i feel like an empty vessel just floating along aimlessly waiting and waiting for someone or something to come along. i feel so empty, like this empty shell of the person i once was. i try my best and yet i fail to find motivation and inspiration. its like theres no reason for anything anymore. its like i just do things for the sake of doing things. i don't find the point in a lot of things nowadays. i feel like i'm just trudging along aimlessly, waiting for something to happen to me. i have no aim, i have no goal, i have no inspiration, i have no motivation, i have no reasons. i feel so lost. i can't go on like this.