Don't believe everything happiness says
Nothing feels better than hiding these days
We bury our fears in the drinks, in these tears
For the days we believed we could fly

So why don't you meet me, down behind the old school
We'll waste away the weekend, with perfect regard for how
Cavalier we used to be, that beautiful insanity
The apathy's surrounding me
Don't close your eyes or we'll fade away

we're left reminiscing about the past, remembering all the good times we used to have and the good days we used to share but bitterly realizing that they're all just distant memories, easy to retrieve but difficult to relive.

saturday 27th june. weeks are passing and passing with no importance and no significance. i need something to happen. something important or significant to come by. instead of days passing by meaninglessly, i want something to happen. or at least have something to look forward to. i want the days to have more meaning. i want something to get me through the week.

i've thought about a lot a lot of things yesterday and this morning. and i've realised a bunch of stuff. maybe sheryl is right. theres no point being the nice guy all the time when you just get trampled on and taken advantage of. and i've learnt how somethings are just by name. they dont really mean anything. jsut by name. daffy told me taht quite awhile ago but i never believed that until yesterday. isnt it funny how people can tell you something but you never believe it or want to believe it until something has to happen to you, usually a bad event, and then it hits you, "hmm yeah. i guess it is true"