she said don't change your mind
let's leave this town behind
we'll race right off the cliff
they will remember this
it all got so mundane
with you I'm back again
just take me by the hand
we're close to the edge
i just finished watching one tree hill season 6 episode 3.. SIGHHH ITS SOOOOOO DEPRESSINGGG!! ): and sophia bush's character said "life sucks. then we die" awwwwwwwww!! "he who does not weep does not see" - le miserables ahhhhhh!! emo depressing one tree hill episode!!! but it was a really powerful episode that actually taught me a lot. life too's short to be holding on to all the anger and hatred and thoughts of revenge. lifes too short. it shouldn't hold you back from being amazing. nothing should stop you from being who you are. sighhh that episode was seriously really depressing and sad and i honestly almost cried. thats how sad it was. ultimately, loss is inevitable. and its how we move on that matters. we cannot let grief and sadness engulf us.
"Grief is like the ocean: it’s deep and dark and bigger than all of us. And pain is like a thief in the night. Quiet. Persistent. Unfair. Diminished by time and faith and love."
- one tree hill
grief and pain come hand in hand, quiet, out of the blue without warning. but time heals all wound. and with faith and love, we can conquer pain
ok enough with all the depressing stuff!! school today was short. ended by 2 30. short day but my brains really really tired now. went to holland with annabelle after school. it was good! fun! (: we just talked and talked. got things off our chest and all that. we had a really good talk and you know sometimes, there are some people who you might not talk to for quite some time, but when you do, its like nothing has changed and no time has passed at all. i guess like you said emo girl. i wish we never drifted
cabaret tomorrow. hopefully its worth the money and all. its the first performance tomorrow. which means theres a higher likelihood of screw ups tomorrow as compared to friday. but oh well. i hope its good. oh and happy belated birthday to joshua!! ok he doesnt really read my blog but oh wells. im really tired now but im waiting for my dad to sleep so i can play army of two. haha.
sometimes its not all about the friends we made but the friends we lost along the way. sometimes all we want is that one someone who we know will always have our backs when things start to turn bad.
i thought things would never change, oh how i was so wrong
