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Sunday, April 19, 2009 @ 2:15 AM

Where were you
When everything was falling apart?
All my days
Were spent by the telephone
It never rang
And all I needed was a call
It never came

i;m waiting for somethign to arrive and i;m really excited to recieve it and all but its depressing that theres no mail tomorrow cause its sunday so ill only get to see the package next friday when i book out. ): i cant wait for that snail mail!! Its 2:16am now and i just got home bout half an hour ago. shisha. another first time thing. maybe aprils a month for trying and experiencing new things. it was alright. good hanging out with andrew joshua and johnny and then annabelle and her friends after. i really do miss school a lot even though png's more or less screwing up the school. i'm gonna be back in army in less than 2o hours. i hate how the weekends pass by way too fast. met charmaine and rosa in the morning fro about 45 mins. i really miss seeing and talking to my bestfriend everyday.

Say when
And my own two hands will comfort you
Tonight, tonight
Say when
And my own two arms will carry you
Tonight, tonight

i'm listening to the frays new album and the songs are like super sad and all. depressing. sometimes we all feel underappreciated. i guess its pretty normal. to get used and then chucked aside. or only called when needed and ignored when not. sometimes we feel alone and its like we need someone to listen or someone to talk to and we look around and its like we cant find anyone. i guess its sad when we reach that point cause we ask ourself, what went wrong, how did things end up this way? we just ask ourselves "what did i do wrong?" we need someone to turn to but its as if theres no one.

Picture you're the queen of everything
as far as the eye can see
under your command
I will be your guardian
when all is crumbling
steady your hand

i'll scale every wall and jump every hurdle to always be there for you

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Marcus Eng


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