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Sunday, November 23, 2008 @ 3:49 AM

If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares

sometimes in life we come to this point where we have to make this huge ass decision, each with its pros and cons and no matter which option we choose, we'll forever be wondering what if i had chose the other option instead?
kathi kristi taught me never to regret things and we always have this "motto" kinda thing where we said that we wont regret the decisions we make no matter waht cause whats the point of regretting them after we've done them. ive been telling myself that for a few years now and like i think honestly ive been more or less successful in the sense that i havent really regretted any decisions ive made recently. then today came. and i guess, right now im regretting, and im thikning what if i had chosen the other option? things wouldve worked out a whole lot differently and maybe stuff would be better now and maybe i'd be feeling much happier or at least better. cause right now i just have this huge feeling of regret and frustration boiling in me and its been hours now and i still cant shake this feeling away. sighh ): i guess if you think about it, i cant get over this feeling of regret until something good happens that makes me happy about the decision i made. but from the looks of it, doubt thats gonna happen. sighh. regrets eating me up, and stupidity and foolishness is settling right in

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