stubborn heart will be
For him forever pleading,
Thou'dst better make him, by decree,
A man of birth and breeding."

She made the fool a duke, in hope
With Heaven's taboo to palter;
Then told a priest, who told the Pope,
Who damned her from the altar!

That was a quote by Barel Dort. and in that poem, the queen confessed to the priest that she has fallen in love with her court jester. but the priest tells her it is a sin to fall in love with that court jester. but the queen is so in love with him and she makes the court jester a duke so she could marry him. but alas, the pope still did not allow her to marry the jester.

hmmm, maybe it is impossible for the court jester to end up with his princess

Forbidden to remember, terrified to forget

life was like a moonless night. Very Dark, but there were stars--points of light and reason...And then you shot across my sky like a meteor. Suddenly everything was on fire; there was brilliancy, there was beauty. When you were gone, when the meteor had fallen over the horizen, everything went black. Nothing had changed, but my eyes were blinded by the light. I couldn't see the stars anymore. And there was no more reason for anything

The clouds I can handle, but I can't fight with an eclipse

"there really is something irresistible about a lost cause"

went to the museum today which was kinda boring. but it got us out of school. national team tryouts in a few hours. i predict a boring day tomorrow before a boring boring weekend. oh well.

sometimes we chase and chase after a lost cause. we fight for something we know we're gonna lose. cause sometimes, we see this small tiny glimmer of hope, and that's all the motivation we need to fight some more.

cause sometimes no matter how much we know something is wrong, we can't help but want it anyways.

prelims were depressing. prelim results are even more depressing. shant talk about them anymore. so yes, relatively short day today cause its a wednesdays. physio again after school. oh oh. field trip to the museum tomorrow. wow, i haven't been to a museum in AGES. so it should be a welcome experience compared to sitting in history lessons trying not to die of boredom. so yes, thats on tomorrows agenda, as well as national team tryouts. can't think of anything else that might happen tomorrow.

oh oh! i'm addicted to "eclipse" by stephanie meyer. now i know what the fuss is about and why people love it so much. i read the first and most of the second books but i really didn't understand why people were so crazy over those books but now i see the light!! eclipse is very very good!! but soooo sad!!! i feel so bad for jacob black! even though everyone wants bella to end up with edward and live happily ever after and blah blah blah. i'd rather have jacob black win bella's heart! he's like the underdog we all want secretly to win!! its so sad how he's so in love with bella and bella kinda likes him back but she loves edward more. AWWWW SOOO SADD!! ): i shall try my best to finish the book as fast as possible cause SOMEONE loves to spoil the story!! haha! TSKKKKKKKKK

sometimes we can't help but fall head over heels in love with the one that we know we can never ever get. we know it's impossible to win their heart and yet we can't seem to be able to give up

Through this world,
I am wandering, wandering,
A soft breeze blowing,
I am wandering now,
Through this world,
I am wandering, wandering,
These are the days I live now.

cause princess, all your court jester wants is to see you smile so he knows that he has done his job.

going back to the normal school timetable lessons routine so a welcome change after the hectic crap that were prelims. today passed by without any noticeable things happening. it wasnt that bad of a day, but i guess it wasn't that great either. it just passed by. most results are out but talking about them is just going to make me depressed and all. national team tryouts this thursday. and its off to beijing next wednesday to watch the olympics. this has been a rather mundane boring post about nothing. oh well

i guess today was a step into a better direction

why is it that i'm always the one that gets anger vented on them?

On nights like these,
I could fly up to the sky above me,
Like superman,
I would change the course
Of earth below me.

you can't hurry love,
oh you just have to wait.
because love don't come easy,
it's a game of give and take.

today, or yesterday cause its already 2:51 am. was not bad which is kinda weird for a sunday cause i usually really detest sundays and weekend. maybe its cause its the first sunday in a really long time where i dont have to do work. yes i like freedom, i like it a lot!! so went to this borders book fair where the books were dirt cheap!! but the queue was soooooooooo long!! i swear it takes 2 hours to reach from the back of the queue to the front. but thank god mag let us cut in front of her so we only waited for 45 mins. :D but yeah, me and my brother got about 15 books for a total of $30. how cheap is that huh. and breaking dawn was selling for $12 which really pissed my brother off cause he spent $21 on it. and it annoyed me cause i had to hunt all over orchard road for it on friday -_- went to junhung's birthday at abt 7 which was fun. earle swensens which is basically a more high class more expensive version of swensens at vivo. it was a good dinner. even though i thought it'd be weird with 4 different groups of people and all but it was fun cause everyone talked and all. oh and we sang happy birthday like 5 times which totally embarassed junhung but oh well too bad life sucks that way! (: we were sooooo loud, thank god junhungs dad is a major shareholder or we wouldve gotten kicked out. had hockey after that which was SUPER DUPER tiring but fun. so all in all, it was a not bad day for a sunday (:

well, looks like i win (:

so its 3 am. and im not sleeping yet. oh well, its a school holiday tomorrow, or today, anyways. so yeah. although i'd rather be going to school as strange as it may sound. school has friends, and fun, and soccer and all the other good stuff. home has boredom. see how much better school sounds? haha

i'm really hungry now but there's nothing to eat at home. wow that was really really random

even when know that something is wrong and all, we sometimes can't help but still want it so badly.

its like this chasm that i thought was getting smaller but in actual fact was growing wider and wider. sighhh ):

i didn't really enjoy today like i should've. i didn't really have a good sleep. my body was aching and for some reason, i was really cranky when i woke up. urghhh. went for some seafood lunch and in cause you guys didnt already know, i really really detest and not like seafood. so yeah, lunch wasnt all that great. came home after that and i took a nap *______* which was really stupid cause i woke up like only 4 hours before that nap. urgh. went to wisma where i did nothing but sit at starbucks and play psp while waiting for my mom to finish shopping. went to vivo for my brothers birthday lunch at hanabi. i guess that was the only good part of today, a good dinner. oh i saw feline and cannon there too. so yeah. now im back home doing absolutely nothing because there is absolutely nothing on tv and i've been playing psp the whole day so im bored with that. and my mom said my ps3 wire is in my den, but she lied so i cant play ps3. omgosh, i sound so extremely whinyy. but i dont know, i didnt really enjoy today. bleahhh

so i guess you win today (:

on a totally separate note.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNHUNG AND WOON!! (:

hopefully tomorrows a 100 times better than today.

what'd i give to have things the way they were. when it seemed like nothing ever mattered and we didnt have to care

happy birthday cal!

and on a smaller, cant really be bothered scale, happy birthday singapore. i guess. ermm yeah. who cares right?

today, i totally wasted half a frikking day at school. like honestly, it was as if my life just got sucked away because school WAS SO DAMN BORING IT WASNT EVEN FUNNY!! and i tried to fall asleep, BUT I WAS WOKEN UP ON 3 SEPARATE OCCASIONS BY 3 DIFFERENT TEACHERS!! WTHHH! it was seriously sooo boring! we didn't do anything except watch some stupid video and watch year 5's and bingxi have pointless debates where no one was really listening except those debating and bingxi. -_- so yeah, then i went to singapore pools to buy toto for my mom and i went to town to get my brother his stupid "breaking dawn" which is so difficult to find! *_____* so then calvins friends + nat and priss came over and we gave calvin a small little surprise party. yup. i feel really tired now but i just dont feel like sleeping for some weird reason. i forsee a pretty boring day tomorrow where i will do absolutely nothing. pfffffttttt! i want to read a book but i have nothing to read!! i want to go buy Superior Saturday. or SOMEONE should lend me the 3rd book so i can read!! a FORGETFUL SOMEONE!! DONT MURDER ME! (: i think today is a draw!!!!! oh and something i learned today: you can add "tsk" to the back of words to form a new word! whatevertsk!! omgtsk!!! :D

life sucks. and then we die

if only you were someone else

sometimes in life all we want is for some our "if only's" would actually come true

sometimes all we want is for things to go back to the way they were. and the saddest thing is not how things have changed, but how we can never have it back.

i have completed 100% of my papers! YES!! I HAVE FINALLY FINISHED PRELIMS!!! I AM FREE! ok not really free but like, at least less busy than the past few weeks. im gonna take a short break, about a week i guess, then its back to studying hard for IB. yes i say that now, so hopefully i can stick to it and not procastinate and procastinate. so went to town for lunch then had physio. then watched P2 with mich sweta sheryl bingxi priss andrew and eunice. ok, the show was really shocking and all but it wasnt all that great. like honestly, i didn't really like it and i would've acually preferred to have watched Love Guru instead but oh well. nevermind. hung around at borders for a bit then came back here. i'm extremely tired but i cant seem to sleep. oh, THERE'S HOCKEY TONIGHT! YESSSSSS!!!!! and my season starts next week!! although my physio did tell me i have to go for surgery.. bleahhh. but dont care! HOCKEYYY!!! AND PRELIMS ARE OVER! (:

so looks like today was a not bad ok day! i win AGAIN! (:

sometimes when things go wrong, we do nothing but blame others and blame the other party. usually what we need to do is stop blaming others and blame ourselves instead

the court jester's job is to make his princess smile. but sometimes, the court jester fails to make his princess smile. and when that happens, the court jester's day is not complete cause he has failed his duty. all the court jester wants is to make his princess smile, and when that doesn't happen, he himself can't smile. court jester's are supposed to make people smile, but in times like these, who's gonna cheer the court jester up and make him smile?

I HAD AN EXTREMELY WEIRD DREAM LAST NIGHT!!!!!!!

Through this world,
I am wandering, wandering,
A soft breeze blowing,
I am wandering now,
Through this world,
I am wandering, wandering,
These are the days I live now.

You said, turn around
So I cannot see your tears falling,
You don't make me proud,
Now I see there is
A new day dawning.

today was not really all that great a day so my string of gay happy posts stops at 1. anyhow, reached school quite early today so i went for breakfast at coffeenbean with woon. headed back to school where we attempted to study econs until our paper at 1. it was better than i thought it would be BUT THERE WASN'T ENOUGH TIME! the first ever paper where i did not have enough time to write what i wanted to! SIGHH! sooo dissapointed! its like finally an exam i can actually do and all, and i don't even have enough time. and like, i suddenly remembered all my points when the teacher said "one minute left". great, just great. sighhh. cabbed home with annabelle priss and jeus.
yup. today was a weird, boring saddish kinda day. its like one of those things where you know something is wrong, but you just can't seem to place the finger on what. its like you're frustrated, sad, dissapointed all at once and all you want is for the day to just pass by cause you want this crap shitty day to end. but alas, crap days tend to pass by the slowest, crawling at a slow, torturous speed. and there's nothing to do except hope that tomorrow is gonna be a better day. it has to, cause you don't think you can stand 2 crap shitty days in a row.

sometimes you put a fake smile on your face so no one would know that something was wrong.

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY TRIPLETS 1, 2 & 3!!!!! HOPE YOU GUYS HAVE A GREAT YEAR AHEAD AND ALL THAT GOOD STUFF!! and sorry desiree for getting the wrong colour!! i swear you bag is green!!! SORRYYYY!!
there are pictures with 2 out of 3 of them, but it'll just look like me taking pictures with the same girl a few times. HAHA (: (:

princess please smile

On nights like these,
I could fly up to the sky above me,
Like superman,
I would change the course
Of earth below me.

But I can see,
The planets are aligning for me,
And I dare not breathe for then
The clouds will come and then deny me.

You make me feel like a lavender sweater
and I'm caught in bad weather,
In my Volkswagen Jetta
You make me feel like a complete work of art
when I'm just falling apart
A really nice piece of art

today the sky was kinda bluish, there were just the right amounts of clouds, i relieved my childhood with popsicles and i got to play soccer!! so all those things add up together, make for a pretty not bad day! (: so yeah. went to school to study econs with andrew, taking a few breaks here and there for soccer, prata, popsicles, brownies and PSP!! :D so yeahh. that was my day. it was alright i guess. not too bad in fact. except i got CONNED out of my hardearned money by numerous people! and i think i am going to die of diabetes cause i ate some random random thing made of biscuits, sugar, condensed milk and marshmallows. yes, extremely high sugar intake. not too mention brownies which were good and POPSICLES! ive found my new love! I <3 POPSICLES!! you know those 10-20 cents popsicles you bought at the mama shop when you were younger. you have to bit and twist the top. its long and quite thin i guess, comes in different colours. YES!! they were being sold today, and OMG!! DELICIOUS!! YESSSSS!! so yeah. econs studying was definately more fruitful than last weeks. except andrew kept falling asleep every hour -_-. oh wells. to sum it all up, it was not bad day where nothing spoiled my mood and little things here and there made me smile. so yup. wow. i blogged a happy post today. :D

so there angsty emo anorexic rock and roll queen. definately NOT EMO! (:

It won't help me but I have to ask
Is there something real that's behind the mask?
Something true we don't know about?
A little faith in amongst the doubt

All this attitude with no history
All this anger when you're attacking me
Got a lot to learn and you need to know
That your time is up kid, let it go



I <3 LOSTPROPHETS!!!!!!!!!!

i'md 85% done with prelims. ONLY 2 MORE PAPERS! 3 more hours and i am FREE! or at least free for the weekend and then start preparations for IB exams on November 4th. yes, if anything, these prelims have taught me that last minute studying is of no use at all and does not really help much except stress you out even further. todays english was much worse than fridays. it was basically 4 sides of foolscap. 4 sides of bullshit. oh wells, at least i tried my best.

just a court jester waiting for the chance to make his princess smile.
cause all the court jester needs, is to see that one solitary smile on his princess' face. cause that one smile just made the court jester's day. and no one, except the princess, is able to take that away from him.

do i know you?

the court jester is the one that makes the princess laugh. he cheers the princess up and he makes sure the princess is happy. sometimes the court jester falls for the princess, but alas, he is not good enough for her. cause no matter what, and no matter how hard he tries, the princess will just end up with the prince. cause the court jester isn't a prince, he's just there for comic relief or to cheer the princess up. thats all he is to the princess, a court jester who makes the princess laugh when she's bored or cheers the princess up when she's sad. the court jester will forever be left behind, waiting patiently for that oppurtunity, to make his princess smile.

you're the princess. and i'm your court jester. i am nothing because you're waiting for your prince.

today was a pretty useless day spent watching friends and CAPTAIN PLANET! yes a bit too old for that, but its CAPTAIN PLANET! nostalgia. oh and i watched King Arthur. i love that movie. but its really sad how like so many of his knights die. so yes, a useless day which could've been spent studying econs or english but i just wasted it away. way to go marcus. i can't wait for monday. my brother is at singfest. i am EXTREMELY jealous. cause i really really really want to watch the lostprophets live. SIGHHHHHH

you're literally like a stranger to me now. it's as if i don't exist to you and you don't exist to me. sad how it turned out like this

you once said i didnt support you enough.. come to think of it, were you ever supportive of me?

they say patiences is a virtue. they also say that good things happen to those who wait. but whats the point of waiting for something you know will never come? and what's the point of waiting for something that is just going to hurt us in the end. because we're so willing and ready to wait and hold on to that small tiny glimmer of hope even though we know, more likely than not, its just gonna bring us a world of pain.

77% of my papers over and thats really really good. the exams have passed by quicker than i thought they would. but the swift passing of the prelims, means that the IB exams are inching closer and closer, bringing inevitable pain, torture and suffering. oh well, i will be more prepared than i was for prelims. definately. i am super duper bored now. there is absolutely nothing to do!! URGH!! but i am having retarded yet hilarious msn conversations. haha! and i need new ipod headphones!! but soo expensive! on a totally random note, i just rememberd how much i love captain planet!!
earth! fire! wind! water! heart!! by your powers combined, i am captain planet!!
i just finihsed episode 1. omg im gonna try and find all the episodes!

you're the queen
and i'm just a lowly court jester

with all that i've got

whatevertsk!
facourite
care bears
loser club
SUPER DUPER
BAHAHA
captain planet
telly tubbies
hi 5
barney
thomas and the tank engine
vintage tv club
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