fine is not an emotion
so its back to tekong. the weekend really flew by way too quickly. oh wells. time always passes by faster when you're having fun. but 5 more days. that aint so bad i guess. army has given me a lot a lot of time to just think about a lot of things. like just re-evaluate stuff and think through other things. but thinking is one thing. doing is another right
i really dont know what you want from me. maybe im not good enough a friend for you. and if thats the case i really dont know what to say.
i dont know if you still read this anymore. i miss you. i really do. its become so weird. like too cold and awkward and i hate what its like now. i hate it so much
