today was supposed to a good day. or a not bad day at least. yesterday, i was excited for today, and yet i also said not to get too excited and i felt it might be anti climax. i was right and wrong at the same time. cause anti climax is an understatement. i dont even know how to describe today. loss for words. i jsut felt really lousy today. really annoyed and pissed, dissapointed and depressed. its like i lost my motivation to do anything today, anything at all. i literally just wanted to just sit and stone, listen to my ipod and not do anything else. and honestly, thats how i spent part of my day. i have 5 days to exams, and there i am stoning doing nothing. someone just smack me. sighhh. i should learn not to let things affect me so much. i shouldn't things just ruin my day. i said before "the higher your hopes, the farther you fall". i need to take my own advice. im gonna stop having high hopes for the next day cause it seems everytimne i say or think that the next day is gonna be a good day, im proved horribly wrong. tomorrows gonna be a bad day. hopegfully im proved wrong again.
poetically pathetic
things that we know we definately should not be doing
