its gonna be my birthday in 2 days time and i dont know, for once im not really looking forward to it. it was supposed to be the best birhtday ever with me passing out and all but i dont know. i cant really predict how great tuesday will be. im sick and my head hurts. its in a mess. i know i'm starting to sound super whiny and seem like those people who just wanna make themselves seem pitiful and shit. wow i'm turning into that kind of person. yuck. oh wells. no one reads this anyways
my one shining light. where're you?
