it seems i lost a lot of things in 2009, and i guess it started towards the end of 2008. if i could, i'd want it all back. but how hard is it to reclaim what we have lost? damn hard. is it even possible to get back what we once had? i dont know. it's definately worth trying, but then again, is it just chasing lost causes?

You are young and I am scared
You're wise beyond your years, but I don't care
And I can feel your heartbeat
You know exactly where to take me



and we can get away with this tonight

If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares

its like i've run out of things to say

fine is not an emotion

so its back to tekong. the weekend really flew by way too quickly. oh wells. time always passes by faster when you're having fun. but 5 more days. that aint so bad i guess. army has given me a lot a lot of time to just think about a lot of things. like just re-evaluate stuff and think through other things. but thinking is one thing. doing is another right

i really dont know what you want from me. maybe im not good enough a friend for you. and if thats the case i really dont know what to say.

i dont know if you still read this anymore. i miss you. i really do. its become so weird. like too cold and awkward and i hate what its like now. i hate it so much

its been 2 and a half weeks and all i can say is that gosh i miss my home, my family, my friends and basically everything. it feels good to be back, albeit only for another day more.

if i could, i'd build a time machine and go back to 2008. maybe even 2007. life just seemed so much simpler and better than.

we never know how much someone or something means to us until its gone

Marcus Eng

10 March 1990
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